Im still not sure what we are but Ryker is kissing me and all I know is that I don't want him to stop.

He slips his arm around my waist and draws me closer deepening our kiss. I wrap my arms around his neck and give into what my body wants. It wants him... I want him.

Our kiss is interrupted when we hear someone clearing there throat near us. Ryker pulls away from our kiss but still holds me again his chest. He starts yelling at his younger brother who I'm assuming is the one who just interrupted us. I can't really make out what they are saying I'm still in a daze from our passionate kiss. He's a really good kisser.

"Get a room next time Ryker" I hear Madden hiss as he turns to walk away.

I look up at Ryker and he just smirks "He's just jealous...but how bout it? Want to head up to my room and chill out for a bit?"

Im shocked and I can't really form words so I just nod and he grabs my hand and leads the way. The walk to his room is somewhat sobering and I start to remember what we were discussing before we started kissing. I decide then and there I need an answer.

As we walked into his bedroom I pluck up the courage to ask the questions again. "So what are we Ryker? Are we even anything? Do you want to be with me or are you just making the worst of a bad situation?" Oh god I think to myself... I'm rambling

Ryker pulls me down onto his lap and cups my face with his hands " Where what ever you feel comfortable with Angel" he slowly plants a soft kiss on my lips "And for the record If i didn't want you, you wouldn't be here"

I slouch into his chest with a huge sigh of relief. He's my boyfriend? Is that what I want? Damn these pregnancy hormones I don't know what I want.... well there is one thing I want but thats how we got into this mess in the first place.

"So what are you comfortable with Angel?" He asks

"Uhmmmm" I stutter not sure how to respond to his question. "How about we keep this casual until we get to know each other better?" I say as I pluck up a smile. Damn it Savannah... Thats not what you really want. why would you say that.

"Sounds good to me" he smiles back

My mood immediately turns. He wants to stay casual so he can get with all the club whores. That way he doesn't have to commit. A small tear falls from my eye.

I sob trying to conceal my emotions. Ryker rubs my tears away and pushes my face up so I am looking him dead in the eye.