After they got me into a room, they checked to see how many centimeters I was. "You can start pushing in about 3 hours." As soon as the nurse walked out, I burst into tears. "T, what's wrong?" "It's just, we've waited so long for this. After 2 miscarriages, we finally get to hold our little baby. I already love her so much and she's not even born yet. I love you Keegan." "I love you to T."

After 5 hours of pushing, I finally heard the most beautiful sound there ever was. I heard my baby girl cry for the first time ever. The doctor cleaned her off and laid her on my chest, skin to skin. This was the most amazing thing that's ever been possible. "Keegan, we did it." I said to Keegan, tears falling down my cheeks. "She's perfect, T. You did great." "We did great. I love you Keegan." "I love you to Troian."

Keegan was asleep on the couch with Oakley beside him. She was starting to get fussy so I woke Keegan up and had him roll the thing over to the bed. I picked her up and put her boppie under her and she latched on within 10 seconds, which I was assuming was a good thing. After she was done eating, I laid her back down and rolled the thing back over to beside Keegan. "T, what are you doing?" "Nothing." "Is she ok?" "Yeah. I just had to feed her." "I'm going back to bed. Love you." "Love you to." Keegan laid back down and went to sleep. I couldn't sleep at all so I just stared at Oakley. I don't know how I got so lucky. I had a beautiful baby girl, an amazing fiancé, a career that is something I've loved doing for 5 years, everything is perfect. Life couldn't get any better. But little did I know, in 3 years, my life was gonna change drastically for the better.