Genre: angst (bc you know how much i like writing angst)

Requested: yEah

Warnings: ;)

Title: Missing you

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y/n sighs as she puts down her drink,

wiping her mouth with the hem of her sleve

the slightly intoxicated girl grabs her coat from the hanger, throwing it over her shoulders

y/n walks across the street from her apartment to the park

she sits down on the swings, swaying with the wind

she looks at her phone, checking the time

it's 2:59 am

y/n looks up at the sky, the cold air making her shiver ever so slightly

the girl -who was not in her right mind at the time- decides it would be best to call her ex-lover

she dials her phone number with a trembling hand, and heart

y/n takes a deep breath and presses the call button

"..."

"hello? y/n?"

"..."

"are you okay?"

y/n sniffles, then starts laughing

"y/n, what's the matter?

is everything alri-"

"amber, do you still

look at the stars?"

the girl hears no response

"wait, let me refraze that...

when you look up, at the stars,

do you ever think of me"

again, no response

"because i do"

"..y/n, i ju-"

"that's why i called you,

hahah"

y/n hiccups

"are you drunk?"

"so what if i was?"

"where are you? please

just go home-"

"do you ever miss it?"

do you ever miss our late night conversations? we talked about everything, like about our future

or our favourite colors"

"..."

"..do you miss the gazes from across a crowded room? we always made faces at eachother when

we got bored in class"

"y/n.."

"do you miss the feeling of being close to eachother? wraped in eachother's

arms, warm and safe"

"..."

"do you miss me?"

the girl on the other end of the line

wanted to tell y/n that she did miss her, but she just couldn't

"because i miss you

and you might've left, but

the ache in my heart hasn't

since then"

"y/n, please

i can't do this"

and amber hung up,

just like that, leaning the poor girl

speechless as she tried best not to cry

y/n stumbles her way through the park, her vission blurring

maybe because of the alcohol, maybe because of the tears

probably both

the girl stands in the middle of the dimly lit street, looking up at the stars once again

she faintly hears the sound of a car

approaching and closes her eyes

later that night, she was

found

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