Cuddling with Nate feels really nice. His clothes are soft and he has a wonderful scent. We were still lying on the couch together. When we heard the car from Mom and Benjamin, the whole atmosphere was disturbed. We both jumped up and put our clothes better. When they came to the door, we just sat and talked quietly to each other as if nothing had happened. "It's cozy here." my mother said when she entered the living room.

"Was it nice here when we were gone?" asked Benjamin. "Yeah, very nice. How was your date? Was the food good?" Nate had put his mask back on his face, the vulnerable Nate is completely gone and it's like it never happened, the thing we just did. It broke me somehow. Because he behaved completely differently towards other people. But I also felt happy because I could see the real, vulnerable, sweet Nate. The real him. It made me feel special. As Nate and Benjamin talked about the evening, I looked down at my shoes and thought about what had happened.

Nate has filled my whole head. 

Desire.

I want him.

fuck.

I can't get him out of my head.

He's like an addiction.

Omg

Am i addicted to him? 

Oh no what am i doing

he's my stepbro - 

"Liam." my mother woke me up from my thoughts."Mmm?" I looked at her questioningly. "I asked you to help do the dishes, because I was on a date with Benjamin, I couldn't do that anymore and I want you to do something useful too." I nodded and stood up. I didn't feel like doing this at all, but I had to. 

After I filled the sink with soap and water, I carefully put each plate in it. When I reached for the sponge, I felt a hand on my shoulder. Startled, I dropped the sponge into the water. "Wow, did I scare you?" It's Nate. Nate is everywhere, either he's with me or he's on my mind. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to startle you." he said "I just wanted to ask you if I could help you? Then it goes a bit faster, for example I can dry off, if that's okay with you." His idea is good, but I just don't want him to help because he drives my head crazy.

"i-i um, sure." I said shyly. Nate took me by the hips and pulled me to his chest. I felt his warmth, I smelled his scent. I want him so badly. "It's okay, I'm here." he whispered in a sweet voice.

Shit.

This got me turned on. 

I hope he won't see it.

But it's like he can read my minds.

His hand moves gently from my hips to my thighs. Which made me even crazier. "N-nate" I moaned. "What are you doing?" He gave my neck some soft kisses. "Should I stop?" he asked. "No, but if Mom catches us? What then?"

"I'll find something. You can trust me."

He pushed against me. I felt how hard he was. "Would you like to go to my bedroom? I'll tell Mom you weren't feeling well or something."

"Y-yes, please." I moaned softly. "Good boy." he smiled at me. "Go ahead and go to the room, I'll arrange it with mom." he winked. I did as he asked and went to his room, which was quite a bit further from my room.

Omg

What am i doing?

This is not okay, Liam

Why am i so naughty. Oml

The door opened gently with a squeaking sound as I sat waiting on the bed. "It's settled," he said cheerfully.

"What did you say to her?" I said curiously. "Just that you wanted to rest for a while because you don't feel well, but later, when you felt better, you would do the dishes again."

Oh

My hero

"But, of course I want something in return now." He came closer, he pushed me so that I lay down on the bed. Now he stood before me. "I know you want it." he said horny. He crawled over to me on the bed and kissed my lips. His lips were so soft and warm.

We just kept kissing and then finally Nate started to rub his dick against my dick. I could scream. It was so much fun, my mom had to know what I was doing behind her back.

"Do you want more?" he asked. 

"Yes, please." He kissed my lips and said 

"Good boy."

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