ALICE'S POV:

What Carlisle was about to tell me was not what i was expecting...

Ok Alice, now don't freak out but i'm going to tell you everything i know about your past....

I gasped and shook my head. How do you know? I asked shakily...can you tell me more please. So Carlisle told me everything.

"Your name was Mary Alice, and the reason you can't remember anything about your past is because for the 1 year remaining of your human life you were mostly kept in a darkened room and.....you...well...you were sort...sort of....

sort of what? i asked confused...

You were sort of....tortured... that's why you can't remember anything.

But why was i tortured? I asked bewildered. What did i do?

Well, remember how you were born into the 19th century....Yes i said...Well, you were caught with another woman and your parents thought it was wrong. So they sent you to a mental institution and they got people to torture you to try and get rid of what was wrong with you. The reason i didn't tell you was because i didn't know whether you still wanted to be with woman or if you didn't remember anything from your past. Alice i don't want you to freal out ok, so now you know. With a gasp i got out of my seat and quietly said thank you. Oh and before you go Alice, i know about you transforming Bella. If i could blush, i would be bright red, Oh yeah, i forgot to tell you guys, is it ok?

Esme smiled and said, of course darling i can't wait to meet her! And with a happy smile i left, hiding the fact that inside of me i felt i wanted to die. If i didn't have Bella, then i honestly would want to kill myself. But i had to be strong. Especially as the Volturi were coming for us...Wait, i forgot to tell Carlisle i realized, oh well i decided. I'm nearly at Bella's now. And with a quick jump i went to her bedroom through her window.....