It's been two weeks since Keegan ended up sleeping in my dressing room. It's been two weeks since we shot a Spoby scene. I haven't been feeling good the last couple days, and I've had major headaches. I decided to make a doctors appointment. After I made my appointment, I took a shower and got dressed.

After I got dressed I did my hair. My appointment was at 10:30 and it was just now 10 but it took around 30 minutes to get there so I decided to go ahead and leave. On the way there, I stopped at Krispy Kreme to get some doughnuts. About 15 minutes into the drive, I had to pull over because I felt the urge to throw up. When I arrived at the doctors, they didn't look very crowded so I was hoping it wouldn't take long. "Ms. Bellisario." I walked back into the room and the doctor started asking me questions. Halfway through the questions, she asked me if there was any possibility I could be pregnant and then I thought back to that morning when Keegan was in my dressing room. "Well, there is a possibility but I'm not sure. Do you think you could check?" "Of course. Have you been pregnant before?" "Twice. Both of them were miscarriages." "Well hopefully if you are pregnant this one turns out better." When she put the cold gel on my stomach, I closed my eyes and imagined what it would be like to have a child. Being pregnant is one thing and getting to experience that is amazing, even if it is for only a couple months but getting to hold your baby in your arms is the greatest gift anyone could receive. "Well, Ms. Bellisario, congratulations. Looks like you're expecting." When I was told this news I was happy but at the same time I was heart broken.

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