Dinner was going well, the karasuno team went out to a japanese grill and I tagged along on their bus.

The lights were dim, the food was delicious, and I was having an especially good time under the table.

As kageyama sat next to me with his hand on my thigh.

Massaging it for me, knowing I was aching inside.

Suga, whom was sitting across the table from us, seemed to know what was going on by our silent demeanors. And he seemed jealous.

It was cute how he stared at his friend with a face that said 'that should be me'.

Ukai was eating by himself at a booth behind ours. Should i talk to him? I know he pulled that joke on me earlier. But maybe I'm getting to him.

when I think about how tough takeda was to seduce, it seems like I only got lucky. ukai acts the same way, but I don't have years to dedicate to him. I might Never see him again... I have to get him. 

"im gonna go talk to your coach", I winked at Kageyama. he took his hand off my thigh, "you're worse than oikawa". I guess I won't tell him what happened in the bathroom then. me and oikawa are already well acquainted.😋

I got up and pulled my tank top a little lower as I approached ukais booth. the seats were high, and the boys couldn't see us so maybe he won't mind talking a little. 

"what's up"? I smiled as I sat across from him. "no no no- you can't do this y/n, it really doesn't look right", he complained. "no ones watching", I assured him. ukai sighed and took a sip of his drink. "is that alcohol"? I questioned, it looks good I wonder if he'll share. 

"oh you mean this? this drink you're not old enough to have"? he smiled. it was a slap in the face over my argument that I was old enough to be with him. its like if I couldn't legally drink- I was a child. but I'm not, ill prove him wrong. 

"come onnnn- let me have a sip", I told him. he shook his head with a slight smirk, I could tell he enjoyed teasing me, its like he wanted to see me beg without saying it. "oh? you want me to get on my knees and beg for it"? I asked. his face turned pink subtly, he averted his gaze and cleared his throat. "don't say weird things", he told me. 

"have you never heard of a joke"? I smiled. "have you never heard of, I'm too old for you"? he was being more direct. maybe I should give up- its not like I wanna harass him, its just- those moments I see him stare and blush, and how when we first met he seemed to like me. 

"fine ill leave, after a sip". I said seriously. ukai looked around hesitantly, "ukai chilll- I've drank before, you're not corrupting me". I laughed. 

"no you seem corrupted as it is". he laughed back. I like when he smiles, its cute. "fine. one sip and that's it I'm serious". ukai murmured. why is he whispering? "mkay, let me have it". I grinned opening my mouth. 

he picked up his glass and turned the straw towards me, as he looked around again to make sure no one was watching. "really"? he asked, realizing I wanted him to hold it for me. 

he lifted the glass and I took the straw in my mouth, sipping very slowly as he watched me. "ok that's enough", he whispered. I took a few more big sips before he pulled the glass away from me. "enough", he repeated harshly looking at his glass which was now almost empty.

"damn now I'm gonna wanna get drunk". I chimed. "shhhh", he urged me as he took his straw out and set it on the table. "are you serious"? I asked him. "what- I don't know where your mouth has been", he smirked. 

yeah well I know where its gonna be. 

"look, you seem cool, i...really wish you were older". ukai said. "I'm legal", I spoke, repeating myself for the 100th time. "that doesn't mean anything, I would feel guilty...maybe when you're 19". he smiled. is he getting tipsy?

"well- I turn 19 next week". I announced happily. "I don't believe you", he replied. for once I was actually telling the truth, I pulled out my ID and put it right in his face. ukai sighed and rubbed his eyes. "do you- want me that bad"? he asked. 

I didn't know what to say. "no no, never mind I'm sorry". he told me, grabbing his drink and finishing it. "I've been saying that this whole time". I answered suddenly. at this point he had An act for blushing. "look- maybe lets just hang out tonight, if you don't think we have anything in common ill leave you alone". I stated. "just hang out, not..." "not fuck"? I asked finishing his sentence. "yeah". he affirmed. "okay...thats if you still don't wanna by the end of the night". I smiled. 

red, red, red. ukai's face was still red.