I wake up to warm arms around my waist. I smile. Im happy I'm here with Ryker

After a few minutes I feel something hard in my back I freeze. Oh god I think. He's horny... I'm so not ready for this.

"Morning Angel" he says in his sultry southern tone

"Hey" i squeak 

he stretches and gets up and walks towards the bathroom

"Where are you going I ask him"

"Just gonna take care of this" he says motioning down towards his erection

"Then i'll be back to cuddle" he says with a sleep smile

Cuddle I think? When did we get to this stage? I thought we were just friends. Maybe I read him completely wrong. Perhaps this could work.

I loved being in Rykers arms.I felt safe and secure. I subconsciously bring my hand to rest on my tiny swollen belly

"our baby" I say quietly

Somehow he makes me feel at ease with this whole pregnancy situation.

After a hot shower realise I have no clean clothes here

"Ummm" I say nervously 

"What is it Angel"

"I don't have any clean clothes... do you mind if i go get some" I muse hoping he will be accommodating.

"Sure no worries. Do you want to go to your place or the mall?' he asks

"I hate to be a pain but do you mind if we go to the mall? Im already starting to show and believe it or not some of my pants aren't doing up." I say with a sad tone

"No worries Angel. Lets go"

We jump into his truck and in under 15 minutes we are at the mall.

I buy some larger pants and dresses

"Your not going to wear that to the BBQ are you? He asks

"Should I not?" I say perplexed

"Um no" he replies flatly "its a casual event, maybe get some jeans and a casual comfy top Angel"

I end up buying some skinny jeans in a larger size that fit really nice and a really cute tank top and casual cardigan.

I pick up a cheap pair of ballet flats to go with the whole outfit

When we get back to Forsaken. I chuck on my new clothes and toss my hair up into a high messy pony tail

I fix my make up - just eyebrows mascara and a tiny bit of foundation.

Im wearing my dark blue skinny jeans, a crisp white tank top that ties up at the front and a cropped black cardigan. I slip on the black flats and Im ready. Well as ready as I'll ever be.

Ryder walks in

"You look beautiful Angel"

I smile

"Hows my baby?" he says as he puts a soft hand on my slightly swollen stomach. I can't believe I am showing already. Im only just over 2 months now.

"We're doing ok" I say "still feeling a little naseuas but nothing too crazy

He kisses my cheek. Im a little bit shocked. Maybe this will work I say again in my head.

You ready to meet the gang

"As ill ever be I say"