《Lost time (eremika au)》Green eyed monster (27)
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———Mikasa POV———
Jealousy ah my most hated emotion most common referred to the "green-eyed monster" because it can make people obsessed with how they compare to others, always trying to beat their rivals by calling attention to what they have and seeing if the rivals have any reaction.
You often feel jealous when you are having a relationship that is important to you, which is now threatened by someone else who is also trying to have such a relationship.
In a case of jealousy there are (at least) three players: you, the mate, and the rival in this case me, Eren and Matcha or whatever her name is.
The most typical example is that of romantic jealousy: you are in a relationship with someone, and you believe that someone else is trying to get involved with your partner.
Even though We aren't dating and I don't like him I don't like Mina at fucking all. She can back the fuck off.
Fuck off stop judging me even a baby can get jealous.
Jealousy is easier to see than one might expect, it for sure has no cloak of invisibility.
"So...How have all of you been?" Mackayla asked while taking a sip from her water.
Her names mackayla right?
We decided to go to a cafe down the street, Eren sitting in front of me and Mini beside him while Luke sat beside me.
"I've been amazing" Eren said with the fakest nice voice I've ever heard "how about you lucky?" He asked while looking at luck- I mean Luke. He fucking knows his name I don't know why he's calling him all these other names
Luke looked up from the bagel he ordered and towards Eren "It's luke and I've been good how about you Mikasa" he asked while looking at me, diverting everyone's attention to me.
I put down the glass I was drinking and glanced at Eren before speaking "I've been peachy" I smiled at Mini "how about you mini?" I asked with a sarcastic smile, biting the inside of my cheek.
"It's Mina"
I gave her a tight lipped smile "oh is it now?"
"Yup"
I blinked at her only seeing me throw a cup of water on her "Mhm are you gonna answer or" I trailed off
Eren coughed making me turn my attention From micha to him "got something to say?" I asked
He looked at me, clenched jaw then at my hand "you're holding that glass pretty tight" I looked down and saw that the glass was about to shatter from the force but I also noticed that Erens cup was about to do the same thing
"Looks like yours is too" I nodded towards his cup which he let go of after realizing. Guess we are both tense
"So!" Mina interrupted "how do you guys know each other"
We answered at the same time "child hood friends"
"Ah" Luke said from beside me "This is Eren" He then glared, clenching his jaw
"What about it?" Eren said glaring harder at him
"You're the asshat who freaked out when Mikasa left"
Oh shit.
Ok yeah I told Luke about how Eren acted when I told him I was leaving so he just hated Eren without knowing him. I guess he thinks we still hate each other.
"That's Mikasa?!" The bimbo shouted suddenly making us all look at her confused "you!" She said while glaring at me now. What the fuck did I do?
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I looked at Eren and then back at her which she looked like she was about to fight me "Me?" I said while pointing at me.
"You're the chick who left Eren alone!"
I raised an eyebrow "Excuse me?" I spat "who the hell are you?"
"Did you just fucking call me an asshat?" Eren said looking at Luke "You're the asshat!"
"At least I didn't fucking leave her"
"Are you guys dating right now?" Eren spat out while crossing his arms
"No"
Eren laughed "So she left you but you are getting mad that she left me?" He laughed more "how does that even make sense? Why are you mad at me? For her leaving me?"
I snapped my head towards him "I didn't fucking leave you" he raised an eyebrow "ok yeah I kind of did but I'm here now so"
"You should just leave again" mack grumbled while crossing her arms
I slammed my hands on the table and stood up"I'm sorry" I glared at her "who the fuck are you again? I don't remember Eren talking about one of his ex's with the name Marie and being a total fucking bitch" I seethed out
"Did you just call me a bitch?!"
I nodded happily with a sweet smile "I did what are you going to do about it Marie?" I looked over at Eren "What side hoe is this Eren? All your ex's don't have the name Marie" he was about to respond to me before mAya interrupted
She stood up slamming her hands down in the process "maybe because my name is Mina! Stop saying my fucking name wrong"
I grabbed my bag "No"
"Let's go" Mina said now looking at Eren causing me to raise an eyebrow
"Uh" he said while looking at her
Luke sat up standing next me "let's go Mikasa" which caused me to look at him
"Uh"
If I'm going to be honest I want to go with Eren and not luke.
——Erens pov——
"Uh" Mikasa responded.
"Eren let's go" Mina said while grabbing her purse and waiting for me.
If I'm going to be honest I want to go with Mikasa and not Mina.
"I actually have a thing. Um I have to uh do my project Thats due. Yeah I have project" I said quickly while getting up and grabbing my phone
Mikasa looked at me with furrowed eyebrows "I have a meeting with my volleyball captain? Yeah I have a meeting with her! I'll catch you around Luke" she said while practically sprinting out of the cafe.
"See you around Mina" I waved bye to her "see you leprechaun!" I said while running out.
I forgot his name.
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"Mikasa!" I said while running up to her in the hallway "How was your meeting with your caPtaiN?" I smirked because she was the fucking captain.
She rolled her eyes "amazing how was your project ?" She grinned knowing full well I didn't have a project due
"Ha ha whatever Ackerman So how's Lucy?" I asked with a raised eyebrow but looking straightforward
"He's amazing, actually I hung out with him last night after my mEeTing" she said still walking at the same pace.
I stopped which caused her to stop, turning my body so I was facing her she did the same "You met up with him?" I raised an eyebrow
"Yup" she popped the 'p'
I nodded repeatedly "Oh sounds fun where did you guys go? Mina and I went to go get pizza" I said while starring into her eyes that were shinning with another emotions I couldn't grasp
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I fell asleep in my dorm after the cafe. I didn't have time to hangout with Mina even if I wanted too. Which I didn't.
She bit her bottom lip "well you know me and him went" she walked closer to me a hair length away "To the library" she shrugged
I put my chin down so I was properly looking at her, she was looking up at me "is that so?"
"Mhm" she hummed in response while lifting a hand to my shoulder and grabbing some lint that was on my hoodie.
I grabbed her wrist fast but not hard "Have fun?" I asked, still looking at the grey eyes I grew up with
She smiled up at me "an amazing time how about you?"
"Also amazing" I answered quickly
She responded just as fast "ah really?"
"Mhm"
"That's unfortunate" she said with a smile
I furrowed my eyebrows "What's unfortunate?"
"That I definitely had more fun than you" she shrugged and brought her wrist back from my loose grip.
She started walking down the hallway but I grabbed her wrist causing her to stop in her tracks but not turn towards me "darling" I went close to her ear so I was at a whisper, my lips hovering against her ear "I can guarantee that you would have more fun with me" her breathing hitched.
"Mikasa!" Someone yelled from the side of us "And Eren..."he suddenly sounded disappointed
Sighing I let go of her wrist while we both turned to look at the new voice "hey Lucy" I smiled at him but it was followed by a glare.
"It's Luke"
"Sure it is buko" my smile dropped
There was a cough which interrupted us "What did you want Luke? You don't even go here" Mikasa said with a smile so she didn't sound so rude
He rubbed the back of his neck awkwardly "uh I wanted to see if you wanted to go get coffee?"
What is with him? Why does he have such a fucking big obsession with Mikasa holy fuck bro.
"Uh"
"Hey guys"
Holy fuck I will jump off a bridge. "Heyy Mina" I said while glancing at the black haired girl that wasn't Mikasa.
Do they just have a set time to ambush us? Cause I swear they do.
"Oh matcha you are here." Mikasa said while glaring at her.
I leaned down towards Mikasa so I could whisper without anyone hearing "why are you jealous?" I asked with a small grin.
She turned her head towards me and whispered in my ear "I'm not. I think ur jealous if anything"
"So!" Mina shouted causing me and mikasa to stand straight "coffee anyone?"
"Mikasa shall we?" Luck said while holding a hand out for her to take. Fuck that shit.
I stepped in front of her "cant you tell she doesn't want to hangout with you?" I said while looking at him
He rolled his eyes at me and stepped forward "why don't you let her talk"
I scoffed while crossing my arms "she's the team captain if you didn't fucking know" I said the obvious
"Ok golden boy but are you her boyfriend? No I don't think so, so you can fuck off" he said while pushing my shoulders but I didn't move.
This guys a fucking noodle.
"Leave him alone Luke" Mina said while walking to the side of me but I payed her no mind
There was laughter coming from beside us all "Mini you are so funny sometime, you sound like one of those girls that are like 'Eren I know you this isn't you!'' Mikasa said while laughing and pitching her voice high at the last part.
"Oh fuck you bitch"
"Ayo" Mikasa and I said at the same time
"Don't call her a bitch"
"Don't call me a bitch"
We said at the same time because Mina had no right
"What?" She put her hands up in fake surrender "I'm just stating the obvious"
"You can state the obvious after I punch the shit out of you" Mikasa said while walking up to Mina but stopping a few steps away after she backed up
I walked behind Mikasa "let's go" I said while tugging her sleeve.
She looked over her shoulder and nodded "we will see you guys around!" Mikasa called over her shoulder while we walked down the hallway
"Hopefully not though!" I yelled right after which made Mikasa giggle.
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"Honestly!" Mikasa laughed out "what the fuck is wrong with them?"
I nodded in agreement "Fucking weird"
"So what are you doing tomorrow?" She asked while playing with an ice cube in her almost empty glass.
I looked at the time in the cafe which read '10:30pm' which was kind of late but the owners love us because we always come here and go to the upstairs part.
"I have a game actually" I said with a grin on my face , ready to break ankles tomorrow.
She looked up at me with a raised eyebrow "for lacrosse?" She grabbed a cookie and ate it waiting for a response
I shook my head 'no'
"actually" I grabbed a cookie "for basketball"
A look of realization came over her face "oh Facts you play basketball!"
I scoffed "you are just realizing this?" I put a hand to my heart and gasped dramatically "really hurts that I'm your number one fan but you haven't been to one of my games"
She scoffed in response "yeah, yeah well I have good and bad news" she said with a sad smile.
"Whatsit?"
"So bad news first is I can't make it to your game"
"What else is new" I interrupted mildly hurt that she can't make it "what's the good news?"
"I'll be there after it finishes! I just can't watch you play..." she said with a small smile
"It's fine Mika"
"Oh!" She said while grabbing her purse from the chair "hold that thought" she rummaged through her purse "here" she said while handing me a hair tie with a flower on it
"....what is this?" I laughed while taking the small hair tie
She beamed brightly at me "wear it during your game it brings luck! I also wear it for games" she said like a little kid which made my heart melt cause she's giving me her lucky hair tie.
She's actually fucking cute.
"Thank you" I smiled at her with teeth and putting the hair tie around my wrist "I'm keeping this I hope you know"
She shrugged "it's your now" she pointed at me "think of me when you wear it" she dramatically said
I nodded in response while taking a sip of my milkshake.
I hope she can make my game though
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Gasp did I post two chapters in a span of 6 hours? Yes. Yes I did.
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