I packed a bag of some small upplies with the help of Beru who gave me the stuff and told me it was for EMERGENCIES only and Obi-wan gave me something that will help me incase of any "surprises."

A lightsaber.

Not just any lightsaber.

Anakins lightsaber.

I don't know how to use one properly since I was not trained in using one but I have seen my husband using it hundreds of times to protect me and others so I knew some basic forms.

"Wish me Luck you two. "

Luke gave me a hug and so did Leia surprisingly, probably because I was her Auntie.

"Padme. Be. Very. Careful."

"I will be Obi-wan. I know what I'm doing. "

"I hope so."

"Beru, Owen. Thank you very much."

"Your welcome."

I began my long walk as I looked back to the hut in the distance as everyone went back inside.

I covered my head with the cloak and thought about him.

Does he still love me?

Has he found another?

Is he still a Sith?

Is his loyalty still with the Emperor?

Does he want to kill me for not coming back?

But the most important question of all.

Is he truly Anakin?

The one I made love with.

The one I married.

The one I met which now felt so long ago on this very planet.

Is he still there?

So many questions.

I still love him but right now.

I must not.

We have to talk.

About order 66,

Obi-wan,

Mustafar,

The Emperor,

The Empire,

The children and...

... About the others he may had to satisfy his needs without me.

I clenched my fist.

No.

He would never do that. Right?

But I have to rember he may not be the same man I married.

But why did he saved Leia and gave up all of that power he had?

There is still hope to make things right. Once again.

How I am going to talk to him about all these things without getting killed is beyond me.

But I have to do it.

He knows I am alive.

I know he's still alive.

We both saw this coming eventually.

And I'm going to speak what I truly feel and the damage it has caused.

My feet grew more tired each step.

So tired.

But I made this trip once so I can do it again.

If he's not in the cave then I'll just turn back just like I said.

Half of me hopes he's still there,

the other doesn't and wants to run away.

But I'm tired of running and I have to face him. If I like it or not.

I kept walking as I tredded hard on the sand leaving footprints but covered quickly with the gentle winds blowing over it.

I then saw it.

A light.

Outside a small entrance of a cave that was the exact one Luke meditate in six days ago. I knew who was in there but I grasped my hand around my lightsaber just incase it was actually the sand people as I didn't wanted to end up like Shimi.

Poor woman. Didn't deserve to die like that.

I eased my breathing walking slowly towards the small fire outside the cave.

I lean back against the rock as I took a small peak around the entrance.

I froze.

Darth Vader or is he truly Anakin,

the man I feel in love with.

He was meditating deeply.

His long curly hair had fallen over his devilish handsome face, with that the famous known scar over his eye further confirming it is him.

I guess he's trying to connect with Luke through the force.

I turned to the fire in front of me as I took my bag off then sitting down thinking it was not too late to run away and hide but I've already made my choice as I began to make shapes in the sand.

Letting my mind wonder as I gaze upon the burning fire whose flames slowly began to die out.

I didn't even think about the rustling noise behind me as I was stuck in thought until-

"Who. are. you."

His voice was a bit rough but still sounded like Ani.

There was absolutely no turning back now. Not now.

I stood up very slowly.

"I said. Who. Are. You. "

A little more threatening.

(Me: This was actually draw by me!

I'm so happy how it turned out!)

"I guess the games up" I finally responded.

I turned around and lifted the hood that sheltered my face from the world.

I saw his face.

His yellow dull eyes.

Despite not having the force I knew

he was scared of me. No, terrified.

His eyes then suddenly turned blue as tears came down his cheek.

"Padme?"

I then did what I said I would do,

Talk.

"Look before you force push me- or do what you did to me on Mustafar!

I have reasons why I ran away!

You hurt me! And I- I- !"

His face hardened. He looked at me exactly the same face expression when he forced choked me

on Mustafar.

I then felt the fear he felt as he walked up to me. But I still stood my ground with some struggle which he saw.

I closed my eyes.

Just wanting this to be just a dream but this is reality. He is my husband, no matter what and I still forgave him for what he has done to me.

I thought he was going to hurt me but instead it was completely the opposite. I felt his arms swung tightly around me as he cried harder then I ever heard right into my shoulder.

"I'm- I'm sorry! I- I- didn't mean to!

I swear! I just wanted to protect you!

But- But- I almost killed you instead!

I'm sorry- I'm sorry I'm sorry....

He cried even harder.

Darth Vader would never cry,

for him it showed weakness...

That's when I knew at this very moment that it was

Anakin Skywalker.

The man I fell in love with.