Today is my presentation and I'm nervous. My friends know I sing but they have never heard me sing. I drink a lot of tea this morning to clear my throat. I am so nervous. For the first to period I tap my fingers on the table the whole class. I sit in the Gym waiting for everyone to fill in. Once they start filling in I look for Chuck. I spot hi and remember where he is. I start the presentation by talking about how a lot of teens take drugs and drink. I talk about how bad that can actually be. Of course how would I know since I do both.

"Now I was also told I had to sing to you guys" I smile.

"I'm sorry in advance but I love this song so I'm going to sing it to you" I laugh.

"People say we shouldn’t be together

We're too young to know about forever

But I say they don’t know what they're talk-talk-talkin’ about 

'Cause this love is only getting stronger

So I don’t wanna wait any longer

I just wanna tell the world that you're mine, girl

Oh

They don’t know about the things we do

They don’t know about the "I love you"’s

But I bet you if they only knew 

They would just be jealous of us,

They don’t know about the up all nights

They don’t know I've waited all my life

Just to find a love that feels this right

Baby they don’t know about, they don’t know about us

One touch and I was a believer

Every kiss it gets a little sweeter

It’s getting better

Keeps getting better all the time, girl

They don’t know about the things we do

They don’t know about the "I love you"’s

But I bet you if they only knew 

They would just be jealous of us,

They don’t know about the up all nights

They don’t know I've waited all my life

Just to find a love that feels this right

Baby they don’t know about, they don’t know about us

They don’t know how special you are

They don’t know what you’ve done to my heart

They can say anything they want

'Cause they don’t know us

They don’t know what we do best

It's between me and you, our little secret

But I wanna tell 'em

I wanna tell the world that you're mine, girl

They don’t know about the things we do

They don’t know about the "I love you"’s 

But I bet you if they only knew 

They would just be jealous of us,

They don’t know about the up all nights

They don’t know I've waited all my life

Just to find a love that feels this right 

Baby they don’t know about, they don’t know about us

They don’t know about the things we do

They don’t know about the "I love you"’s

But I bet you if they only knew

They would just be jealous of us,

They don’t know about the up all nights

They don’t know I've waited all my life

Just to find a love that feels this right

Baby they don’t know about, they don’t know about us

They don’t know about us

They don’t know about us"

Honestly that's the best I have ever sang. for most of the performance I was looking at Chuck. He was smiling wide. I can't believe what is happening between us is real. I know I will have to talk to him this weekend so I couldn't wait.

Later that day after school there was a gossip girl alert.

Who is Laura secretly seeing? -Gossip Girl.

I don't bother to read it at this point. I roll my eyes and flop back down onto my bed texting Chuck. I laugh at all the small and cute things he texts me. Last week we went out few times but only to places people wouldn't see us or I would go over to his suite. He kissed me and even did a bit more. He is truly amazing. I hope we come out soon cause I think I truly like him and I hope he likes me back. I know he was always the one to make girls do stuff with him but I think I helped him change a bit. I don't know, I guess we will find out sooner or later.

"Laura" I hear Blair scream my name.

"Yes" I say turning around.

Blair grabs one arm and Serena grabs the other. O lord.

"So who is the guy?" Serena smiles.

 "Um you guys will find out soon. We will come out soon maybe" I smile.

'Well you better tell us!" Blair squeals.

"I will. I will. But not quite yet" I say.

"Fine we give you 48 hours till you have to tell us" Serena smiles.

"Tell us what?" Nate says walking up.

Dan and Chuck are walking beside them.

"Tells us who she is dating" Serena says.

"Yeah. But only if he wants to" I smile.

"Can't wait till we find out" Chuck smiles.

"Yeah me too" Nate smiles.

I fight it to laugh. Since they already know.

"Well I'm going to go home to ask this guy if we should tell everyone. He is coming to my house at 6 so" I smile hoping Chuck catches on.

He nods at me so I smile and throw down my skate board. I start ridding and jump don the stairs. I got to get ready. Ah I hope my mom wont come home again early. Since it's Friday my guess she has some large meeting or she is traveling to Paris for a weekend trip. I start to wash some blueberries. I love blueberries. I eat them while I add some makeup and fix my hair. I get a text from my mom saying she will be gone for the weekend so I don't argue. My brother ends up going out for the night with some friends. I get changed into a simple dress and the door bell rings. I walk to the door and open it to find Chuck standing there perfect as ever.

'So you took my hint?" I smile.

"Yes and I want us to be public" He smiles.