"Thank you so much Tokyo! You've been amazing! We cant wait to see you on our next shows! We love you all and goodnight" I said as I began taking the picks and throwing them in random places as fans of japan cheered loud.

I took my guitar off and began bowing as they continued to scream. Padge threw his picks and did the same as Jay already was waving and slowly made his way off. Moose threw his drumsticks out and waved goodbye as we all walked off stage

I gave my guitar to Stevie who just gave us a thumbs up before heading backstage to our dressing room. The next band up was DevilDriver.

"Finally we have a day off tomorrow" Jay said taking a bottled water.

"No shit, we get to explore japan" Moose said standing up and throwing me a towel.

I began wiping myself down until the door opened only to see Veronika walk in with Padge.

"That was an awesome show as always" Veronika said as Padge sat down.

"Thanks love" Moose said giving Padge a water.

"Where's Angie?" I asked.

I feel like this was the one question I always ask but dating a very busy woman, well that question can't be avoided.

"She went back to the tour bus, I guess they're all tired from the show. Also MJ and Alex decided to go out to eat and they invited us too"

"We better go if we wanna eat" Jay chuckled as we all walked out to the tour buses.

Tonight we got to stay in a hotel so that was exciting since being cramped in a tour bus since April with showers twice a week. We were all excited! By the time the tour was over we'd all be home and cosy in our own comfort. Once we reached the bus the door opened only for Paige to walk out.

"I was about to come get you guys, we gotta go! We're kind of hungry and we want to eat out somewhere so change your clothes and let's head out" he said while going back in the bus.

We all walked on with the Silent band sitting at the table booth laughing but no Angie insight. We all looked at each other and knew tonight was going to be a relaxed night. We walked upstairs and I grabbed my bag and walked in the lounge only to see Angie.

"Hey, I thought I missed you" I said as she smiled and stood up.

"You did good tonight. Sorry I wasn't there when you got off, I came back because the guys want to go out to eat and I'm just not in the mood" she chuckled, "let me go out" she said slowly making her way to the door.

For a slight reason I felt something wrong. I didn't know why but something felt different and I couldn't shake the feeling. I quickly blocked the lounge door just out of pure instinct. Angie smiled and looked away.

"You always know when something's wrong, but just for once can we cut it out and just wait" she said looking back up to me, "I have no energy right now"

We maintained eye contact until I pulled her into a hug, just not wanting to let her go, holding What now belonged to me, but she slowly pulled away from me.

"Get changed Tuck, we gotta enjoy dinner tonight" she smiled and walked out.

I think it was the whole moving in thing that had her on the edge especially the sudden asking. I took out a dress up shirt along with jeans and changed them. God I really need to do laundry tonight. Clothes just piles up and it gets really annoying. I took my bag and walked out to see no one insight. I threw my bag underneath my bunk and began brushing my hair out after finishing with the main I walked down to see the guys sitting on the sofa and the booth. Angie sitting on the other table. I walked and sat next to her.

"What's going on?" I asked as the guys laughed playing some weird game.

"Waiting to be off to the hotel, our driver should be here any minute" Dani said.

"So have we decided where to eat?" Paige asked looking around at all of us.

"Can we just check in first then decide?" Angie said leaning against me.

"Aw baby is tired" Sage said as they all smiled except Angie who just flipped them off.

"Alright we can check in, get settled for a bit then head off to eat then tomorrow we can do whatever" MJ said.

"We can check around the area or ask where to eat, a lot of them have good feedback" Jay said and looked to Sage, "Sage and I could look around while you guys check us in"

"I'm down for that, besides we finally get our own room, one more night with you guys and I'm going crazy" he laughed.

The bus then started.

"MJ you're changed right?" Angie smiled as everyone looked at him and began laughing, MJ shook his head and smiled.

"It was only the beginning, lately I've been changing down" he said, "besides Moose has done it before"

We all looked at Moose and laughed. Once the bus began moving Angie clenched onto my hand.

"Love, what's going on?" I asked as she looked at me.

"Let's not talk right now okay? I just-I need some privacy" she said.

I couldn't stop looking through photos of Angie and I. There was a photo album she made back in Iowa of her favorite things. Photos of family, of her and her friends, places she loved off tour, and last but not least of her and I. The first time back in 2004 when we had first started dating up until Paul had departed this world. I suddenly began crying, seeing photos of her now began to make me feel so upset and so broken. Seeing her with Matt made my blood boil, he made her happy, seeing her smile again made me see what I had lost and I couldn't stand the pain.

I grabbed the photo album and got up out of the bunk once the bus stopped and walked down to the boys who were standing up.

"We're going to check into the hotel, get your bag and we'll get your keys" Shawn said.

We all followed out and began grabbing our bags.

"Did everyone get everything they need from the bus?" Chris asked looking at us.

"Yes" Donnie said.

We began walking and ran into Silent Moment and Bullet. Suddenly my eyes stopped on Angie, Angie with Matt. They held hands, but she didn't care to look at me. They smiled and walked into the hotel, as MJ gave each their own room key except Matt and Angie, he gave them one. I couldn't stop staring at her, she smiled to him and I still couldn't stop. It really could've been me but I was such an asshole to let her go.

Getting into the lift was soooo long. Matt and I were sharing a suite while the boys got their own rooms. It felt awesome to get our own rooms and have just a bit of privacy especially with touring as long as we are.

"I think I'm gonna spend at least an hour in the room and then we can eat" MJ said as it still continued.

"I'll text you then we can go down" Sage said looking at Jay, we all looked to Sage and he caught what he said, "Not down like-ugh you guys! I meant we can look for a restaurant" he said as we all burst into laughter.

"I think you're just as gay as you are straight" Paige said as we laughed, "nothing wrong with it just funny"

"Oh because I'm bi doesn't mean I'm hitting on every guy" Sage said once the lift stopped, "here's mine, I'll see you all later" he said taking his bag and walking out.

"Next stop is me, Padge & Veronika, and Alex" MJ said.

We went two floors up before MJ, Padge &Veronika and Alex got off taking their belongings.

"See you guys and girl later" Alex said as the lift closed.

It was Matt, Jay, Paige, Dani, Moose and I on the lift.

"We are on level 28" I said looking at our card, "what level are you on?"

"I'm on 20" Dani said as the doors open and he got off, "bye"

"I'm on 25" Moose said.

"I'm on 26" Jay said.

"Same" Paige said.

It was quiet and we didn't say much except steal glances at one another and chuckle. Once the doors had open Paige and Jay ran off, I'm 100% sure they were ready to just take a shower and relax for the free hour we had before dinner since it was only 6 pm.

"Goodnight" Matt said as they waved with the doors closing.

I pushed 28 and leaned against the wall.

"I need a shower" I said looking at Matt who looked absolutely gorgeous.

"Me too" he said smirking.

"Oh no, we're taking separate showers Tuck so don't get any ideas" I laughed as he began pouting, "Tuck"

"I'm kidding, if you're not ready for that I'm fine with it, just waiting kind of sucks" he chuckled.

The doors opened and we walked off taking our bags with us. We began walking down the hall.

"Were you being serious though?" He asked looking at me.

"About what?" I asked fully well what he meant. He gave me THAT look, "I just don't think it'd be wise to do something that could possibly end up with me becoming fertilised while on tour in a relationship that we just started" I said trying to avoid that specific word.

"That's why there's something called pulling out" he chuckled.

"Matthew!" I said playfully hitting him.

Once we found our room I took the key and opened the door only to reveal a beautifully made bed with a gorgeous view.

"FINALLY!" I said dropping my bag and falling straight on the bed.

"I'm just saying" he said closing the door and falling next to me.

"You seriously don't pack condoms?" I joked as he looked at me.

"Really? I don't care to pack them because you find them everywhere in every store you go to, it's one street away" he laughed.

"Well I'm just saying, you know what? I don't want to even talk about this, we're both adults and when the time comes, then we'll know but tonight isn't that night" I said getting up.

"I think you're too scared" he said sitting up on the edge of the bed as I sat in the sofa in front of him.

"I'm not scared, I just don't think I'd be wise for us to do something like that until further in" I said leaning back.

"That's What she said" he joked.

"Oh haha you're such a jerk!" I said throwing the pillow as he caught it.

"I'll just leave this on the bed in case you need it for later, you know? In case you can't resist yourself" he said tossing the pillow on the side that I laid on and stood up.

I just smiled and got up taking my bag and pulling out fresh clothes for dinner.

"Well I'm getting in the shower and I'll be LOCKING the door" I said taking my clothes with me and going into the bathroom as he just watched and smiled.

"Enjoy it" he said smiling.