I sat on the dining table and Yoongi sat beside me. Everyone else was standing right on top of our heads with flooding questions.

"We want to tell you something," Yoongi muttered.

"Don't tell me you are pregnant!" Woobin blurted out, his eyes as wide as Jin's shoulders. Okay, not as wide.

"No dude, she's a virgin still," MiHi mocked.

"Well on that note, I am not a virgin anymore," I said proudly and the eyes drifted to Yoongi who winked with a cute smile.

Everyone cooed and shrouded him, shaking him, pampering him.

"Girl, you are not living with him anymore!" MiHi warned.

I rolled my eyes, "Look who's speaking. You lost your virginity at seventeen!"

She gave an awkward chuckle.

"At seventeen, really?" Woobin questioned.

"You know it already," she said.

"Yeah. I just love that the conversation is about you baby," he smiled, hugging her.

I don't just ship them. I luxury cruise them.

"All this aside, we have something more to tell you all," Yoongi said.

"What more? You made her runaway from her wedding. You guys started dating. You had sex. What else?" Namjoon asked with an astonished countenance.

"Are you sure you're not preggos?" MiHi asked.

"No. What's the date today?" I asked.

"16th," Taehyung replied.

"Fuck," my expressions drained as I glanced towards Yoongi, "15th was my date. Why didn't I had my period? Am I pregnant? I swear to God fucker, you are so dead."

Yoongi rolled his eyes, "We used protection. And if anything happens, I am more than ready to take responsibility."

These are bold words for someone in stabbing range.

I was demented at his placid response, "Congratulations! Guys clap for him! He is the piss lord of the shit mountain! Thank you for hefting turds down the mountain side so that, we, the proles, may feast on your bounteous craps!"

Everyone bursted out laughing. Is this funny from any side? Yoongi clicked his tongue in annoyance.

"I..." Jimin laughed, "I didn't understand shit but I got that Hyung got roasted so fine."

"Hey? Calm down, you'll have it in sometime," MiHi said and on realising what we were speaking about, an embarrassed blush crept up my cheeks.

A fun and interesting fact about me is I no longer exist. Don't mind me.

"We are drifting off topic," he grunted.

"Just spill the beans," Jin annoyingly hissed.

"I won't," he responded, "she will."

Everyone looked back at me while I just pleaded Yoongi by the eyes.

"I have to go back! I am on-duty Jee," Woobin said.

"So..." I breathed and everyone became silent, "Whips are just boneless swords!"

Jin and Jimin laughed out hysterically while others either whined or worse, like MiHi who was banging her head on the chair.

Yoongi held my hand and I know, he must have regretted it instantly cause they were sweating like anything. But he didn't let go.

He nodded at me and I inhaled deeply again.

"Iamjerryjarvisalsoabigailrosemeyerthankyousomuchhaveaniceday," I spoke.

"What?" Taehyung gave me an amused expression.

"I may be wrong but I heard Jerry Jarvis," Namjoon said.

"I may be wrong but I heard Abigail Rosemeyer," Jin said.

"I heard, have a nice day!" Jungkook added.

"I heard thank you so much," MiHi chuckled.

"I heard," Yoongi said, moving his thumb to caress the back of my palm, "I am." He smiled at me and everything felt calm.

"I want to inform you all that I, Park Jee, I am a writer under the pen name of Jerry Jarvis. Also, a journalist and editor in the name of Abigail Rosemeyer," I spoke gently looking straight into his eyes. It provided me an odd tranquility.

For a minute, there was pin drop silence. I looked up to meet their frenzied expressions.

Namjoon had his jaw dropped and was looking at me as if I stole his shoes and ran away.

Jungkook's eyes were so wide that I could reflect my phone's screen and watch a subtitled movie in them.

Taehyung's expressions were frozen. Hoseok had a proud but astonished smile on his face that was similar to Jin.

"Really?" Jimin asked and I nodded.

"Why didn't you tell anyone?" Woobin blurted out.

"Not anyone," MiHi's face dropped, "Why didn't you tell me?"

I felt guilty on examining her dropping expressions, "I am sorry Mi. I was scared so I began to draw an invisible line between myself and other people. No matter whom I was talking to, I maintained a set distance, carefully monitoring it so no one could get close to me. Believe me, I don't even know why I told Yoongi about it when we first met.

I really trust you a lot Mi. A lot. That's why you were the first one to know that I am Abigail."

She looked away and I had no other way I could explain it to her.

"Look Mi Hi, I know you're her best friend and I know how close you both are. She hurt you but she didn't do it intentionally. She hid it because she didn't know what else to do. That's what she thought was the safest. Few people realize the trust and faith she must feel for her to show herself at all, so shy and fragile are her hopes and dreams, and too many times has she been ignored and abandoned," Yoongi spoke softly and I was just hearing how he knows me and can express me better than myself. For all I know is hiding myself behind the characters of my books.

MiHi inhaled deeply and looked towards me.

"I am sorry," I mumbled and all of a sudden she hugged me.

"You absolute piece of shit!" She cursed but that only made me smile.

Slowly, pickup lines and creative insults will be my only love language.

"Also, we have decided to tell the world about it," Yoongi said.

"Wait a second, not we! You have decided it!"

"Does it make any difference?"

I pondered over it, "No." He chuckled at that.

"I am such a big fan of your work. Really! Hyung, you are so lucky. I always thought Jerry Jarvis was a male," Namjoon blurted out.

"Obviously he is lucky," I grinned.

"Yes, I am lucky."

Crap. I thought he would compete. Why is he being this cute? It just makes me want to pin him against a wall and make out with him till he is a blushing mess. Calm your hormones down sickass, it hasn't been 4 days since you had a complete sex!

"I used to read the newspaper for your articles, I am so impressed," Hoseok beamed and I smiled.

"Wow," Taehyung muttered, "Wow. I never imagined such a person beside me. I must be a fool."

Yeah, you were a fool at the start.

"I knew it," Jungkook snapped his fingers, "I knew that she is great." Liar.

Taehyung pulled out a chair and sat right in front of me, "Really? Fuck-"

"Kid. Watch your mouth!" Jin interjected.

"How? There's no mirror," he replied only to recieve a blow on his head. That made me laugh and I didn't hide it. I found no reason to.

"I mean," he continued, "Holy shit. I mean... Shit. I took you so wrong. Shit. Like... Shit!"

"Would you speak anything other than shit?" Yoongi laughed.

"I don't know what to say... Shit!" He blurted out and I couldn't stop laughing.

"It's okay man. That's why they say, don't judge people too quickly," I replied with a broad grin.

"You want to unveil this? I am so excited! It would take the world by blow, why is everyone so quiet?" Jimin remarked, his face all contorted only to display his excitement.

"Hyung," Namjoon said in a serious tone and my heart thudded.

Obviously, it would take toll over their reputation and what not!

"You're really lucky," he repeated, "I always thought Jerry Jarvis was a male! If I would have known that she was so close. I would have tried once. What the fuck, she is my favourite author. Hey Jee, do you really love him? He is a bastard, I know I have shared rooms with him for the longest!"

I laughed and Yoongi rolled his eyes. Wow.

"I don't really know, you can try once I guess," I smirked, looking at Yoongi.

"Yeah sure, try on her once and the next day you're dead," he grunted.

"Yo chill man. I love you," I smiled.

"You better do. One more thing," he said and everyone's glance averted to him. He seemed serious.

I swear if he jokes at this moment, I'll kiss him. It would be so me.

"I also want to unveil our relationship."

Or maybe not.

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