"Patrick, I'll be back. I need to be somewhere," I say grabbing my coat. "Running to Keegan?" he spits back. "He needs me right now. I'm sorry," I reply as he walks towards me. "Ok, I'm sorry for snapping at you. I love you," he attempts to kiss my cheek and I dodge it. "Goodbye Patrick." I rush to my car and sigh feeling my warm tears fall slowly down my face and onto my neck. I wipe them away and start the engine. "You can do this Troian."

~

When I get there my breathing starts to get faster. This time the tears turn into sobs and I can't control them. I walk out of the car and tilt my head down to hide my crying from the people around me. I knock on Keegan's familiar apartment door and find that it's unlocked.

"Keegan are you in here? Keegan!" I say walking into his messy apartment. I walk into his bedroom which I usually don't go into and see him asleep. He's only wearing pajama pants and I spot the shirt I wore in our iconic spoby scene. I grab the long blue shirt, "He kept it." My tears are still falling but now they're silent. I change into the soft, blue shirt and cuddle up behind him. We looked like Spencer and Toby, but right now we're Troian and Keegan.

"I know you won't remember this when you wake up tomorrow, but I love you. And-and I want to be with you. Only you," I say as he shifts a little bit, "And you are so freaking lucky that we're not filming tomorrow." I laugh until my joyful chuckle turns into a crying fit. He turns to face me, "Don't cryyyyy T-Bird. I loooveeee youuu toooooo." I just cry more into his shoulder.

Keegan's POV

I wake up with a pounding headache and the last thing I remember is breaking up with Chuck. I feel a small arm in the crook of my arm. Just like the Spoby scene. The arm has the same blue shirt Troian wore in the episode and I inhale sharply. I grab my phone and check my recent call list, "Shoot." I turn around and see Troian with her hair messily fluttering around her. Did we...?? "Troian, Troian wake up," I shake her lightly and her eyes open slowly. She smiles and then shoots up. "Oh, uh hi Keegan..." she awkwardly looks away, "I'll just get going."

She grabs her clothes that are neatly folded in the bathroom. I feel my cold sweats leave, "Oh good, so we didn't.." She shakes her head quickly and is out my door in 5 seconds. "Wait Troian!" I yell after her swinging myself out of bed. Ugh my head. "Troian please, don't we need to talk about this!"

She turns around and runs into my arms. She hugs me tightly and sighs. "Ok, let's talk." I sit on my couch and she follows me sitting across from me. She takes a deep breath and, "Ok, last night you called me and told me you loved me and so I came over and you were sleeping and then I saw your shirt from the Spoby scene and I- I love you Keegan." She picks up her bag and runs out the door before I can stop her.

"TROIAN!" I run down the steps to try and catch her but she's already driving away. I think about driving to her apartment, but Patrick might be there and I'm in no condition to drive right now. "I love you too," I whisper into the wind as it picks up my secret and throws it into a whirlwind of drama.