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So madam is reading book here, and I m waiting for her downstairs.." Sanskar said as he come inside her room..

Swara suddenly get shocked and widen her eyes.. Sanskar look at her confused..

Sanskar: what Happened? Why r u shocked as if you are caught..

Swara immediately composed herself.

Swara: shut up Sanskar!! And when u came? I was just going through some of my old books and then started reading this..

( Saying this she put that diary in drawer and close it.

Sanskar: oh it seems interesting book.. I should also read it. Show it to me..

Swara: no Sanskar!!( Immediately) I ,I .. mean u don't have book reading habit then why all of the sudden?

Sanskar: ok but at least let me see.. may be I start reading finding it interesting.

Swara: Sanskar.. !! Let's go now. We have to go mm.

Sanskar: ok fine, leave it let's go.. but wait what's that wrapper?

Swara sees it and immediately take it from bed and crush it.. Making him more confused.

Swara: arey it's nothing.. it's some rough paper.. I will throw it. Come, let's go.

Sanskar: okayy..

Then both go downstairs. Shemish insist them to have dinner then go. Sanskar said okay. Swara help shomi in making dinner. Arshit also woke up.. he played with Sanskar and shekhar.. after sometime dinner was served.. everyone have it happily, talking.. shomi send ragini dinner to her room . She didn't wanted to spoil anyone's mood.

After dinner, Swasan left to mm with arshit.

Mm:

They come inside when ap see them.

Ap: it's good u come.. have u eat ur dinner?

Swara: yes maa, woh maa baba was insisting so..

Ap: arey ,no problem beta.. acha Swara, I have some work .. pls come with me..

Then only Sanskar phone ring.. he take it.

Sanskar: yes Mr. Singh.. yeah it's done. I will just check and send u.

He cut the call.

Sanskar: Swara I have one important work, so I m in study..

Swara : ok, u do ur work..

Sanskar nods and go to study.

Swara go to ap room for something. Time passed , it's been an hour.. arshit slept in Swara lap.. Swara and ap were busy in talking..

Ap: now, he also sleep so u should go and sleep. It's late.. and tell ur workoholic husband to let some work remain for tomorrow.. no need to finish it today..

Swara smiled.

She took sleeping arshit carefully in her arms and move to her room.

Swasan room:

Swara come inside and find Sanskar already in room standing at window..

Swara: ur work is done?

( Said lying arshit carefully on bed)

It's good only, u know what maa was saying that, tell u to let some work remain for tomorrow,what's the need to finish it today.. ( laughs).. but it's true ,sometime u act like workoholic husband..

But she get confused as Sanskar wasn't saying anything..

Swara: Sanskar???

No answer.....

Swara: Sanskar... Are u listening? Wait have u put on earphones.. I will kill u Sanskar... Here I m saying something and u...

Saying this she goes to him and jerk him, making him turned around only to get shocked to see his teary eyes.

Swara: Sanskar... ? What happened? ( Touching his face)

Sanskar said nothing... He take out his hand from back and look at it. Swara sees it and get shocked to see her diary with him..

He look at her eyes to get answer.. but she couldn't do anything accept looking at him..

Swara: San.. Sanskar..? Ho..how u got this..?

Flashback:

When Sanskar come in Swara room and sees Swara immersed in reading but as she heard his voice, she get alert and immediately closed her diary.. her face expression was scared.. and it didn't go unnoticed by him.. but still she behave casual. It didn't took time to guess she was lying and her denial to give that book proved it. He knew she was hiding something.. then he saw that wrapper on bed. He asked her but again she lied but he remembered it , he had seen it when he took memory card. He didn't cared to see that.. as Swara said, he said okay.. he didn't tried to question her because she won't tell..

After they go downstairs, Swara go to help shomi.. Sanskar excuse himself from shekhar telling that he want to use washroom.. he slip to her room and open her drawer and took it out. He turn a page only to see his pic.. he get confused.. but he heard someone coming so he immediately hide it in his suit and go downstairs.. behaving normally..

After they come back, Sanskar got call. He talked and went to study but didn't do any office work..

He sat on sofa and take out her diary..

Sanskar:( monologue) hmm.. so Swara ,ur secrets are going to be out.. let's see what u have written..and my pic? It's my college time, how she got it..? Hmm..

He turned page..

" Love, the most special feeling.. I can't say what I m feeling right now, what's happening to me.. I can't even express it to anyone.. because I m mute.. actually I can tell it to baba but how..? I know I m open with him and he understands me well but still.. love thing?? I m feeling hesitated.. so I m writing it..

Sanskar smiled confusingly.. and turned page.

I saw him today in college.. it's my first day and as I entered inside I see him..

Sanskar was getting jealous..

( Monologue) Swara loved someone in her college..? She never told? I m feeling jealous.. If he is still alive I will kill him.. but let me know his name..

" I always get scared with fight, I don't understand why people fight? but when I see him, oh my God, he was beating a boy harshly with punches.. his friend trying to stop him..

" How dare u trying to molest her??"

I look at the girl who was behind him crying..

" She think u as ur brother and u.. I will make sure u get resticated...!!"

That boy was pleading to leave him and he said sorry to the girl.. but he said." She won't forgive u.., ria, u have to punish him.., do it!!

" DO IT RIA".. he shouted Making that girl ria come in her sense..

She gathered some courage and slapped him hardly , continuously till she felt powerless..

He warned that guy and throw him on floor then go from there with his friends and that girl.

I was astonished to see him.. he seems to be angry young man type. I think anger is always on in his tip of nose.. but I don't know what it was, I felt sudden attraction toward him... And then I find myself watching his every activity.. it's weird na?

As Sanskar was reading it. He was getting confused.. ria was his friend and he fought for her... What if.....?? He continues reading turning page...

" I don't even know his name but feel something different toward him what I never felt for anyone.. , what's this? I don't know... Today I came to know his name.. " SANSKAR"...

His heart skip a beat when he read his name..

" But at the same time I came to know that he is already in love with some girl " Kavita". It pained in my heart.. I was confused because i thought it's just infatuation but now think, it's not.. I am forced to admit that I fell in love with him.. I can lie to world but how can I lie to myself.. but still I could never stop myself from admiring him.. his win, his celebration, his laugh, his smile, his sadness everything. I see him everyday.. hiding from him. He don't even know me, that any " Swara Gadodia" exist.. who love him with no hope.. and I will never say this to him, not anyone.. why should I say? I'm just a mute girl and he is a perfect guy.. and secondly he have a girlfriend . He loves her a lot.. so confession is not for me..

I will live with this truth that my first love left incomplete and unconfessed..

Days passed but my feelings didn't change a bit. Infact my love increases more and more.. I never felt any jealousy with Kavita because I know Sanskar love her.. and she is his happiness and I m happy in his happiness.

Finally ,today is last day of my college.. and last day, I will see him.. I never had anyone close to me accept baba.. but Sanskar became important part of my life.. I don't even know, will I ever forget him? May be no, or I don't want to forget him because he is most beautiful and special part.. , the day come to end and I saw him for the last time with a sad smile on my face..

That's my love story...

" Incomplete and unconfessed...."

The diary came to end.. Sanskar closed his eyes and take a deep sigh.. he open his eyes that was teary and red. How can she love him so much with no hope? He was thinking about all her words written in diary.. he can actually feel her love.. his happiness was always her priority.. how can someone so selfless to love like that.. it's true that he never knew about her existence in college or may be he was too blind to see her.. she always loved him..

He come out of study and was passing by ap room only to see her happily talking to ap. He look at her for some time then he go to room. He was lost in thinking about her love , their life.. when she come in room..

Flashback end....

Sanskar ( teary eye) why Swara? Why didn't you ever say this? How can you love me so much even after I hurt u so much not once but so many times... And u r still here with me... and still u were hiding this reality from me? Why didn't u told me ? Why u wanted to keep it hidden.. why? Who gave u right? How can someone love like this?

Swara: Sanskar....it's nothing .. leave it na..

Sanskar: Swara.. I need answer!!

Swara: This is just .. just past Sanskar.. let it be..

Sanskar: past? Did u forget it? Did u forget to love me? No.. then which past Swara..? It's not past. It's part of ur life that u always kept hidden in ur heart..

Swara: because I didn't want to disclose it. I didn't want to say it to anyone.. once I was scared to share this to anyone.. I never confessed u because i believed that I won't get ur love.. I was different from u.. ur world was different and I felt my dumbness as my weakness and why would u have loved me ... U were already with Kavita that time.. and when I was going to get married to u.. I was happy and hoped for happiness only to get destroyed.. but then also u came in my life.. I didn't wanted to go through the same pain Sanskar so I never told u.. I let it go.. because now u r with me.. I don't want anything.. u love me.. and that's what matters for me.. I can live with it rest of my life..

Sanskar, my feelings for u were always in my heart and I was scared to say.. buy when u started love me.. I forget other things..

Sanskar: no Swara, it's not that easy.. why are u still with me? I hurt u alot Swara.. I called u selfish and what not!! To the girl who always sacrificed everything for me.. for my happiness.. and loved me selflessly..

Swara: that's only I didn't want to Sanskar.. I didn't wanted you to know because I thought u will again feel guilty.. I didn't want that.. u were always feeling guilty that u hurt me but if u would have known all this.. I didn't want to see u like this.. Sanskar, what happened if I got u after so much time, at least my love is not incomplete.. ur with me.. love is not everyone's destiny but I feel myself lucky that I got my love..

Swara says making him understand looking into his eyes.. she cup his face gently.. her eyes also started betraying but she hold it and say everything.

Sanskar: ( hold her hand in his) why didn't u came in my life before only..? Why Kavita came in my life ? Why not u?

Swara: if I would have come earlier in ur life how would have arshit came in our life? Sanskar, whatever happens, it's only for good.. and I don't have any complaint to anyone,not even to God that I didn't got u before but when I got u in my life ,I got more than my happiness.. in form of arshit.. what more can I ask for. Your love is enough for me to live my whole life... The way u made me feel.. the way u care.. I feel special.. what can I more wish for?

No one's life is perfect, if it has happiness then problems too.. we both have gone through problem but finally got our happiness then we should think about happiness not something which hurt us in past.

But then also, if I ask something,will u give it to me?

Sanskar: even it's my life..

Swara: thats only I want .. I want ur life Not for this birth but for every birth, I want u as my husband, My soulmate.. in every birth your life should be mine And mine will be yours.. can u promise me this?

Sanskar: Swara.. what?

Swara: look into my Sanskar , do I look sad even a bit? No right? Because I m not.. I m very happy.. because u r in my life... I just want this promise nothing else..

( Said to with a smile)

Sanskar: I will promise but just answer me one thing? Why do u love me so much?

Swara:( smiled) if I would have known the answer then I would have definitely answered it.. I had no reason to love u but yeah one thing I can say that there's nothing if you're not with me.

Sanskar gently hold her face looking into her eyes and say: I don't know if I will ever love u the way u do...

Swara: u already do..

Sanskar: may be or may be not.. but I assure and promise u Mrs. Sanskar Maheshwari that i owe my whole life to u and in my every birth u r going to be my life.. no one else.. you're just mine and I m urs.

Saying this he leans toward her.. Swara closed her eyes in anticipation.. and within a moment she shivers with sudden contact of his lips on hers.. he kissed her passionately, his hand move to her back head and ruffle her hair.. she let her hand move on his chest , moving toward his neck , losing herself in sensous kiss , feeling weak on her knees only to get hold by him and pulled toward him through beer waist.. she was responding but he was dominating ,she smiled but she never tried to win over him and let him do it happily.

After few minutes, Sanskar break the kiss.. both were breathing heavily.. he joined his forhead lovingly with hers...

Sanskar:( breathe uneven but confess) I ... I .. love u Swara..

Swara:I love u too Sanskar...

She threw herself in his arms and hugged him tightly, he wrapped his arms around her and respond equally..

Screen freeze on swasan hugging each other closing their eyes... A beautiful smile playing on his lips , she move his hand on his back while he nuzzle in her hair..

To be continued......

Two more parts to go.....

That's all for today's update.. will be back soon with next part..