"It's not in the back lounge, are you sure you didn't take it out of your bag?"

"No I didn't Padge, it should have been in there!"

I collapsed onto the sofa in the main lounge and buried my face in my hands, letting out a frustrated sigh. Three more days of tour have gone past and now we have the next two days off, and for those past three days we have been trying to find my purse in our spare time.

We've searched everywhere, all of the bunks, everyone's clothes and pockets, suitcases and bags. We've looked in every cupboard and room in the bus, and still not found it. Matt even phoned up the last four venues to see if it was handed in as lost, to which they all said no.

Speaking of Matt, he'd been rather confusing after the day of the dressing room incident. Sure he would still want the hugs and to be around me, but secretly I was starting to miss the kisses and any time that we'd have alone together. Whenever we weren't in the same room together, the other boys would try to keep me away from him without giving me a reason, as if they knew he was planning something. Well, the other boys minus Jay. He's still been acting weird around everyone, as well as trying to get close to me whenever Matt hasn't been around me, which has been alot as I've already said. It was beginning to worry me a bit if I was honest, he'd only be involved with things if it had something to do with me, and sometimes I felt like I was the only one noticing his strange behaviour towards everyone.

Anyways, back to current events, I was still sat on the sofa thinking about where the hell my purse could have gone, when I felt someone kneel down infront of me. They took hold of my hands and moved them away from my face, revealing themselves to be Matt. I gave him a small smile and he half smiled back.

"I know you're stressing out about your purse, but I wanted to take you're mind off of it for an afternoon. We've been looking for it for three days now, if you want we'll phone some people and see if they can recover your cards or cut them off so you can organise some new ones. I really don't think we're gonna find it babe," He explained as I looked down at our interlocked hands.

"Well what are we going to do? We've wasted most of our first day off now," I sighed.

"Well," He started as he stood up and pulled me with him. "I'm sure there's something around for us to do, why don't we just go for a walked and see what we find?" He suggested and I nodded after a moment, going off to get ready.

"Hey Crystal, did you wanna go do something for the afternoon? I don't know what there is to do but we can have a look?"

I turned to see Jay standing by me with a casual look on his face. Again, he's always here when me and Matt plan to do things, I thought.

"I can't sorry, Matt said he'd take me out somewhere to cheer me up a bit," I said, giving an apologetic smile. Something flashed through Jays eyes before he smiled at me and replied.

"Can't you just tell him that you wanna spend time with someone else instead?"

"Well I haven't seen much of him over the past few days, maybe some other time Jay," I declined politely again. With that, Jay responded with an 'Ok whatever' and gave a slight eye roll as he turned to go into the back lounge. See what I mean? Weird behaviour. I shook it off as usual and continued to hunt through my suitcases, trying to find something a bit less sloppy to wear.

"Wear something casual," I heard from behind me, making me jump a bit.

I looked behind me and Matt took a step towards me and hugged me from behind, resting his chin on my shoulder.

"How casual?"

"Like super dooper, comfy jeans and an old hoodie type comfy," He clarified, reaching his arm forward to grab my slightly baggy light blue jeans with rips and holes in them. "I like these ones," He added as I took them from him. He smiled once I agreed and I pulled out a black strappy top and a black oversized jumper that hung off of one shoulder.

I went into the bathroom to change and then took off my smudged makeup and reapplied some foundation, filled my eyebrows in to match my dark hair, added some mascara and eyeliner then finished it off with some vanilla lip balm. I brushed through my hair and left it to fall over one side, happy with my appearance.

"You look very pretty today Crystal," Moose mentioned as I came out of the bathroom and into the main lounge.

"Yes, yes she does!" I heard Matt answer before I could say thank you. He skipped up towards me spun me round to face him, placing a kiss on my nose as I giggled at the mood he was in.

"Right, you all ready to go then?" He asked and I nodded. I went to grab my black Doc Martins form the back and returned to the front lounge, sitting on the sofa and pulling them on.

"Well, we'll see you two tomorrow then, us lot are off down the pub later," Moose informed.

"Oh have fun, don't get lost," Matt winked, taking my hand in his and calling out goodbye to everyone. With that we made our way off the bus and began walking.

"So, let's think of something to do then," I spoke up five minutes into the walk.

"Ah, I lied, I actually do have plans for us and because you don't have a purse at the moment, you can't moan at me for anything I do... Until later," He explained, pausing a little before adding on the part at the end, making me blush slightly.

"Ha ha, and what are we doing then?" I smiled, looking up at him as he was facing ahead of us.

"That's a secret. It might not be the most top fancy thing, but it's the best I could fix up for two days off."

We left it at that with me wondering why he referred to both of the off days rather than just today.

After some time spent walking and talking, Matt announced that we had arrived. I looked up to see that he had led me to an arcade with a pier behind it with a few rides and fun fair games. Just next to that was a small beach bar with an open board walk along part of the beach.

"Oh wow, so what's the plan while we're here then?" I asked as I could see the excitement growing in Matts face. He's always loved arcades and things similar.

"Well I though we could spend the remainder of the afternoon in the arcade, maybe have a go at the fair games out the back, have a few drinks as the sun sets and then I might possibly have something else booked for later on," He smiled, turning to face me and place his hands on my hips and staring softly into my eyes.

"That sounds perfect," I smiled. He returned the smile and lifted his hand to my chin, leaning in and kissing me softly for a few moments. It felt so good to kiss him again after these few days of not having the chance to.

"Mkay... as much as I love kissing you... can we go in the arcade now... Please?" Matt mumbled against my lips.

"I get the feeling that you brought me here just so you could get away with being a big kid for the afternoon. Am I right?" I asked, laughing at his eagerness.

"Pretty please?" He smiled cheekily. I sighed and laughed a little, then said yes, letting him drag me into the building.

*********

"Oh come on! I almost had it!" I yelled in frustration.

Matt just stood there laughing at my attempts to win at the game I was playing. You know those grabby ones where you get to direct the claw twice and no one ever wins anything? Yeah, I had been glued to one in particular that had cuddly toy dolphins in it. Some of them were holding a beach ball and others had little sailor hats on, and I was just about ready to break the glass just to get one with a hat on.

"Calm down and here's another £2," Matt said trying to control his laughter and I glared at the game, saying thank you to him and putting the money into the machine.

"Stupid thing," I muttered as Matt began laughing again, telling me that he'll be back in a moment.

Among all my concentration, I was nearly out of playing credits when someone grabbed my waist and made me jump.

"You bastard, I nearly won that one!" I cussed once I saw it was Matt.

"I know but guess what, I have something for you. Two things actually," He smiled, holding something behind his back.

"Is it an axe so I can break this dam glass?" I questioned. He chuckled at my comment and shook his head.

"No, I'm pretty sure that's not allowed. No I got you something a little nicer to cuddle than and axe."

Once he said that, he revealed what was behind his back to be two of those dam cuddly dolphins, one with the beach ball and one with the hat.

"How the hell did you win them?!" I asked, holding my hand out, motioning towards the sailor hate one.

"I'm very good at these games and there was another one the other side of the room, and they're both for you," He said simply, handing me the other one as well.

"Thank you! I thought I'd be stuck there forever," I said jumping into him and hugging him.

"You're very welcome my angel," He replied, loosening the hug a little so he could give me a quick kiss before dragging me to another part of the building.

After some more time spent in the arcades and the fair games, we agreed to head down to the beach bar for an hour or so, with Matt claiming that we'd have to get to the other place he had planned for about 9 30pm. It was about quarter to eight now so we had a good amount of time left.

We got down to the bar and found a small table amongst the others, and we set down our things. We'd ended up winning a pretty decent amount of stuff in the arcades. The two dolphin toys, a teddy bear holding a red love heart which Matt won for me on the coconut shy and then we won a kite which I let Matt keep, seeing how excited he got over it.

We also had some pictures from a small photo stand, where you'd choose some random objects and then the photographer would give you a mini photoshoot type thing. There was some photos of me with a beach parasol and some of Matt pulling funny faces with some snorkeling equipment. There were mainly ones of both of us though, some where he had lifted me onto his back, some with us having a mini water fight and then some of us just acting like a cute couple, seeing as the photographer thought that we made a really nice couple. My favourite one though was the picture of me and Matt standing together, facing eachother with our arms wrapped around eachothers waists and looking into eachothers eyes.

Anyways, I was sat at the small table when Matt came back from the bar with our drinks, a Guinness for him and some sort of cocktail for me.

"I can't pronounce the name but apparently it had apple and vodka in it, so I thought you might like it," He clarified, making me laugh at his lack of knowledge on cocktails.

I said thank you and took the glass, trying some of it and liking it quite a bit. Matt then downed pretty much half of his drink then placed it down on the table, before grabbing the kite we got and started putting together. I watched him with a smile on my face as his concentration began showing on his face.

"Right, that's that, I'm off to have some fun!" He said finally, getting up and throwing me a triumphant smile.

"Well if you don't mind, I'll stay here and relax with my mystery apple and vodka drink while you become 10 years old again," I smiled back.

"Yeah sure, you sit back and enjoy the evening love," He replied, leaning down to give me a quick kiss before heading down to the beach, stopping not to far from where we were sat.

Once he got the kite up in the air, I sat back, glass in hand, and just watched him. He looked so calm and at peace in this very moment, it was such a soothing thing to see him enjoying himself.

I kept finding myself thinking back to what me and him even were, I mean sure we were going around and acting like a couple whenever we were together, but we hadn't made it official. I guess one reason for that would be that Matt didn't want to announce he was possibly with someone else when the fans basically still think he's with Kim. Yeah, nothing had been posted about that yet, I still don't think he feels ready to if I'm completely honest.

Once I had finished my drink, I grabbed Matts and went down to where he was, walking up behind him and placing my arms around his waist.

"Heeyy there, beautiful," He perked, taking his drink and bringing me round in front of him.

I leaned back into his chest and he motioned to give me the kite handles. I looked up at him and raised one of my eyebrows.

"Oh come on, it's fun! Play with the kite! I'll even teach you a few tricks," He grinned like a small child and I shook my head laughing, taking the kite from him.

He then held one of my hands with his free one, and stood close behind me while he taught me a load of random kite tricks.

After getting the hang of them and playing around for a little longer, we decided it was best to get moving so we weren't late to whatever the next plan was. We made our way back to the table, and Matt took apart the kite to put it away whilst I gathered up everything else, then we started walking hand in hand to wherever Matt was leading me.

We soon arrived about 15 minutes later at a small restaurant that didn't look overly posh or expensive, but was still a nice looking place. It was set up a little from the beach where it gave off an amazing view of the sea and the sun set. It was more of a family friendly restaurant I would say.

We walked in and Matt got a table which he reserved yesterday apparently, which lead me to wonder how long he had been planning this day out for. We were lead to a table right by the window, so you could look out at the beach below the building, and given two menus and a wine list.

After deciding that neither of us were too hungry, we choose to order one of those sharing platter things, and one bottle of red wine, which turned into two... then three... And then some funny looks from the other customers.

Amongst all our laughing and goofing around, I checked the time on my phone to see that it was getting towards 11pm.

"Matt you know it's nearly 11pm, right? This place shuts in about half an hour," I smiled, holding my laughter at the face he had while focusing on me.

"You know... you know what we should do? We should just fuck it and decide we're now hungry and get food so they get pissed off for working here," He said, laughing afterwards like it was some mad genius idea.

"That made no sense, I only understood the 'decide we're now hungry' bit," I laughed in response. God, why did we decide that red wine was a good idea?

After laughing around a bit more, we finally managed to compose ourselves enough to ask for the bill... Well, I was able to at least. At this point Matt was a laughing mess opposite me over something that we had joked about probably an hour ago by now.

Once the bill was all taken care of, we made our attempt at leaving the building, achieving it semi successfully, and began wondering around down the streets.

"We need a hotel room, I don't think going to the bus is a good idea tonight because all those other goons are going to be off their nut," My drunken mind decided.

"I. Agree. With. That. Statement," Matt replied, pausing briefly after each word for some reason. "Not to mention Jay's been a moody fucker lately."

"You've noticed that too?"

"Mhmm, moody bastard, he needs to get laid, that might cheer the fucker up," Matt went on, looking over at me and winking.

I laughed at his state and we carried on walking with our arms around eachother until we eventually found a pretty decent looking hotel. We walked in and went up to the reception were a young woman with shoulder length curly blonde hair was sat.

"Hello there, how may I help you this evening?" She smiled as we approached the desk.

"I'd-"

"Is it possible to get a room just for tonight please?" I cut Matt off by putting my hand to his face. God knows what he would have rambled on about if I let him carry on.

"Yes certainly, just the two of you?" She asked, apparantly becoming amused by our drunk state. I nodded and she done some typing on the computer before getting up to retrieve a room key.

"Here you are, room 128. Breakfast is on tomorrow between 8am and 10am, checkout is at midday," She explained. I smiled and took the key from her, saying thank you as I got Matts attention, who was now leaning agaisnt the wall staring at everything in sight, and we went to find our room.

Once we found it, I unlocked the door and we both went on inside and looked around. Well I did, Matt just went straight to the table in the corner for some reason.

"Babe look! Champagne!" He observed, turning to face me with the bottle in his hand and an overly excited facial expression.

Oh. That's why. It's always the Welsh that can successfully sniff out alcohol wherever they are. They could be in the middle of a frigging school, and probably still find alcohol of some sort, some how.

I began laughing at his ridiculousness and walked over to him as he poured two glasses of champagne. I guess the drinking wasn't over for tonight.

We went to sit on the double bed across from us, and I kicked off my shoes, taking off my jumper so I was just in my jeans and strappy top. From the corner of my eye, I could see Matt watching my every move as I picked up my glass and took a sip, leaning back against the headboard.

"What?" I asked, looking at him after a second.

Without saying a word, Matt almost instantly moved towards me and slammed his lips against mine, forgetting that he was even holding a glass full of champagne. I kissed back without hesitation and he brought his hand up to the back of my neck, deepening the kiss as he subtly ran his tounge across my bottom lip.

Within minutes, we had gone from leaning against the headboard, to Matt straddling me and grabbing fistfulls of my shirt as the kiss became more heated. He kissed from my lips down to the side of my neck and lingered there for a while, biting and sucking while I let out a gentle moan.

"I told you that you'd be moaning for me later," He purred darkly as I chuckled a little bit, remembering what he had said at the beginning of our afternoon.

I began pulling his shirt up and he pulled it off, then went back to work on my own shirt, going the quick way and ripping it down the side.

"You're buying me a new one," I mumbled agaisnt the kiss, lifting my hands to gently pull at his hair and biting down a little on his bottom lip.

"Uh, done deal," He replied while letting out a small moan.

With that, he shuffled back a bit and then pulled me towards him by my hips so that I was now completely laying down. He kissed down my stomach while he undone my jeans and wasted no time in removing them and my frenchies.

He began kissing the inside of my thighs, across my area then back up to my stomach, reaching my chest and removing my bra and throwing it on the floor somewhere with the rest of the clothes. Pretty quickly after that, his jeans and boxers had been removed and he pulled me under the covers with him, laying over me and kissing and sucking at my neck as I moaned out in pleasure.

After continuing down that route, Matt stayed laying over me, putting his weight on his arms and placed soft kisses repeatedly on my lips, nose, cheeks and forehead while I giggled and stroked up and down along his waist.

"I love you," He murmered simply against my lips.