{mature chapter, huge warning ;)}

Swingingthe front door opens to the cabin, I skid to a stop as I see Penny standing across me. I was quick to shut the door and cup Penny's cheeks smashing my lips against hers "I missed you," she lets out in a tiny sob.

"I missed you too baby," I mumble as we stumble back into the house. "You have no idea," I say wiping her tears as she deepens the kiss by tugging on my shirt.

Penny gasps slightly back her up against the downstairs bedroom door, lowering my hands I hoist her up by her thighs as I open the door, she throws my jacket off me and shirt over my head and onto the floor behind me.

"Where's Addie?" I ask.

"Asleep, upstairs, she's okay," she tells me as I throw her shirt off her.

I nod as I hoist her back up, kicking the door closed a bit I didn't want Addie to hear what I was about to do to Penny.

Laying Penny on the bed I unbutton her jeans and rip them off her as she throws her bra behind me. Oh god, she looked fucking beautiful, for someone who gave birth four months ago it was like she had never given birth.

I hook my fingers on her light blue panties and slowly drag them down her legs, she turns her legs for me as I drop them to the ground.

"Fuck," I say as I lean back and appreciate her naked body in the moonlight. She squirms underneath my gaze, biting her lip. "You are fucking beautiful baby, god damn," I moan out as she wraps her leg around mine and pulls me into between her legs. Lowering myself to her I place my hands on either side of her head, kissing her.

I trail down to her jaw, neck, and slowly her beautiful boobs, swirling my tongue around one I move to the next, making sure to appreciate both. Before I trailed any further down I kissed the valley between her boobs.

I slowly trail my hand up her thigh and towards her pussy, teasing it a bit, she was wet as hell. She bucks up against me and I smile as I lower myself.

"Xander," she breathes out as I'm eye level with her beautiful pussy. Slowly pushing my middle finger inside her she gasps.

"Oh fuck you're wet," I mumble as I kiss her inner thigh. I continue to finger fuck her as I slowly tease her with my kisses. She suddenly grips my hair and I smirk before placing my mouth on her wet pussy. She gasps again and bucks up, with my other hand I hold down on her flat stomach to hold her to the bed.

"Xander," she moans out my name continuously. This was my welcome home meal and I'll finish it all up. She comes against my mouth and I hum in pleasure as she tasted so fucking sweet and delicious. I give her slit one last lick before moving back up towards her.

I slowly enter a second finger inside her as she grabs my arm squealing as I finger fuck her. She was a squirming wet mess and if I could take a picture I would right now.

She screams in pleasure as I move my hand faster "yes baby, come on," I encourage. She arches her back and I kiss her forehead as I laid beside her. Her one hand lowers and moved her fingers in a circulation motion helping me get herself off and the other hand covers her mouth to muffle her screaming.

"Alex," she moans grabbing my hand and pulling it out. Her intense climax consuming her. I smirk as her breathing begins to level out.

"That was fucking hot," I murmur into her ear. She sighs and leans against my shoulder. She looks up at me with doe eyes "I told Lauren and Tucker to come back in the morning, we're safe baby. We're okay," I tell her, she nods.

"Are you gonna make me wait for your dick or?" She asks me and I smirk She didn't have to say anymore because I was kicking off my shoes, socks, undoing my belt and jeans and my boxers.

She slowly grips me and I stifle a moan, "Penny," I utter out as I move closer to the bed.

Crawling up to her I nudge her legs open with my knee, grabbing my shaft I slowly slap it against her glistening folds before guiding it home. Yea this was my home and I was never leaving it again.

Penny gasps and I groan at her tight walls gripping me tightly "Xander," she says.

"Mmm?" I question placing my arms beside her head.

"I never said it back," she tells me almost in a cry. I smirk down at her and begin to move my hips.

"You don't have to, I know," I tell her before leaning down and kissing her. God, I was so in love with her.

The only noise in the room was our bodies slapping together and the beautiful moans of the woman I loved.

"Oh god did you get tighter?" I grunt into her shoulder as she wraps her legs around me.

"You feel so fucking good Xander, your huge," she mumbles into my ear letting out a husky moan.

Her walls tighten around me more and I knew she was close "oh god this pussy is mine, your body is fucking mine,"

"Yea baby," she moans clawing my back, "take what's yours, take it," she encourages.

She gasps underneath me as she comes, I hiss as she gives my dick the ultimate death grip "oh Xander!" She moans out quietly. I smirk against her skin as I lift my head.

Pulling back I reach down and grab my pants, digging into the pockets and pulling out the ring. Grandma had given it to me the day they came to the hospital after Addie was born, it was my mother's engagement ring.

I knew it was a long shot asking her to marry me but I didn't want anyone else. I only wanted her and her forever. She was it for me, she's always been it for me and I just never knew it until I've been away from her for the past four months

"Penny," I whisper, she hums. "Open your eyes," I demand. Her eyes flutter open and I slowly show her the ring.

"I wanna marry you," I blurt out, letting go of her hip and showing her the ring. "I want to be your husband and you, my beautiful fucking wife. I only want you for the rest of my life,"

"Xander," she moans out as I move faster.

I lean down and hum in her ear "hmm baby? You gonna say yes?" I tease.

"Oh god, Xander yes!" She screams as she comes.

"Yes, what?" I grunt.

"Yes, I'll marry you!" She exclaims. I smirk against her skin. Grabbing her left hand I slide the ring onto her ring finger before she interlocks our hands together.

I kiss her "I love you," I mumble against her lips.

"I love you too," she mumbles back.

"Come with me Pens," I demand, and thankfully she obeys because we come undone together. We both let out pleasure-able sighs.

"Oh fuck," Penny sighs tiredly throwing her head back. I smile and kiss her.

"I can't wait to be your wife," Penny mumbles cupping the back of my neck. I smile.

"And I can't wait to be your husband," I say softly, brushing hair off her face.

"Welcome home," She smiles at me tiredly and I kiss the side of her mouth.

"Told you sex would be great after your pregnant. You're a lot more flexible," I muse, her cheeks turn red and I chuckle.

"Are you just gonna stay inside me?" She asks. I nod. "I'm your dick holder then?" She asks.

"Baby please you're my dicks everything," I joke. "But I can pull out," I begin and she shakes her head. I stare down at her, the moonlight lighting up her green eyes. "I am completely and utterly in love with you," I whisper cupping her cheek.

She smiles brightly, "and I am completely and utterly in love with you," she responds, "and your dick,"

I laugh, "four months is a long time for us to be apart physically," I nod.

"Never leave me again," she whispers.

"I don't plan on it baby," I say and kiss her nose. I slowly pull out of her and stand up, a bit sore but I didn't mind. I turn around and grab my shirt handing it to Penny with a kiss. She smiles up at me once she's shrugged it on. I grab my boxers and throw them on before picking Penny up bridal style and laying us back on the bed.

"So what happened?" She asks me as I pull her leg over my waist, I run my hand through thick but silky hair.

"He was silent until about late March, he found out we moved you into secret service and somehow found out where and went on the road," I tell her softly.

She sighs, running her left hand over my chest "Pens I know your not really dating or anything but fuck, I meant what I said. I want you to be my wife and I wanna be your husband because you are it for me and I think you've always been it for me I just didn't know it at the time." I tell her.

She pushes herself up and I tilt my head back to look at her. "You're it for me too and I just never knew it either. I want you, I want all of you, but most importantly I want you to be my husband," she smiles before leaning over and kissing me. I place my hand on the back of her head.

My other hand gripping her leg moves down to her ass, squeezing it gently when suddenly a loud cry makes us stop.

"That's Addie, I don't know why I had just fed her," she tells me pulling back.

"I'll go calm her down," I tell her and she smiles. I give her one last kiss before sliding out of bed. Making my way out of the room and jogging upstairs quickly, I follow the crying towards what was my bedroom. I smile unconsciously.

"Hi Princess," I smile as I slowly pick Addie up, "hi baby, daddy's home. Daddy's got you," I say softly as I cradle her in my arms.

I stare down at her, she had obviously gotten bigger, it has been four months. I feel myself getting choked up slightly as I rock her side to side. I wipe my hand underneath my nose as I hear feet walking in. I turn around and Penny enters, with our clothes but she was still wearing my shirt. She places them on the dresser and slides into bed, patting the mattress. I slowly lower myself onto the bed too.

Penny leans into me as we both lean back onto the headboard, Penny puts her chin on my shoulder as we look down at Addie.

"She's gotten so big," I say, Penny hums. She tells me all things Addie has been doing like holding her head up during tummy time, she can kick and push with her feet, and lately, she's been trying to roll from her tummy to her back.

"Lauren and I took lots of pictures and videos don't worry," she assures me as I slowly stand up and place Addie back since she had fallen asleep again.

Penny was pulling back the covers as I turned back to her, sliding in beside her, I pull her flush against me, her leg coming around my hip "you know, only you would propose while having sex with a girl," she mumbles tiredly.

I laugh and kiss her forehead continuously quickly before pulling back, wrapping both arms around her and I listen to the sound of her breathing even out and the sound of Addie's. I was finally home and we were okay.

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A couple of days later we were back in Virginia and at Penny's apartment. I had let go of both my girls since I've been with them. Sav and Ed were already at Penny's when we walked in. We spent the rest of the day catching up, especially on the whole engagement thing.

After spending at least four days locked away inside the apartment, we put Addie in a stroller and headed out. Penny wanted to grab some things at local businesses and I just went along for the ride, having Addie to keep me company as I waited outside the stores for her.

My daughter was definitely a magnet for everyone, mostly everyone stopped and peeked inside her stroller, and she thrived for it. She was my daughter of course.

I was currently talking to one woman who was clearly hitting on me. I sighed internally as I saw from the corner of my eye when Penny stepped out. It was mid-April and my fiancé had stepped out in a long-sleeve dress that flowed from her waist and pair of black boots. I was about ready to rip that dress off her body right here.

"Hi baby," Penny smiles at me and smiling at Addie.

"My wife," I tell the lady I was talking to. Realization comes upon her and she makes some lame excuse about leaving. Wrapping my arm around Penny we begin walking down the street. She leans forward and placed a hand on Addie's stomach gurgling baby noises.

We headed home, back to the apartment enjoying the warm weather and obviously each other.

Penny giggles as I pick her up off her feet and kiss her neck, "smells good Pens," I say nipping her neck gently. She smacks me.

Okay so honestly sue me, my soon-to-be wife, whenever that is, is fucking hot and beautiful and I've been away from her for four months and my sex drive was through the road, especially because we hadn't had sex much in her third trimester of pregnancy.

I couldn't keep my hands off Penny, not like she minded though. It's most likely I'll never get over and her smoking hot body.

I kiss her neck before pulling back and walking over to the living room, picking up Addie slowly and sitting on the couch, some kiddie show was playing, I think Dora. Addie may be only four months old but Penny believes she can understand kid shows, I silently scoffed but trudged through it anyways.

"So wanna know what I heard about Dora?" Penny asks me, folding her legs and leaning them against my thigh as she sips on her water. I knew she missed wine and alcohol but she was still breastfeeding.

"What?" I ask her laying my hand on Addie's stomach smiling as she begins to make her usual baby noises or baby talk, either way, I was swooning as she wrapped her tiny hand and my ring finger.

"That Dora's blind," Penny laughs, my head snaps up and I turn to her.

"Excuse me?" I ask and she laughs again.

"Dora's blind," she nods. She goes on to tell me about how Dora never turns or her eyes never move and she asks the audience where is she, where should she go, etc.

"Then why the heck," I cover up my original curse word, "are we watching this? Put on something else," I exclaim and she laughs, but leans forward and grabs the remote.

"So I was too lazy to cook so I ordered Thai," she tells me as she turns on the cartoon version of Alice in Wonderland, she's actually quite obsessed with this movie.

"Sounds good to me," I muse.

"You like all foods," she says, leaning over me and stroking Addie's cheek.

"I think all males aren't picky,"

"You calling me picky Phillips? Because I can remember when you were picky with your girls," She responds.

"I am not picky with girls, I've obviously picked you hadn't I?" I tease her and she rolls her eyes, sticking out her tongue. Us sticking out our tongues to each other was the very PG thirteen version of the middle finger.

"I'm not pregnant anymore, I can kick your butt now," she says.

"Not when I'm holding our precious daughter Valentine," I muse in a mocking tone. She chuckles.

"Oh ew I'm gonna become a Phillips," She exclaims suddenly.

"You don't have to change your last name babe," I chuckle.

She tilts her head at me, "you aren't gonna make me change my last name?" She asks and I slowly nod, confused. She whistles.

"We're a team, partners, and us getting married won't change that. You don't have to do anything you don't wanna be, I sure as heck no I won't get you to do anything you don't like," I tell her.

A beat or two passes us, "well I wanna be a Phillips so good luck with that," She tells me and I smile, throwing an arm around her shoulders and leaning back.