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𝗔𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗶 𝗞𝗮𝘆𝗹𝗲𝗻𝗲 𝗕𝗿𝗼𝘄𝗻𝗲 | 𝗠𝗮𝗿𝗶

𝙷𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚗 𝚃𝚇 .

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Today 11:31am

Um..

Wya??

Today 1:10pm

You left without saying anything so im trynna

figure out if you good or not dumbass

ANSWER NIGGA

Today 2:33pm

If you dead gimmie a sign

??

Can you Imk if you're alive or

not so I can go back to bein mad?

Today 3:11pm

Ik you didn't just read my shit..

I'm trynna figure out if you good or not clearly

you are if you're active on lg and shit

Today 3:47pm

You're pissing me off.

Atp i don't even gaf anymore.

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I sat on my couch smoking and watching Money Heist. I just finished doing someones lashes and i'm beyond bored and irritated as fuck.

Samrion slept over here last night, like most nights, and when I woke up he was gone. I thought he left to do something during the night and he got hurt so I was blowing him up to make sure he was okay. He just read my messages and not bothered to let me know if he's okay or why he left.

I'm not gonna jump to conclusions or anything because I don't wanna look dumb if I find out he just went home or something. But if there's one thing I learned about Samiron it's that he has terrible communication skills.

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I got off of Instagram and reluctantly turned my tv off. I turned off the lights in my living room before walking upstairs to my room to take a nap. Samiron's dick would've put me to sleep easier but that's not an option right now unfortunately.

I was taking my nap when I heard loud talking and laughing in the driveway. Deciding to ignore it, I rolled over and got comfortable again before I heard the doorbell ring and someone pounding on the door.

I groaned and got up. I threw on some joggers over my boy shorts and walked down the stairs to open the door. Before I could say anything, Aijah, Eli, Destini, Tasia, and Duck filed into my house like they own it.

"Y'all just gon' come into my house like that..?" I asked, closing the door.

"Yea."

"Sholl is."

"Mhm."

"Keep the door unlocked, Soovy, Mir, and Rell on they way ." Duck said, before sitting on the couch.

"We brought you food too." Eli nodded his head towards the kitchen.

"Thank you, but why are y'all here?" I gave them a tight lipped smile.

"Damn we can't come to yo house no more or what?" Eli said, acting hurt. I chuckled and sat on the couch next to Destini.

"Des when are you graduating ?" Aijah asked her, stuffing a Popeyes sandwich in her mouth.

"Three weeks." Destini smiled and danced in her seat. "I can't wait to be done with school ." She sighed.

"Shit, I hear you." Tasia co-signed from the other couch, taking a bite of her sandwich.

Tasia's working on getting her Bachelor's Degree to become a physical therapist and she's majoring in Kinesiology. She's been taking all her classes online with her being pregnant and all.

"Stop eating so fast, Tas!" Duck mugged her and she glared at him.

"You always find something to complain about, Daylon! If i'm not eating, you say im starving yo child. If I am eating you say I'm eating too fast and the baby gon' choke. Pick a side!" Tasia snapped and he stared at her blankly.

"Look at you now; mute. Just how I like it." She smirked and I bussed out laughing.

"Fuck you mean "how you like it"? I'm not mute and i'm not gonna stay quiet when you ask. Go get you a soft ass nigga if that's the cause because this ain't that." He mugged her. Tasia smiled, catching him off gaurd.

"You're so fine when you're mad, baby." She caressed his face and Aijah started dying laughing.

"Yall muthafuckas are TOXIC." Eli yelled.

'Tuh, you can't be talking Eli." Des mumbled but he heard her.

"I know yo young ass ain't talkin'! Didn't Reece beat up Isiah for you and y'all asses got back together two weeks later? Took prom pictures with his black eye and all?" Eli squinted her. Des opened her mouth to say something but she held in her laugh when she realized Eli was right.

Reece really did beat that some boy named Isiah's ass and two weeks later Des was back taking mirror pics with him with his black eye too.

"Oh alright then!" Eli leaned back onto the couch and continued eating his sandwich.

"Where Kali been at lately? I seen her ass like once in the last month." Aijah asked and I pursed my lips to the side. I haven't heard from her either now that I think about it.

"Yea she's been distant. I don't know what's going on. I tried calling her but she just says she's busy or at her folks house." I shrugged and ate some of Destini's fries.

Kali been distant for the past few weeks but I got too much going on to care at this point. I thought she was going through something so I tried checking in and calling her but theres only so much I can do. The phone works both ways.

"Wherever she is I need her to come back. She got the best head." Eli frowned and I shook my head while Duck laughed

"Y'all better not get food on my couches ." I eyed all of them as I turned on my tv.

"Fuck yo couches!" I heard someone yell. I looked past the couch Tasia and Duck were sitting on to see Rell walked through the front door with Soovy and Samiron following. I made eye contact with Samiron and rolled my eyes, looking back at the tv.

All three of them walked into the living room and greet everyone. Soovy and Rell said hi but I didn't make eye contact with Samiron at all and he went to sit on the other couch next to Soovy. Aijah and Tasia started eyeballing me because it was evident that somethings going on between me and Samiron.

"The fuck goin' on?" Rell asked when he noticed the tension between us. Samiron looked at me waiting for a response but I just shrugged. I heard him Samiron scoff but nothing was said about it after that. I'm definitely not gonna address him in front of everyone.

Everyone broke off into their own convos and I avoided Samiron the entire time. I don't feel like dealing with him or whatever weak ass explanation he has for not letting me know he was okay.

Duck sensed my visible irritation. When we made eye contact he held up his phone. I looked at my phone to see I had an iMessage notification from him.

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Today 4:28

Whatever yall got going on be easy

on him, yk what today is

Whats today??

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I look up at Duck waiting for him to text back but he's preoccupied with Tasia so he didn't notice that I responded. I glanced over at Samiron and notice that

he looks out of it; he's tired and his eyes are blood shot red.

A little while after, Tasia, Duck, and Eli leave together. Aijah says shes heading to check on the studio's progress so Destini and Rell go with her. After I closed the front door behind Des, I left Soovy and Mir to continue their convo in the living room while I walked into the kitchen and started cleaning up a little bit.

"Ight Mari, im finna head out." Soovy walked into the kitchen and gave me a side hug. "Ight, stay safe." I walked him to the front door.

"Fashoo." As soon as I close the front door and

turn around Samiron walks up to me.

"Wassup with you?" He crossed his arms over his chest and I scoffed.

"Shouldn't I be askin you that question?"

"You're the one that got an attitude for no reason, fuck are you talkin 'bout ?"

"No reason? Nigga you left in the middle of the night without saying shit. I just wanted to know if you were good."

"Ight so? I was busy." He shrugged so nonchalantly and that pissed me off even more.

"You could've shot me a text letting me know you were good! I don't know what or who the fuck you were so busy with but you could've said something."

"Watch who the fuck you're talkin' to Mari. I said I was BUSY. You can't understand English or some?" He snapped. I stared at him and I could clearly tell theres something he's not telling me.

"And then you'ee accusing me of being with someone else?"

"I'm not accusing you of shit." I furrowed my eyebrows.

"You definitely are, and I'm not here for this shit. Not everything is always about you. I said I was busy and you up here accusing me of shit."

"Nigga i'm not accusin you of anything! But the way you're acting tells me that I should be." I told him and he gave me the death stare.

"I don't need all this unnecessary ass yapping right now, Mari. You're being annoying and selfish as fuck, but that's the usual right? You're

complaining over nothing and I already got shit to deal with. I don't needa listen to you yell when I just told yo ass I was busy." He went off and I could feel myself fighting the tears back. I'm literally a cry baby. Like if you raise your voice at me I will actually ball out crying. But I refuse to cry in front of him right now.

"Ight." I told him defeatedly. I don't even feel like going back and forth with him anymore. A nigga is gonna do what he wants to do regardless.

I walked past him and go up the stairs. I heard the front door open and slam behind me. I went straight to my bed and couldn't help but let out a few tears. I'm really a cry baby ass bitch.

My phone started ringing next to me and I sucked

my teeth before reaching over to my nightstand to get it.

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𝗪𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗙𝗮𝗰𝗲𝗧𝗶𝗺𝗲...

Decline ❌ | Accept ✅

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I wiped my eyes as best as I could before answering the call.

"Aye I just seen yo text from earlie-" Duck cut himself off and popped his head into the camera.

"You been cryin'?" He furrowed his eyebrows and I chuckled.

" No-"

"I asked you if you've been cryin'. Ian ask you to lie." He said and I sighed, knowing he wasn't gonna let it go.

"Me and Samiron just got into a big ass argument before he left. He was sayin how I didn't have to trip about him not texting me back, and I always make shit about myself, and how i'm annoying, and some other shit." I explained and looked in the camera to see Duck runs his hands over his head.

"Damn bruh! I was trynna call you before some shit like this happened."

"What do you mean?"

"Todays his momma's birthday and death anniversary."

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𝗦𝗮𝗺𝗶𝗿𝗼𝗻 𝗫𝗮𝘃𝗶𝗲𝗿 𝗗𝗮𝘃𝗶𝘀 | 𝗠𝗶𝗿

𝙷𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚗 𝚃𝚇 .

I parked my car on the side of the street and walked up to the metal gates. The sun was setting and it was getting dark quickly. Luckily it didn't look like anyone else was here.

I sighed, walking through the grass and made my way over to the familiar headstone. I stood in front of my momma's gravestone. I noticed the new flowers on her grave so my dad and siblings

were probably over here earlier

I sat down next to her grave and leaned my head on it just like how I used to lean my head on her shoulder while she was in that hospital bed.

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Harmoni Azizah Davis

1981 ❀ 2017

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"Hey momma.." I chuckled to myself. I'm really sitting here talking to a grave..

"I don't know if you could hear me but, I miss you like crazy. The day you died man god didn't just take my momma from me, he took my best friend.." I took a deep breath, already feeling the tears stinging in my eyes.

"If we were still at the hospital right now you'd probably be asking me how my day was and shit." I chuckled to myself.

"To be honest, you'd probably be disappointed if you were here right now since i'm still in the streets and stuff. It's not easy to walk away from it though, and

trust me, I've been thinking 'bout it a lot lately. But

it seems like ever since I started selling, i've been addicted to fast money. I get paid in ways a regular job never could. I have to find a way to clean it though, so i'm thinking 'bout opening up a barbershop with Zion, like the one we used to work at with pops or owning a building or something."

"But as for everyone else, we're all as stable as we can be. The twins and yo granddaughter never

have to stress bout bills n shi— stuff like we

did so I guess that's something to be proud of." A tear rolled down my cheek and I don't bother wiping it away.

"And there's this girl, her name's Amari but her nickname is Mari. She's pretty as hell and she definitely got a mouth on her." I chuckled to myself. "But I think she really cares about me. She reminds

me so much of you, it's crazy. She always makes sure I'm straight and asks me if I ate and stuff. She even got me to start taking those pills you used to be on me about."

"I wish you could meet her momma, she has a good ass soul and I know y'all would've clicked. And she knows how to shoot too, she's the whole package. Ion know if I love her, hell I don't even know what love is at this point because it seems like every time

I love someone god takes them out my life."

"But even if I don't love her , I know that I care about her a lot and I would do anything for her. Ever since she came into my life i've been thinking about the future. Whatever that may be, I know I want her in it."

"When I have kids, I'm gonna tell them all about you .." My voice cracked but I keep my composure. "Ima tell them 'bout the time we spent cracking jokes and watching movies at the hospital. Ima tell 'em about all the times I slept over at the hospital and how we would stay up and talk bout random stuff for hours and I would never get bored."

"Ima tell 'em how beautiful you were. How you

much you cared for everyone. How your smile could light up a roo—" I felt tears running down my face.

"I miss you so much momma.. I need you here. I miss talking to you man." I shook my head. "I've been trying to take all your advice and do right be you. I think ima go back to therapy again, maybe

that's gon' help. But nothing is gonna help me process the fact that you're gone and i'm never gonna see you again."

"Yo ass probably making fun of me for crying right now." I sniffed and chuckled.

"And truthfully, I feel like you were right— even though it sucks to admit it now that you're gone even though I used to deny it when you were here— I probably do have IED. It's like my anger issues are more than just anger issues. When i'm mad, I'm mad at the world. And I take it out on people undeservingly." I sniffed and thought about me and Mari's argument earlier.