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~4 months later~ (so much about taking it slowly- sry lol BUT HEY HERE COMES MY FORESHADOWED ANGST- MUAHAH-)

Three and a half months ago, Niki had to go back. We were all emotional when she went away, but have texted each other in the gc every day since.

But today, things weren't as nice as they always went.

~

Sapnap has been with with Karl for the last few days, which left me and Clay alone again, which was expectable.

Something that wasn't expected, was what would come out of our little restaurant date.

I was wearing my favourite (and if you'd like only) dress, (if you don't want a dress choose whatever) black heels and my favourite earrings, whilst Clay wore a white button down and black pants.

Inside the restaurant, after we finished our main course and were waiting for our dessert, when a little girl, around 12, came up to me.

"I'm s-sorry for interrupting b-but you look a lot like Y/N- and if it's really you could I have a picture?"

"Oh," I said, looking over at Clay and then the girl, gulping. No one had ever asked me for a picture. "Sure! I happen to have my mask with me."

She smiled widely, and then looked over at Clay, who seemed really uncomfortable.

Then it hit her.

"A-are you Dream?" She asked, and with the mask in my hand now I shot up and looked at Clay.

"N-no, that's just my Lover, he just happens to have blonde hair. About that picture?"

"B-but his hair l-looks exactly like the picture he has posted I-"

"Picture or no?" I asked, a bit too rude.

"Y-Yeah."

We took a quick picture and she walked away. I took my mask off again.

"W-we should go-" Clay stuttered, quietly.

"Why? We should just enjoy the night while we can. Everything's fine." I said.

"I don't-" He was bouncing his leg at a fast pace and my comforting smile faded.

"Clay please just let us enjoy this a bit-"

"No!" He whisper yelled, before taking out his money and putting two hundred dollar bills on the table. "Were going." And stood up.

"No!" I said a bit too loud. I cleared my throat. "Clay please."

"No." With that he started walking out.

I quickly grabbed my jacket and followed him out.

"Clay!" I yelled when we got outside, making sure no one could hear us. "Clay for fucks sake please don't destroy this evening!"

"NO, Y/N! T-this is too fucking much and I-"

"You what? You want to leave our date becouse a 12 year old saw your face? It's not a big deal she won't leak it!"

"What if she took one in secret?!"

"And? Who would belive her?! Are you really not ready to risk that?!"

I was tearing up. I didnt wanna say anything, I should've just shut up. But i didn't.

"It's a fucking picture, and if she leaks it she leaks it and we easily cover it up! If you're not ready to do something like that for us then why would you even start dating me!?"

I just then realised what i had said.

"W-Wait no-" I cried, but it was too late.

"You know what? You're right. Maybe we shouldn't have started dating." He took out his car keys and threw them to me, since we weren't close. "Return the car whenever, I'll call Sap..."

With that he started walking away, leaving me there.

"W-Wait n-no C-" Insaid through cries.

"Save it." His words were barely audible, and I could hear the cries ik his voice.

Before I could says oenthing else he was already running. I tried doing so, but these damn heels made my fall, probably spraining my ankle.

I fell down crying, the rain which had started before now getting heavier. (Ofc rain is here what did you think?)

"CLAY!" I cried, but he was gone behind the building.

~

The drive home was risky, it was half an hour long and i could barely walk with my fucking ankle, meaning it was hard to press the pattles, but I managed to get to my apartment, and when I did, I broke down crying in the car.

"FUCK!" I yelled, hitting the steering wheel. "YOU MOTHERFUCKING IDIOT!" I yelled at myself. "WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT?!" I cried, leaning back and sobbing.

Soon, she herself Mason walked out, probably seeing my car, and helping me up, not questioning what happened until we got up, where she sat me down, got my some hot chocolate and out of the dress, into her hoodie and shorts.

"Can you tell me what happened?" She asked concerned.

It took me a moment, but I told her soon enough.

About the girl, Clay and how fucking mad I was- still am- at myself for what I had done.

Unsurprisingly they just hugged me and reassured everything would be fine, letting me cry on their shoulder for however long I did so.

I fucked up.

Big time.

Now the only thing left, was to listen to my own advice.

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