I haven't spoken to Jada in the last 2 days. I've gotten over the situation but what doesn't sit right is... what if she does cheat on me with my brother?? or what if she already has but hasn't been caught? Ugh im tripping I need to trust her which I do but there's always a

I dont feel bad for slapping zo though. Ive wanted to do that my WHOLE life.

I left to go to CVS to buy things for Jada. I want to apologize in the best way possible. might even get a lil freaky..

I bought hot fries , m&m's , blue sour patch kids , flowers and a teddy bear. (I can get romantic 🙄)

I then proceeded to make my way to her crib

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I was doing great. Im happy and living life. that situation did not effect me at all. Yeah it did hurt to know melo didn't trust me enough but whateva. I was in the backyard playing basketball BY MYSELF cause you know ion got friends when I heard a familiar voice.

"WHY ARENT YOU COOPERATING YOU DUMB BEAR" I heard the voice yell

"oh my god look your messing up the flowers" it said again. Next thing you know melo walked through the gate , tripped , dropped everything , somehow rolled ALLLL the way over to me and layed at my feet.

"hey..." he said nervously.

this nigga looked so dumb it was cute.

"your dropped something... well a lot of things" I said pointing at the stuff on the floor behind him

"nah shit sherlock" he said standing up.

"im sorry for what happened I flipped out before actually letting you explain.. gelo told me everything

he started talking and talking

"I love you so much and yes I said love even though you might not love me back which you should cause im literally that guy and dont say nun slick cause you know im that guy-"

I just cupped his face and kissed him. I hate when people rant especially him cause he goes from one thing to another like nothing-

we both pulled away .

"that's all yours" he said walking into the house and pointing to the stuff on the floor

"you aint gone pick it up?!!" I asked cause what...

"your problem now!!" he yelled from my bed.

this bitch

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"bro you're a fucking liar!!" I yelled. Neyah was trying my fucking life right now.

" I swear I never sent anything to melo!!" she yelled back.

Gelo had told me everything and I was pissed. Im really boutta go to jail cause this bitch finna get punched.

"lemme see your phone then" I demanded . I knew she was too stupid to delete the messages.

she gave me her phone.

I went through it and saw messages between her and Ashley.

read 7/9/21

read 7/9/21

I really wanted to pimp slap this bitch.

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"MELO DIPPPP!!!" I yelled laughing cause this monkey ass nigga kept tickling me

"say sorry, NOW!!

I may have "accidentally" said he looked like the donkey from shrek and that rango lizard mf mixed together.

"IM SORRY NIGGA PLS" literal tears were coming out my eyes..

he smirked like I said something that turned him on.

"you so sexy you know that right" he licked his lips at me.

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what was this nigga talkin bout.. he lowkey started turning me on when he licked his lips. damn they were big and they shined while wet..

" you know i love you right " he said while kissing me

Then he lead his fingers down to my pants.

"make no noise" he said as he shoved both his fingers in me.

Ima be real i aint have sex ina while so it kinda hurt but at the same time started to feel great.

He started kissing on my neck while he fastened the pace adding another finger.

I started to let out a small groan cause he was really going in..

"fuckkk meloo" i whispered

he gave me a stern look , put his finger on my lip and said "sh.."

He proceeded to shove his fingers DEEP reaching my soft spot

I threw my head back trying to hold every sound that wanted to come out of me.

"you like that huh" he spreaded my legs open and put his tongue in.

Fuck it .

"meloo FUCKK-" I moaned loud making sure he heard me.

He started doing tricks and shit with his tongue as he pushed his face deeper in me

"OH SHIT" I gribbed the bed sheets with one hand and held his head with the other.

I felt my stomach turning and I could tell I was boutta cum.

My legs started to shake as I screamed his name.

"MELO I-IM G-G-GONNA C-C" and before I could finish my sentence I let it all out..

After we both cleaned ourselfs up and laid with the bear on my bed.

"I love you. Always" he said as I layed on his chest

"mhm"

and we both drifted off to sleep.

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