Scar has been ignoring me for 2 days now and it's killing me. At school I usually wait by her locker so i can walk her to her next class but she don't go to her locker. Vin says Scar carry all her the shit she needs for each class in her bag.

I'm not the only one Scar is ignoring, shes ignoring the whole yerm too. I just wanted everything to be a surprise but now she not talking to anyone. Everyone misses her and I feel like this all my fault.

I was on my way to the lunch room, I see Scar was sitting by this one girl that was in her music class. She was even eating lunch with other people. I don't blame her for being mad, we all was hiding something from her. I would be mad too if i felt someone was hiding shit from me.

I didn't realize I was just staring at Scar til someone started waving their hand in front of face. It was Vin trying to get my attention.

"Earth to Melo? Hello??" Vin keeps waving her hand in my face.

I grabbed her hand making her stop and looked down at her. Her face softens I know she can tell i'm upset.

"I know you miss her, shit I miss her ass too." Vin sighs and puts her hand on my shoulder.

I just sat there and think for a second. I was thinking that this big ask out plan wasn't worth it. I miss Scar so fucking much and so does the whole yerm.

"Man fuck this Vin! I cant take this no more, It's been two days of her not saying nothing to us. I miss my baby man." I huffed.

"Cmon, lets go sit down and take a breather." Vin guides me to our table.

We approached the table, the yerm stopped talking among themselves and looked up at me.

"Damn Dip, whats wrong?" Gelo ask me.

I didn't answer, I just sat down with my head in my hands.

"He misses Scar and so do I." Vin answers for me.

I rub my hands over my face before looking up at the squad.

"Imma get my baby back, fuck the plan."

I turn around and took on more glance at her. She was laughing at what ole girl was saying. Her smile. Her laugh. I couldn't help but wish I was that girl next her right now.

•••

It was lunch time and I was sitting next this girl name Allie from my music class. I haven't talked to Melo and the yerm in 2 days. I don't like being lied to, now let's see how they like being ignored.

I felt eyes on me while i was talking to Allie, I see in the corner of my eye. It was Melo standing in the middle of the lunch room staring at me. He looked so sad and lost. I felt a pinched in my chest. I miss him so much.

I could see Allie's mouth moving but I blocked out the sound. I couldn't stop thinking about Melo and the Yerm. I could just go up to them but i'm obviously too stubborn.

I could tell Allie knew I wasn't feeling myself, she looked at me with a concern look on her face.

"Hey Scar, you okay girl?" Allie asks.

I shook my head at her no. I wasn't okay at all.

Allie put her hand on my shoulder, asking me if i wanna talk about it.

"Melo and the Yerm have been keeping something from me and i'm tired of it."

She looks at me confused when I said yerm, I had to explain to her that the yerm was the name of the squad.

"listen, maybe what they are keepin from you isn't bad. I haven't heard Melo talking to other girls but you." she playful pokes me which made me giggle a little.

"There's that smile I was looking for!" Allie teases.

"The way Melo looks at you is crazy and the way the yerm care for you makes me wish I had friends like that." Allie continues

"Them keeping things from you I know makes you feel like they can't trust you but the way i see it... I think they trust you with their whole being."

the bell rings which made Allie and I jump. We looked at each other and just laugh.

"Thank you Allie, you are a really good friend."

Her face brightens up when I said friend, why wouldn't anyone wanna be her friend? She's amazing.

"We are friends?" Allie asks nervously

I lightly bump her shoulder with mine.

"Hell yeah!"