listen to the song !!!!! it's beautiful and it fits :)

btw this chapter will be inspired by another fan fiction i read, but i can't remember which one it was.. so i'm sorry! :/

i woke up somewhere unknown. it was dark and cold, and my whole body felt numb and my leg hurt like hell. i held myself up with the wall behind me and stood up on my feet.

that's when i saw hundreds of floating bodies in the air. holy shit, i thought. i looked around and saw that there was one body that wasn't floating as high as the others. i walked closer to it and saw that it was beverly.

help her.. was everything my brain was telling me. i tried jumping to grab her feet, but she was way too high up in the air for me to reach. i felt as if someone was looking at me, so i turned around and saw a shadow creeping in a corner. my heart started pounding and i backed up to the wall.

but then, i heard voices.

bill, richie, stanley, eddie, mike and ben. i tried to figure out where they were coming from. i saw a tunnel that lead out of the place i was in, and i limped closer to it. i stood at the opening and saw them coming closer.

'holy shit, do you guys see that?' i heard someone, probably richie, say in the distance.

'b-b-be careful' i heard bill stutter.

i slowly made my way over to them.

'richie' i said with tears in my eyes. 'help me, please.'

richie looked me in the eyes and took a step forward, but bill stopped him.

'r-r-richie no, can't you s-see? if pennywise, he's t-trying to trick you.' he said.

'what?' i said quietly. they all seemed to keep a distance between us, so i stepped back so they could come into the place i woke up in.

'please, you have to help me. b-beverly is up there and i don't know what to do, i can't reach her' i sobbed.

bill looked to where beverly was.

'w-we would help you. b-b-but you're not y/n.' he said and pointed a gun to me.

'n-no, you have to trust me. i'm not the clown, i'm y/n. please don't shoot' i cried.

bang.

i felt something burn in my stomach. i looked down, and saw a bullet in my stomach.

bill shot me.

they didn't believe me.

i put my hands around the wound and lifted them up, they were covered in blood. i started to sob. my legs felt weak. i broke down to the ground.

'bill? shouldn't something happen by now?' richie asked.

i saw stanley walk towards me and crouch down next to me.

'stanley? what the fuck are you doing?!' richie hissed.

stanley reached over and touched my cheek, and our eyes met.

'it's her.' he whispered in shock.

'what?' richie asked.

'IT'S HER! YOU FUCKING KILLED HER BILL!' stanley screamed.

everyone froze. well, everyone turned to look at bill.

'DON'T JUST FUCKING STAND THERE, HELP HER!' stanley screamed at everyone and eddie rushed over to help.

they picked me up and dragged me to the wall and leaned me against it. richie came rushing over.

'okay so we need to put pressure on the wound to make sure that it stops bleeding' eddie said, 'and hopefully the bullet didn't hit her aorta because if it did, she will be dead in about..' he paused to look at his watch. 'one minute.' he said.

'fuck eddie, do something!' richie screamed. 'use your fanny pack or something!!'

'i can't dickhead, i threw it away!' eddie screamed back.

'WHY WOULD YOU THROW IT AWAY' richie yelled.

'I DON'T KNOW!' eddie screamed back.

'YOU GUYS ARE FUCKING IDIOTS' stanley screamed at them and removed his belt from his pants. he put it around my stomach and tightened it, probably to put pressure around it. it fucking hurt tho.

'i'm so sorry y/n' he cried while holding my hand. i felt my eyelids become heavier as i tried to stay awake.

richie noticed that and cupped my face with his hands.

'no no no y/n don't, please stay with me, please. i love you' he cried as i felt my head become heavier and my eyelids closed.

everything turned black.

cliffhanger heheheh

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