(i cant believe its been so long since ive written anything it wont be great since im just getting back into the mojo but i will do my best)

Sprat... That idiot... thinking that i need him.. or do i?...

I cant think anymore.. it hurts to much...

I don't want to go out tonight... but for his sake its better if i go...

he still so broken... and when he finds out she's in town... i don't want another episode... after this mornings i cant handle another...

they are starting to take it all out of me.... trying to hid them... its becoming to hard...

i .. i hope after she leaves... they will stop.. but shes been here for a few weeks now.. they haven't shown signs fro slowing down... or stopping...

"What are you after?" I scream to my self.

she wont hear me.. but its killing me on the inside... she has no reason to be here...

shes not gonna get him... i don't what her motive is...

UGH... i feel another coming..... this needs to end... i don't know where to go anymore.... no mater how far away we are she finds a way... to.. to find us...

shes crazy... no matter.. no matter what we do... we cant.. cant.. escape...

why cant you just leave him alone... he doesn't ... need you...

you never did anything for him.. or anyone... sold everything.. took everything.. do anything... anything to get it.. get it... only for your self...

couldn't do anything.. for any.. one.. not even for those who did... anything for you.............

you chose getting high over anything... i cant help.. but feel.. sorry... gave up on us for it all...

Sprat.. im sorry... im sorry i cant help you right now... you need it.. more then i do... i want to be the one to hurt you either... i need you here with me...

it feels like im losing grip on what real... its all a blur anymore.. Sprat.. i need you too...

shes after you... stay strong for the both.. of us.. cause i don't know.. how much longer.. i.. can ...i.. it....

"Jake!" Sprats voice call from down the hall..

Oh boy.. not ... again...

"Jake are you okay?!" his concerned voice is the last thing i hear......

"JAK.........."

-blackness-