"You good?" Kacy asked me while she was getting dressed.

"Uhh yeah... I just." I mumbled and she looked at me.

"Cmon what is it?" She asked me and I shrugged.

"It's nothing really." I said and she nodded.

"You can tell me." She said getting behind me.

Her fingers trailed on my thigh and on my back making me squirm at the slight.

"Please don't do that." I said and she stopped.

"Can we hang out tomorrow? As in not a sexually hang out just a movie?" I asked her and she shook her head no.

"I have funeral tomorrow." She said and my mouth dropped.

"Oh I'm so sorry..." I mumbled.

She didn't tell me she has funeral but my guilt came over me. Hugging her I told her we didn't have to I can just plan it another time.

"It's okay. Maybe later." She said and I nodded.

After that she left. Of course she did the regular and kissed me goodbye but kinda lately we haven't been able to talk much.

Yet we've relieved the stress by the sex we had. I could feel change between a strap and an actual dick.

hey there's a party tomorrow wanna come?

"Why would their be a party? And why is Anna inviting me?" I mumbled.

I checked my schedule. I had nothing else to do tomorrow so why not?

great you want me to pick you up?

She asked and I smiled at her text. Even if the text had no emotions whatsoever I replied with 'sure'

"Anna. There's that party today." Eva said as she sat on my bed.

Lately thinking about Peyton kinda. I haven't changed my room so Peyton's belongings were everywhere and it made it worse to think about.

She left her book here too. 'where the mountain meets the moon'

We had a thing where if she came over to my house we'd hang out she she'd read the book she left at my house.

But when we were at her house she would read 'A dog's purpose'. It was a random order but it worked. Sometimes I'd even read where she left off and I finished it but it really wasn't the same when she was reading it to me.

"Holy shit..." Emma said as I questioned her.

"Kacy's at the party but I don't see Peyton." Enma said showing me a video of Kacy having her shit rocked off of alcohol.

"Peyton accepted into coming into the party." I said and they all looked at me.

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All the girls were sitting in the back. Peyton got in the front. I looked at Peyton who was looking out the window. I felt a kick in my seat looking back.

Everyone's was making things wit their hands and all I got was 'Go to the circus and talk to the Hippo'

"Go to the circus and talk to the Hippo?" I asked and Peyton looked at me.

"What?" She asked and I shook my head.

"Huh? What? I didn't say anything." I said nervously.

"Uhm okay." She mumbled.

I could hear laughing in the back as I slammed on the breaks making them all yelp.

"Oops sorry. There was a stop sign." I said and felt the same kick in my chair.

My phone was connected to the car and whenever I get a message it says it allowed.

"SPEAK TO FUCKING PEYTON!" It yelled at me and I froze.

I turned my head to the back and saw them all holding their mouths. I turned back to see Peyton already looking at me.

"Uh heh... you know that was a old text before I asked you to the party..." I said nervously laughing.

"Mhmm." She said looking back out the window.

When we arrived to the party the girls were snickering.

"Really... go to the circus and talk to the hippo." Eva said making me roll my eyes.

"Shut up I was under pressure." I mumbled.

We walked in and there was a place where alcohol and all types of the games that include alcohol. We got to the dance floor before Peyton froze.

"She said she had a funeral today..." I barely heard.

In the middle it was Kacy. She was with someone. I pulled Peyton over.

"Let's just forget tonight alright? Get drunk and go crazy." I said handing her a cup.

She looked at me. She was disappointed...

"I might actually just go home." She mumbled leaving me. I watched her go out the door and I sighed.

"Peyton wait!" I yelled going after her.

On my way I grabbed Kacy's arm. I'm not about to let her ruin Peyton right now.

"Woah! Woah dude!!" Kacy yelled jerking her arm away.

"Are you cheating on her?" I also backing her up to the wall.

"No! No! Unlike you I'm not a cheater." She said slurring her words.

"I'm not a fucking cheater at least I'm not a fucking liar like you." I said shoving her to the wall.

Peyton was no where to be found... I groaned not being able to see her but Kacy went back in the party. I decided to call her but when she answered she was in the party...

I looked around and saw her with Travis.

"Hey! Take her home? I have to go! Really thanks!" He yelled giving me no time to react.

"Peyton?" I mumbled crouching down in front of her. Well this party definitely went shit.