It's been a month since my surgery for my knee. It's been a hell of a struggle. I'm angry with myself. If I hadn't jumped off Blake's roof that night I would still have full ride scholarships offered to me. But once all three of the teams heard how bad I blew my knee out they all withdrew their offers.

So I have no offers or scholarships for college. And I know my parents can't afford to send me. I'm honestly scared of what my future is going to hold for me at this point.

Blake and I are doing the best that we can right now. Her dad found out she was with me and he took her phone away. He also had his driver take her to and from school.

I miss my girl, it's been a month since I've seen her. And I'm honestly worried because she sounded distant the last time we were able to talk on the phone.

"I need out of this house."

"Come on. I'll drive you." Cara says as I grab my crutches and start to move towards the front door. We sneakily make it out of the house and to my car. She helps me get in the passenger seat before she gets in the driver's seat.

"I miss her." I say to Cara who looks at me like she knows something.

"What!?" I ask my friend who shakes her head as she backs out of the driveway.

"Cara if you know something you better tell me." I say to my friend who sighs heavily.

"It's not my place. But I do know she's supposed to be at her sister Sarah's today. She told Megan she had to babysit for her."

"Let's go. I'll tell you how to get there."

As we pull up to the gated community the guy looks at Cara and myself before buzzing us in. He remembers me luckily otherwise I don't think we would have made it in.

Cara pulls up into Blake's sister's driveway. I try to push out of the passenger seat by myself but Cara comes around to help me. The two of us manage to get me out and I start to crutch towards the front door. I ring the doorbell and a few minutes later the door opens.

My girlfriend stands before me with one of my sweatshirts on with her hair up in a messy bun. Her eyes widen as she's shocked to see me.

"Y/N? What are you doing here? You should be resting your leg!" She says as she opens the door wider so I can come in.

"I'll be in the car." Cara says as she walks back out to my car.

I crutch into the living room so I can sit down and Blake takes a seat next to me.

She looks so different, yet so beautiful. Like she has this glow about her. But she looks so sad.

"I missed you. I had to come see you." I softly say as I take her hand within my own. But she pulls it away. Tears quickly fill her eyes as she looks at me with such a sad, yet angry face.

"What's wrong?" I ask and she folds her arms across her chest as the first few tears fall.

"Why did you lie to me?" She asks with a shaky voice. I furrow my eyebrows together as I look at the blonde confused.

"What are you talking about baby?"

"Don't act stupid Y/N!" She says as she gets up and moves away from me. I stand up the best that I can and try to crutch towards her.

"Blake, I have no idea what you're talking about."

"I'm pregnant!"

"What!?" I say breathlessly as I stare at the blonde standing across from me.

"Was this your plan all along? To get me pregnant so I stay here with you." She says with anger laced within her voice.

I'm still in a daze and I move to sit back down so I can catch my breath.

"I swear to you Blake, last time I went to the doctor he told me I was sterile. And don't try and blame this whole thing on me! You're the one who told me I didn't need to use a condom!"

"Because you said you were sterile!" She begins to sob as her hands try to cover her mouth.

I sit with my head in my hands as I stare at the floor. I can hear Blake crying softly and I raise my head to meet her tear filled eyes.

"How far along are you?" I ask and she wipes at her eyes.

"I'm three months along." I furrow my eyebrows together as I think back to three months ago. That was the first time we ever had sex. You're telling me I got her pregnant on the first try.

"But we used a condom." I say as I stare at the girl before me.

"Did you cheat on me!?" I yell as I stand up and Blake looks at me with angry eyes now as the tears continue to flow.

"No I didn't cheat on you! How could you even ask me that?" She yells back and I stand up now so we're face to face.

"Condoms break Y/N, you of all people should know this!" She cries as she turns away from me.

"Blake I'm..."

"Just go Y/N."

"No, I'm not running away again."

"I don't want to see you or talk to you right now. Do you know how betrayed I feel? You lied to me!"

"Blake look at me." I say as I gently touch her shoulder and she flinches but turns around to meet my eyes. She stares deeply into my eyes and I start to feel my emotions get the best of me.

"I swear to you, I had no idea. I was tested two years ago and he told me I was sterile. My doctor said with my condition I would never have children. I gave up that dream that day. I would never lie to you about something like that." Tears leave my eyes as I stare at the girl I love more than anything in this world. And knowing she's carrying my child makes me love her even more.

"Have you been to a doctor yet?" I ask the girl and she shakes her head no.

"It could be a false positive babe." Blake looks at me and sighs before lifting up my sweatshirt and I see the bump that was not there a month ago.

"Well we should still see a doctor to make sure. And I'm going to see my doctor as well. You can come with me and we can ask him about all of this." I say and she looks like she's debating in her head whether to believe me or not.

"I would never lie to you." I say again as I raise my hand to cup her cheek. She breaks out into a fit of sobs again and I pull her into me the best that I can.

"Everything's going to be okay."

Today I'm meeting with my doctor and then Blake and I are also going to stop by the clinic.

"Are you sure you're okay to be up?" Blake asks as she drives my car towards the doctors office.

"Baby I'm fine." I softly say as I rest my hand on her thigh.

Before we know it we're pulling into my doctor's office parking lot. Blake helps me get out of my car and the two of us head inside.

We wait in the waiting room no longer than ten minutes and I'm called back. She comes with me and a nurse leads us into an empty room.

I explain to her why we're here and she nods her head understanding. She excuses herself to get my doctor and he appears not even five minutes later.

"Y/N, what brings you in today?" He asks and I lick my lips before looking at Blake.

"I need you to test my sperm again to see if I'm fertile."

"Y/N, I'm sorry that you're sterile. But testing you again is not going to change the results." He softly says and I sigh heavily before looking at Blake.

"My girlfriend is pregnant. I need you to test me again." I say as I sigh heavily and he turns to look at Blake.

He doesn't say anything just nods his head.

"I'll get everything you need." He excuses himself from the room and I feel Blake place her hand on my shoulder.

"I'm sorry for everything." She softly whispers and I raise my head to meet her eyes.

"It's okay." Tears leave her eyes as she shakes her head no.

"It's not okay, I accused you of something so wrong.."

"Baby, it's okay." I softly say as I cup her face within my hand.

My doctor knocks on the door and comes back into the room. He leads me to where I'll make my deposit. Blake tells me she'll wait here and I head into the cold sterile room to do my business.

I leave my deposit and return back to the room I was in before. Blake and I wait patiently as they take my deposit to test it.

Twenty minutes later my doctor comes back into our room with an unreadable expression.

"Y/N, I'm sorry.."

I hang my head because this means that Blake cheated on me.

"..for making you believe that you could never have children. Never in my twenty years as a physician have I ever come across a case like yours. Since you've been here last your sperm count has increased in numbers. I don't know how, but you're fertile now."

I pick my head up as tears stream down my face.

"I can have kids?"

"Yes." He says with a small smile and I look to Blake who's standing next to me. Our eyes meet and I release a shaky breath as I stare at her stomach.

"Thanks Doc." I say as I stand up and he shakes my hand then Blake's.

"I wish you both the best of luck." He says with a genuine smile and I return it as we leave my doctors office.

We make our way back to my car and head towards the clinic now.

"How'd you manage to get away from your parents today?" I ask the blonde who smiles as she looks over at me.

"Meg and the girls are covering for me." I nod my head with a small smile.

"How do you feel?"

"I told you I'm fine baby.."

"I'm not talking about your leg. I'm talking about knowing that you can have children now."

I can't stop the smile from forming on my lips. I move my hand to her stomach and she smiles at me before returning her eyes to the road.

"I couldn't be happier baby."

Blake pulls into the clinic and the two of us walk inside together. We wait for her name to be called and when I hear her name I feel a wave of nerves wash over me.

We are taken back to a room and they decide to do an ultrasound since Blake said she hasn't had a period in three months.

I watch as the woman squirts gel on Blake's stomach. Now that her shirt is pulled up and she's laying down I can see her bump clearly now.

Then I hear it.

A soft thumping noise echoes throughout the small room and as I stare at the screen I can see a little light flicker. Tears quickly fill my eyes and begin to roll down my cheeks at a rapid pace.

"Congratulations, just like you suspected your three months along."

I finally tear my eyes away from the screen to look at Blake who is a crying mess as she stares at the screen as well.

The lady takes some pictures for us before wiping off Blake's stomach. She excuses herself to give us some time alone and I grab Blake's hand within my own.

I bring it up to my lips and kiss it multiple times as my tears continue to flow.

"We're having a baby." I whisper out as she stares into my eyes.

"We are." She softly says as she wipes at her eyes.

I can see how scared she is as I stare deeply into her eyes.

"We're going to make it through this." I whisper and Blake nods her head agreeing.

I really hope we will.