Hey everyone, I m back with next part of this story after a long time,. Thanks a lot for your precious and valuable comments in previous part,. seriously guys.,I m too overwhelmed with ur response,.. as last two part got 300+ votes,.nd on the top of that this story bagged it's second award " Best emotional story" in" Swasan family awards",. It really means a lot to me.. nd last but not least a big sorry to all of you,.as u were continuously requesting and I didn't replied,. So please forgive me,.. now let's continue..

To be continued...

Swara come out of car and got shocked to see the person in front of her eyes as it was non other than Sanskar,..her heart felt happy to see him nd she smiled ,.she move few steps ahead toward him but stopped realizing something,.nd her smile faded,. making her eyes teary . Remembering his words that it doesn't affect him,.it doesn't bother him if she stay or go..she scold herself as why she always raise her hopes after seeing him even after knowing that it's nothing but just a illusion, .a beautiful dream of her life that will shatters with reality..

But one thing she didn't understand why he came here,. It doesn't affect him,.she doesn't affect him,..her presence doesn't matter to him,.then thinking that he has came to stop her would be great mistake,. Thinking it nd breaking herself more would be a mistake as her heart can't suffer more pain.. but then why he came here? She look at him,.her face was blank,.not actually blank,.there was something,.a kind of pain,. A emotion, which she doesn't understand,.she was not able to read him for the first time,.or she doesn't want to do it,. She saw him looking at her continuously nd walking toward her.. but no,. She don't want to look at him more., To listen him.. thinking this swara take her steps back,.

Sanskar come out of the car ,he sees her nd his felt he has get his life back,.He moved toward her, looking emotionally at her,. Nd sees her walking forward with a smile ,he felt sudden happiness in his heart,.but his happiness faded seeing her stop nd that smile on her face faded,. But he knew the reason,. Nd he curse himself for that,. He read her each and every expression nd well know her pain. Her inner conflict between her heart and mind, nd her mind was overpowering her,. His heart felt loosing it's beat when he sees taking her step back. He knows it will happen but he have to be strong,he can't loose her,. loosing her like loosing himself,. He would do anything but never let her go,. She is his life.. without her he is nothing,. Sanskar rushed swiftly toward her seeing her taking her step back,.

Swara was turn back taking her step back to reach her car but her hand was immediately held by Sanskar,. She got shocked, with his sudden touch,.nd then heard her name.

Sanskar; Swara,..( softly yet intensely)..

Swara didn't make any move ,she just remain like that only.. but ignoring him was a way more difficult for her,.

Not seeing any movement Sanskar asked; where are you going swara?..

Swara still doesn't turned but closed her eyes to stop herself from breaking down,.

Sanskar;( pain) now u won't even look at me,. am I that much bad? Do you hate me swara?..

Swara opened her eyes listening it,. She doesn't hate him,it's not right,. She immediately turned around..

Swara nods no.

Sanskar; so you don't hate me,.

Swara again nods no.

Sanskar; then why are you leaving? Why swara?

Swara got shocked as now only she realized,how did he know that she is leaving,.

Sanskar; yes.. I know..

Swara look at him,.while he hold her both hands..

Sanskar; swara,. I m sorry,. I m sorry,. I know this word can't heal the pain I gave to you,. I did a grave mistake of my life nd for this I m not saying you to forgive me,. Pls punish me,. You can do whatever u want,.u can give me any punishment,I will happily take it but not this,. Don't go please,.( His words gets heavy)

Swara was not getting why is he stopping her,.but was feeling emotional by his words,.But remembered something nd take her hands back,.

Swara ( sign) no,. I m no one to punish you,. It's your life,. You got ur love back and you choosed ur love,.it's not mistake,.I was never more than a friend to you,.nd why should I stop,. You only said it doesn't matter to you,.whether I stay or go..( smiled sadly with tears)..

Sanskar understood her each and every word and it was piercing his heart,. He remembered how he said he is not affect with her presence.. then choosing his love who came back in his life instead of her,. Not supporting her,.avoiding her,. It doesn't whether I stay or go,..

Sanskar: ( teary eyes) really swara? Do you think that it doesn't affect me,. I don't care whether you stay or not.,. m I such a heartless person,. ? No swara,. I m also a human being,.I also have feelings,. I have heart,. I thought in this whole world whether anyone understand me or not but you will,. Cause I never needed to tell you what I want to convey,. You always understand me,. But that also not your mistake,. I m not blaming you for anything,. But pls don't tell that I don't care about you,.it doesn't matter to me,..cause it does,. It matter to me., It affect me,.if you stay or go,. Nd you know why because I LOVE YOU.. I love you DAMN IT.. I can't live without you,.

Swara looked at him shocked with tears,.

Sanskar; yes,.I do,. your presence affect me,. Your ignorance affect me,. I feel myself special to get you in my life,. It affect me when you come close to me,. Your smile makes my day,. Your sadness kills me,. I want to live my whole life with you,. You meant world to me,. You can see my happiness in my eyes,. But can't you see it's reason which is you,. You heard when I say that you don't affect me,.but can't you hear my heart,which beats for you,. I love you swara,. I love you a lot,..pls don't go. Pls don't leave me,..pls...

Swara heard his each and every words,.nd was crying. It was happiness but a fear too,. She loves him nd this is what she waited for but now she don't trust her destiny,. She compromise with herself that she won't get her move,. She wants to just hug him and cried herself out,. telling him that she love him too,.but no... Not this time,.. she is not strong enough to break herself more,. She want to believe his words that he loves her,.but a fear is not letting her do so,. Once he came close to her nd another moment he go so far,. What will happen,.if same happens again.. she won't be able to survive,..

Swara (in mind) not this time Sanskar,. Not again.. I am broken enough.. I can't gain courage to break myself more,.. You love Kavita ,.not me Sanskar,. ( Remembering him saying he love Kavita still).I have to go.. Don't make me weak,.

She take step back shaking her head no,.

Sanskar; swara pls..( sees her going)..

Swara turns to go.. Sanskar knew that it won't be easy to make her believe on his love as he already broke her trust on love by going close to her nd then went away stating it as mistake.. but he didn't had choice. He knew that he himself made her away from him by saying that he still love Kavita then why will she believe that he love her not Kavita,. Seeing her going he couldn't take it,.he just blurt out,.

Sanskar; Kavita I knew that she will be back,.she has a motive to come back..

Swara stopped in her track listening it,. She got shocked,.she didn't turned as she was numb to listen that someone tried to kill Sanskar nd that too Kavita,.his love..

Sanskar sees her not turning,.nd thought that she is not believing this too,.

Sanskar; I m not lying swara,. Everything I told is only truth nd this is also truth that Kavita tried to kill me ,.nd I don't love her now,. But I know that you won't believe me,. Nd it's all because of me,. It's all my mistake,. I kept you in darkness but never thought that this darkness will take my light out of my life,.I didn't told you cause I had reasons,. But if you don't believe me nd still want to go,. Then you are free to go but pls listen to me nd answer my questions before that,. Once I get my answers I will be clear to what to do nd I promise I will never show my face to you,.

Swara was facing her back and listening him,.

Sanskar;so there was a boy,. He have everything in his life,.his family,his love,.. not his love actually,. He believed it was,. One day he met with an angel ,. he felt sad when he got to know that she can't speak,. But he got surprised that angel never felt sad about it,. He liked her so much and they became friends,.but suddenly everything got changed,.nd that boy accused angel for trying to kill his love unknown of the fact that ,.it was all a misunderstanding created by someone,. That boy started to hate angel,.nd hurt her so much. After some day he lost his love,.he left no happiness in his life,but he was living for his son,. But after few years,. That angel again came in his life,. He was still hating her but she never tried to justify herself,. Nd they got married for his son who treated angel like his mother,.at least he was much better than his father who never hurt her,.They were living their life but suddenly one day that boy got to know that angel was innocent,.nd it was non other than his love who did all that,.he got broken,.the person whom he trusted,,loved,. backstabbed him,. He asked forgiveness from angel and that angel happily forgiven him,.nd console him,. He met with accident but Angel prayers saved him,. She cared for him a lot,. She always understand him,.They were living happily,. He forget his all pain,.he started to admire her, falling for her,in all this he comes to know that someone want to kill him,...

Swara was listening him with teary eyes,. tears were falling continuously from her eyes,it was their story which remind her their moments,.while two years back incident came in front of her eyes,.then their marriage and their moments,.his accident..her taking care of him,.but then he heard him" SOMEONE WANTS TO KILL HIM".. she immediately turned not believing her ears,.nd look at him who was in tears,.nd looking miserable...

Sanskar; ( continued) he got to know that someone tried to kill him but he didn't care cause he knew that he has her angel.. Nd one day he realized that he has fallen for her,he love her. He was very excited to tell this to her but then only he got to know that his angel life is also in danger,. He got afraid,. If he remains near angel, someone will snatch him,. He wanted to tell this to her but there was a person in between who was with that person who wants to separate them,. So he decided to protect her nd separate himself from her ignoring how much pain he felt doing that,.how heartless he is proving himself doing that, ignoring his heart that was bleeding Everytime he said that he regret for the moments he spend with angel,.he knew that it would pain angel but he had no choice,. Nd he succeed in hiding his pain nd showing himself cruel that angel left him,. She is going away from him..

Swara was getting shocked by one after another revealetion,.

Sanskar: but will u pls tell me swara,. Why she is doing that,.why didn't she tried to question him as why he is doing all this. She understands him na,. couldn't she understand that he was killing himself with this,. He gave her pain but he felt thousand times more pain while doing that,. couldn't she understand that,. She reads everything in his eyes then why couldn't she do it this time too,. Why she didn't tried to find answer..why did she let it go..

Swara was numb with tears...

Sanskar;tell me swara... Why ? ( Coming close to her, nd standing close to her) tell me swara,. Why you did it? Why you brought Kavita back,. Why u felt herself weak, ur love for me weak that your problem came between,.,( Held her arms) Why you thought that I won't love you cause you can't speak,. Why you thought that you are not perfect for me,. Why didn't you asked me why I played with your feelings if I love Kavita,. Tell me,. Why you always keep silence when it comes to yourself,. Pls tell swara cause it's not only you ,. It's me also,. Don't you love me swara,.

Swara was standing numbly,.she doesn't understand how he got to know that she feel herself imperfect for him,.

Sanskar;( broken)fine ,.. if u still don't want to say,. It's fine,. I understood that I m failure,. I m not a person who is destined for true love,. Firstly Kavita,. Whom I thought my love,. Nd now you,. You also leave me,. I will live with this satisfaction that I m not meant for love,. But one thing I want to say ,.

( He closed his eyes, Letting his tears fall nd then said controlling his tears,.nd opening his eyes)..

Sanskar;(feeling chocked) I never regret any moment I spent with you,. They all are my life,. Precious memories,.which I can never forget,. I said all that cause...let it be,. Did I ever told you all this looking into ur eyes, straightly to you no right?,.you know why because we can never lie to a person whom we love,. Yes,. I love you nd you also love me,.but not excepting because of your fear,. Swara, trust strengthen love nd fear weakens it,. We can't love with fear.. it's depend upon u whether u trust me or not,. I m not forcing you,. ,. but I please don't go.. cause I won't have any reason to live,. I was alive thinking that I lost my first love for my son, I was alive knowing that Kavita did all that,. I survived when Kavita tried to kill me in that accident,. But not this time,.if you leave me,. I will die without you,Don't worry I won't suicide but I will definitely for my death to come and take me in it's embrace,. I would prefer to die instead of living without you... I feel suffocated in that room without,.i want to live my life happily with you and arshit the most important person of my life,.( Cups her face) I don't care if you ever take my name from your mouth,. I will be happy with ur one smile ,. I don't have problem if you speak cause I always want to understand you,. I want to listen ur heart not ur words,. Remember swara,..once I told you deserve best,.I know I m not best but I will try to become ,.just give me last chance,. Express your love,.pls trust me,. For last time,.. pls don't go..I did wrong but to keep you safe,. To protect my love,. I m willing to stay away from you for sometime,.but I don't want to loose you forever by staying close to you.. I lost my angel once but she was my friend that time ,.but this time I love her nd I don't want to loose her,..( crying)..

But seeing no response, Sanskar felt defeated,.nd removed his hands from her,. letting her go..

Swara was listening all this,.she was crying too,. She was remembering their moments,. She remembered Sanskar never said directly to her that he regret to kiss her,. He love her,. He was right why couldn't she read him this time,. How could she judge her love for him on the basis that she can't speak,. She always loved him then how she didn't believe him,. She trust him,. She don't care what motive kavita have, she don't care what is Sanskar doing to bring her out but all she care that he love her .She looks up feeling him going away,.nd sees him walking towards him car,.she knew that he is crying,. His tears can't lie,.his eyes can't lie which was showing immense love and care for her,. It affect him, he care for her,. He loves her,she have already lost him two times, but not this time when he love her.. a smile formed on her lips realising that he love her back,.She is not abondoned to love,.her love is not incomplete,.

She runs toward him,.with tears in her eyes,.

Sanskar was going toward his car feeling broken,.but suddenly he felt her coming close to him,.he immediately turned and felt a sudden weight on himself,. His eyes closed with force,.nd he don't need to open his eyes to see it's swara,..he just hugged her tightly encircling him arms around her,. holding close to himself,.in the fear of loosing her,.

Sanskar; ( cry) swara,...

Swara fist on his shirt nd burst out crying.. she took out her pain which she was holding,. She needed him.. his embrace to hold her.. she was broken before too but this time only he could make her feel better,. To take out her inner self,. She was happy,. Happy to get her love nd not believing her fate,.how all of the sudden everything changed when she thought nothing left,. She got that what she wished for,.what she dreamt for,. This was the time when she decided to believe that she is not meant to be loved , everything snatched but god gave her world,. Yes the world,. Sanskar meant world to her,. It was the feeling that can't be described,.what will u feel when u love a person since long time,.and a point come when u left with no hope with that love,. Nd then only you get your love,.

Sanskar was hugging her , hiding his face in her fair crying..

Sanskar;I m sorry swara,.. I love you,.. I love you a lot,.

They remain hugging each other,.swara try to break the hug but Sanskar was not ready to leave her, making himself believe that she is here with him,. Swara also hugged him,.she also want to cherish this moment..

After few min,.she broke the hug,. Nd sign through the fingers,. Showing I. L. U.. Sanskar got overwhelmed..he interwined his fingers with hers and kissed it,.

Sanskar; I love you too,.. u won't go na,.? ( Still not able to believe)

Swara smile with tears nd nods no.. Sanskar again hugged her,..it was much needed one , showing a passion to love,.

He was feeling serene nd peace,.his heart got it's beat,.he got his life.. he kissed her temple,..swara feel blessed closing her eyes,.

They break the hug,.they compose themselves,.nd stopped crying,.

Swara cups his face and wipes tears,. Sanskar smiles,.

Swara;( sign) let's go to home now?

Sanskar; no swara.. not now. We won't go to mm..

Swara got confused.

Sanskar; ( cups her face) swara ,..I will tell u everything,.pls trust me,.

Swara take his hand in hers and assured her through eyes that she do,.

Then she turned to go toward her car but Sanskar held her hand..

Sanskar; now only u said that u won't go nd u r going?

Swara ( sign) but I can't go to mm?U only said that..

Sanskar; yes I did,..but u r not going to gadodia house too..

Swara;( sign) then ...?

Sanskar; I will tell...but before that let's take ur luggage..

He made her sit in the car,.nd go toward her car,.he take her luggage..

Driver; sir..thank you so much for stopping ma'am.. she is really good,. I know that God can never do bad with good person,.u both are meant to be together..

Sanskar thanks him nd said him to not to tell anyone that swara didn't go to Banglore,. Driver got confused but then Sanskar tell him something,.he understands and nods,.

Driver; don't worry sir,.I assure u,. nothing will happen.

Then driver take the car back,. Sanskar went to his car with luggage and put it back,.

He came and sit inside the car,. He sees swara who was already looking at him,. He move toward her nd kisses her forhead,. putting her hair lock behind her ears,.she closed eyes feeling the kiss and slowly open her eyes,.nd met with his,. She look into his eyes which conveys love , passion, trust nd a promise to never leave her alone,.to standing by her side forever,. She felt overwhelmed nd hugged him sideways.. Sanskar start the car nd they drove away....

To be continued..

That's it for today's update... Will see you soon with another update.. till then take care nd keep smiling.. love you all..🤗