I woke up this morning with the biggest smile I have ever had on my face. I washed my face, took a shower, applied my makeup, straightened my hair, and made my tea. I walked to school in my short short skirt, button up white shirt with its logo, and knee high socks. Cute I know right. Some days I want to shoot the pervert who made our uniforms. I walk up the stairs of our school and into school. I ship my hot tea. I have more in my book bag, that's my lunch everyday. Its so good!

I see Chuck talking to some group of girls. He sees me and I just roll my eyes and turn to my locker. I smile and start unpacking my book bag. Grabbing the right books and making sure everything is in place. I'm pretty organized. I'm about to close my locker when someone does it for me. I turn my head to see Chuck.

"Hello there beautiful" He smiles.

"Hello" I say.

'I saw you were getting pretty jealous" He smiles widly.

"I have no clue what you are talking about" I say.

"Yes you do. I saw you, just admit it." He smiles leaning into me.

He scoots a piece of hair behind my ear, causing me to bite my lip.

"I love it when you do that" He smiles.

'No I cant" I say shaking away his hand.

'What?" HE disapproves.

"I cant be like those other girls you fool around with" I shake my head.

"Hey wait" He says.

"What?" I ask.

"You aren't like them. I actually like you. You are my best friend right now. I actually get kind of nervous talking to you" He frowns.

"You don't like that?" I ask.

"It's the first time that has ever happened" He says.

"Wow well thank you Chuck. I'm looking forward to lunch" I say and lean in to his ear.

"By the way, you turned me on last night... a lot." I smile pulling away.

I get to class and have to wait for six periods till lunch. I had to do a presentation during one class with Chuck in it. Of course the whole class we has doing one of his sexy glares. I had to talk about torture in the Mid Ages. Fun but also kind of weird and dark. Of course I did my presentation and then sat down in front of Chuck.

"You know when you sit down, your panties show. Nice lace baby" He chuckles.

I turn around and playfully hit him on the arm. He laughs and I turn back around.

That was second period. When we get to the lunch table I set my coat beside Chuck and I go to make my tea. I warm up the water in my big mug then place the tea bag in it. I walk back over to the table and there is a cookie at my place.

"Eat it" Nate demands.

"No I'm fine" I smile.

"Why not?" He asks.

"Cookies aren't really my thing." I smile.

"You got to eat something" Serena begs.

"Guys can we please drop this?" I ask.

"No, Laura you need to eat!" Blair encourages.

"Laura this wont help anything" Nate speaks up.

"You body will shut down and we will loose you" Blair says.

I stand up take my tea and run. I hear Chuck say 'Nice job guys'. He follows me.

"Laura!" Chuck screams.

He catches up to me and I wipe away my tears. Chuck pulls me into a hug. I hug him back and cry a bit. He hold me for a minute or two then pulls away and looks into my eyes.

"Now what's wrong?" He asks.

"I haven't been eating" I say.

"When was the last time you actually ate something?" He asks.

"Um maybe a week or two, but I shoved my fingers down my throat after that" I say looking at the ground.

"God Laura why? You aren't fat! And you are perfect the way you are." He says.

"Well thanks but some people don't see it that way." I say.

I look at him and he looks confused. I pull out my phone and pull up my texts. I hand over my phone and he scrolls through all the hate I get. His scrolling increases and I can see the anger in his eyes. so I take back my phone.

"Do you know who this is?" He asks.

I nod "But I cant tell you."

"Why not?" He asks angry.

"You seem pissed already" I say.

"Tell me" He says.

"Just some freshmen boys" I say.

"Well I will be talking to some of them after lunch" He says.

"Just don't hurt them please" I beg.

"I wont to bad but that's all I can promise" He says almost pissed.

"Thanks" I say and hug him once more.

I walk back into the lunch room and Blair comes over. She and Serena hugs me. Nate gives me a hug and apologizes. I smile and just say its fine. But I hated that. Being told by my friends to eat, it sucked. I lean over to Chuck.

"So I guess lunch wasn't how you planed" I say.

"No, it was better. I got to hug you" He smiles at me.

"Well same to you hottie" I smile.

I ship my tea while trying to hide my blush. Classes resume and the last three periods fly by. I rush home to get my homework done and to go to bed. I don't really like hanging out with my mom or brother. My dad left us a while ago, said it was just business was to hard there. but we all knew it was because he found someone else. Mom took it hard and went into some serious depression but she started dating again. I pushed her to date and finally she gave in. I was proud about that.

I quickly finish and study a bit. Next I hear my phone buzz and check it. It's Chuck. We text until I fall asleep waiting for his reply. I smile at all his texts but finally my eyes got to heavy and fell.