Its Monday morning and I'm awkwardly sitting in History class with my teacher Mrs Flint, waiting for everyone to arrive. I'm a bit early because I didn't want to run into Hunter before school.

This is one of the classes I have with him and since I've been thinking about him all night, I'm dreading seeing him.

I haven't heard from Skylar since I practically threw him out of my house last night either, I texted a couple of times but haven't got a reply yet.

Finally, the bell rings and people start walking in, I look at the door telling myself I'm waiting for Skylar, but who am I kidding!

My heart starts pounding as a pair of familiar brown eyes come into view, they look brighter today. His sandy blond hair is its normal good-looking mess, then I find myself focusing on his lips.

Damn, they look inviting!

My mind wanders back to the cleaning cupboard and that almost perfect, soft, exciting, mind-blowing..........

What the fuck! Trailing behind Hunter is Emily and he's holding her hand!

I look from their hands to Hunter and our eyes meet for a split second before I look down at my desk. I guess it serves me right for thinking that just because he was supposedly single, that anything was going to happen between us.

I don't even feel like crying, I'm so used to the disappointment. I guess at least now I can stop wondering and just focus on Skylar.

He doesn't show for class so I sit alone feeling a bit sorry for myself.

When the bell rings I jump out of my seat before anyone else and speed walk out the door. I hear Hunter call after me but I ignore him. I want to ditch the rest of my classes so bad, but I know mum will kick my ass if I do.

Because of my sour mood, I avoid my friends and Hunter for the rest of the day. They know I'm seeing Skylar and have gotten used to the fact that Hunter and I aren't so close anymore, so it's not so weird. But I don't really want to be around them at the moment, because I know they'll be discussing Hunter and Emily getting back together.

After school instead of going home, I head to Skylar's. He's been ignoring me all day and I want to apologise for last night. I feel guilty about mucking him around when Hunter and Emily were broken up. I still like him and now that any hope of something happening with Hunter is completely nonexistent, I kind of feel a sense of closure.

Hunter's still my best friend and I do want him to be happy, it's just hard knowing it's not with me. Maybe once I sort things with Skylar I could start to sort things with Hunter, maybe try getting back to a place where we can all hang out together as friends.

When I get to Skylar's I knock on the front door, after a few minutes the door opens and standing there looking a little dishevelled is Skylar. He looks like he's just woken up and he seems a little surprised to see me.

"Sorry, did I wake you?" I ask.

"Oh....yeah. It's fine I needed to get up anyway, was just going to lie down for a few minutes, then an hour later......"

"Look, I wanted to apologise for last night and being a bit weird."

"Don't worry about it, it's fine."

"So you're not annoyed at me?"

"No, why would I be?"

"I just haven't heard from you today, I've sent a bunch of texts and you haven't replied."

"Oh, sorry I haven't even looked at my phone today."

"Well if we're all good, did you wanna hang out?" I say, glad that everything's fine.

He looks back into the house then back at me.

"Um...I can't right now but how bout I come to yours after dinner tonight."

"Oh...Ok then. Right, I'll see you later then."

"Yep."

All afternoon I kept thinking something seemed a bit weird when I visited Skylar earlier, but as soon as he walks through my front door all is forgotten.

He smiles at me and plants a soft, lingering kiss on my lips.

"Hey sexy, so what are we doing tonight?" He asks while pulling me to him.

"Umm...danno what do you wanna do?"

"Is your mum around tonight?"

"Na, she's at the gym, then she's meant to be going for a drink with Hunter's mum."

"Hmmm...well I can think of something we can do then," he says, winking at me.

"Oooh yeah! Stalk people on Facebook," I say excitedly.

He frowns at me and I burst out laughing. After catching onto my joke he grabs my hand and pulls me towards my bedroom.

"I guess I'll just have to show you what I have in mind."

He sits on the edge of my bed and I stand in front of him.

"I'm waiting....." I say with a cheeky grin.

He grabs me and throws me on the bed, laughing at his playfulness I lay back against my pillow. My bed's only a single so Skylar slides up next to me and snuggles in.

Before I know it we are making out and it's starting to get a little intense. Don't get me wrong, I really enjoy kissing Skylar now and I don't mind when his hands wander a bit, but I'm not at a place where I'm ready for full-on sex. He knows this too. I told him early on when things between us stepped up a notch.

Suddenly he tries to remove my pants. I pull away from him.

"What are you doing?" I ask, a little annoyed.

"I just thought maybe you'd changed your mind, all that moaning is making me horny as hell!"

"I didn't mean to give you the wrong idea, but I haven't changed my mind."

"Well, maybe you could use something else to relieve my suffering. "

Typical, he wants me to wank him off. Skylar's great, but he's so predictable. I've done this for him a few times since he's such a horny male teenager.

I put my hand down his pants and start to rub up and down.

"Actually I was thinking of something else this time," he says, looking at my mouth.

I swallow and my eyes go wide.

"Oh!"

"Come on, it'll be fun!"

"Um......"

"Please... I'm dying here and I've been fantasizing about your mouth on me for a while now!"

"I guess I could give it a try," I say, trying to convince myself I want to do this.

He eagerly moves to the end of the bed and removes his pants. This is the first time I've seen his penis, I've felt it before but never seen it. I'm glad it's not too big so it should fit in my mouth ok.

"Don't worry, I'll tell you what to do. He's gone a bit floppy again so just give him a bit of a rub then put him in your mouth and then suck while moving your head back and forth."

I'm not an idiot, I do know how a blowjob works but I decide to let it slide.

When he's hard again I put it in my mouth and almost gag! It's a bit smelly and tastes like wee. I've got the worst part over with so I decide I may as well keep going. Plus he seems to be enjoying it.

I get used to the taste as I move my head back and forth. Skylar starts groaning, then puts his hands in my hair and starts moving with me.

"That's it, keep going. Maybe use your tongue a bit"

Ok, now I'm lost, what the hell do I do with my tongue?

I decide to just move it like I'm kissing him. He's still groaning so I guess it's working. The pace gets faster and he starts pulling on my hair, it's actually kind of painful, then he starts trusting in my mouth while pushing my head back and forth. He's taken over and I'm not enjoying it at all.

He makes me gag a couple of times by pushing too far then just when I'm about to put a stop to it he forcefully pushes his dick as far as it can go and cums in my mouth, not even giving me the option to pull away. It tastes disgusting! He flops back on the bad while I'm still on my knees, my fists are clenched and I'm so freaking angry I could scream!