My eyes follow Melo as he paces back and forth with a thinking face on. After Melo's comment under my post asking who that nigga was at the mall, i texted him asking him to come over.

i wanted to explain to him that this was just nothing, but he just won't calm down.

"Melo? Can you stop pacing back and worth? you are giving me anxiety." I sighed with my head in my hands.

I hear Melo's feet on my wooden floors, he take a breath deep breath in and out. I felt the bed sink neck to me, I lift my head looking at Melo. He was looking right back at me waiting for me to speak.

I took a deep breath in myself and got up from my bed facing Melo straight on.

"Babe, look... The nigga that comment under my pic-

"You mean Dae Dae?" he interrupts me.

I shot him a glare, he shuts his mouth quickly signal me to continue to explain.

"Me and the girls was at the mall in line for ice cream and this nigga just shows up telling me i'm pretty blah blah blah ...." I roll my eyes then continued on.

"I didn't even get his name as you see i said that nigga... I just told him thanks and moved right a long." I let out a big sigh.

My eyes searched Melo's facing trying to figure out what he's thinking, he wasn't saying anything. Can I get a sign? or a damn expression?

His face was in his lap, not looking right at me anymore. I'm just standing in front of him looking like a dumbass right now. I began to wave my hand over his face getting him to look up at me.

He finally does, he rubs his hands over his face and let out a big sigh.

"do you not believe me or something?" I asked him with a pinch of hurtful in voice.

"How did you find you on instagram Scar? explain that." he says

I couldn't believe this shit right now. Does he really think I would cheat on him?

I let out a scoff and just laughed. this was unbelievable, I couldn't believe this was fucking happening right now. Our first fight.

"I literally don't know how he found my instagram but he was probably following my ass the whole damn time Melo. Hella people do fucking follow me. I'm not a fucking cheater, I wouldn't do that shit! Not to you or fucking anyone! I'm not fucking Ashley! Not even close." I yelled.

I felt the tears coming, I don't want to cry. Not in front of him. Not again. I look up at the ceiling so the tears wouldn't fall from my eyes.

I hear my bed squeak from Melo getting up. He grabs my shoulders, turned me to face him, and pulls me into a big hug. That's when the tears started to come out, the cries.

He just held me tight as I kept crying into him. He gives me a kiss on the forehead.

"I know you are not like Ashley.. Not even close princess. I'm sorry. I'm so fucking sorry. I hate seeing you cry and I hate that i'm the one making you."

I didn't say anything, I couldn't say anything. I would never hurt Melo, I would never dream of it. I like him too much, I like him a lot. Sometimes too much that it scares me.

I wish he knew what he does to me sometimes. I wish he knew how much I like him.

I pull away from his embrace, he begins wiping my tears away. He looked so guilty and upset. I didn't want him to feel any of that. Him questioning me was just his trust issues and i understand that.

There was a silence between us for a moment til I broke it. Saying something surprising to both of us.

"Melo, make love to me."

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