Already, more than a month pass since she is living in Namjoon's house as he brought her with him after that incident.

Y/n is physically present with Namjoon but, mentally she wants Jungkook, no matter what she says, her heart still beats for him.

She understand that at least she needs to give him chance to explain himself.

Namjoon is already mad on Jungkook and he is not allowing him to meet her.

Daily Jungkook calls and ask namjoon to let him meet her once but, he never listened to him.

Deep inside he knows that Jungkook love her truly but, he is testing him more to see if he'll give up on her or not;

because as per information Jungkook is the type of man who doesn't involve in love and all those types of things. He is cold personality, who keep the thing called 'love' under his shoe.

And Namjoon want to see how much he can do to get her back. He also knows y/n also loves him so much just, she told him many time about it but now she is silent too.

She just do her work and silently go back to her room.

On the other hand, Jungkook already stopped going to his office. Assistant Han, Hoseok and all, are handling his of all the work & his security.

He just locked himself inside the house and cries lot, even his physical condition is also not good as he start getting thin and pale. His body is weak to point where, he is not able to feel anything.

"where is jungkook?" hoseok ask hurriedly to the maid, "Mister jeon is in his bedroom" she reply.

He quickly run upstairs towards his room and open the door only to witness the scene in front of his eyes which he feared of the most.

There he is; in the dark room with lights turn off. laying flat on his back looking at ceiling blankly while hugging the picture of her.

Nothing just, hot tears drip down from his eyes one by one, drop by drop, without even breaking the flow.

Hoseok shift his gaze around the room and everything is mess up; his room is dark, few bottles of alcohol are rolling around the room.

Everything is shattered into pieces including his large TV, mirror, flower vases and almost everything was just mess up.

Hoseok felt nothing but a pang in his heart to see the worst condition of his best friend he have ever seen in his entire life.

He knows whatever jungkook had done was wrong but now whatever he is facing is worst! jungkook regret it, he regret each and everything he did to her.

He want to apologize and beg for her to come back but;

Jungkook has no hope left, without her he just become like lifeless person but, not dead. Yet.

Each day he wakes up and wants her so badly that his bones shakes so much that they feel like they're going to break, he keeps waiting for a call or text or a sign from god that never come.

He want to hold her tightly in his arms and whispers all the sorry's of the world to her, he wants to clear out all the misunderstanding in between both of them.

He want to hold her and never let her go until his heart is beating, he wants to whisper all the beautiful things in her ears so that she could know how much he loves her, adores her and, all of the above, how much he regret his life without her.

Seeing Jungkook's condition, hoseok wipe his tears off his eyes which he even doesn't realize when they formed.

Hoseok clear his throat to gain jungkook's attention but nothing he get in response. He is still laying there like lifeless body.

"jungkook" he call out his name but again nothing came in response except for a dry humm.

Hoseok sit beside him and wipe off jungkook's tears, widening his eyes he check his temperature "jungkook you're having high fever" he announce.

"let's go to hospital jungkook" he try to make him sit but jungkook didn't even move an inch, hoseok is getting worried about him.

"jungkook please come with me, I beg you please. Your condition will get worst" hoseok plead but all he just get in response is a faint chuckle.

"let me die hosoek, maybe my dead body will pay off the things I said to her. She was an angel, and I was a demon" jungkook reply.

Hoseok look away as now his heart start to clench seeing his condition. It's been more than a month since he is like this and now he can not take it anymore.

Hoseok knows if Jungkook didn't get to see her, he is sure that he'll die.

"jungkook please listen to me, if y/n would be here I know she won't be liking to see you like this" hoseok said, jungkook shake his head.

"No! I have done so wrong with her even though I knew I love her, I have feelings for her but, all I just did was to push them away and now when she left, I'm regretting my whole life here" jungkook whisper and start to cry his heart out.

Hoseok hug his burning body, jungkook hug him back while crying so badly "I-I want h-her hosoek, I-I'll d-die without her... please bring her back.. hosoek, I promise I won't say anything to her b-but just b-bring her b-back" jungkook plead, while sobbing badly in his hug.

"I promise, I won't even look at her if that's what she want. But, just please ask her to come back and live in this house with me.." he cry out.

"I just want to see her.. please, I beg you Hoseok.. Just bring her back" he sobs.

hoseok pat his back "I promise jungkook I will bring her back" hoseok assure, jungkook quickly pull away and look at him with red blood shot puffy eyes.

"h-how?" he ask, hoseok nod "but before that, do you know she cried over you. She cried for months for you?"

"I know" He replied, "Then why didn't you reach out to her? Why didn't you give her the closure she needs? She is your wife Jungkook, I even warned you before" He ask.

"BECAUSE I'M HURTING TOO!!" Jungkook shout. "Because I'm afraid that if I see her crying in front of me, I'll apologize and beg for her to come back! But I can't do that" His gaze drop.

"I can't hurt her anymore than I already have".

Hoseok goes totally silent, he don't know what to speak now. Jungkook's answer made him speechless.

He can see, he can feel how much hurt Jungkook is, even he is ready to die for y/n. What more?

"You want her or not?" Hoseok ask, Jungkook nod his head quickly "yes, I want her" he reply.

Hoseok sigh "first go and convince namjoon, tomorrow he is going to Amsterdam so you've to reach out to him, fast".

Namjoon is working in his office when his phone rang. He look at the caller's I'd , hosoek.

[ Yes hoseok? >

being a brat!are you blind

or what?! ]

[ What's the matter?

Hoseok >

of dying and you're asking

the matter? ]

[ What? >

It's really enough now,

did you see him? At

least give him chance

to explain himself,

everyone in the world

do mistakes but at least

give them one chance.. ]

[ And what about

my sister huh? >

carefully and tell me, is

she happy without him?

What about her

behaviour? Is it just same

as before marriage? Tell

me? ]

Namjoon goes silent for a minute as hoseok just burst out on him.

because you also know..

She love him!! He love her!!

Then, at least give him

chance to explain this and

clear out all the

misunderstandings ]

[ Okay, let him come.

I'll see about it >

Saying that he end the call and sigh.

After sometime, someone knock on the door. Namjoon ask to come in. Then, the door open revealing Jungkook.

Namjoon look at him but his eyes wide looking at Jungkook's condition.

His body is completely weak, his eyes are all red and puffy, his appearance is totally thin and pale.

Even, He is not able to believe his eyes that the person standing in front of him is Jeon Jungkook the only richest CEO of the Korea.

Who's name alone holds the power, authority and regulations.

Soon, He come back to reality when,

"N-namjoon.. I-I'm sorry... please let me meet my wife just for once. I'm begging you.. P-Please, I can't live without her.. Or else j-just kill me namjoon. I learn to live with her.. But, I forgot to live without.. her please.. namjoon, I love her so much.."

Jungkook cry out and join his both the hands in front of namjoon. Right now, he doesn't care about his personality or the position he holds, all he just want is 'his wife'.

Namjoon stand up from his chair and just hug him which jungkook was not expecting.

Jungkook startle on his position and hug him back. Namjoon pat his back as he cried on his shoulder.

"I understand. Don't worry I've forgiven you. I'll send her to you. Just don't cry. Now, I'm sure you both are made for each other but.." namjoon pause,

"But?" Jungkook ask, "what's with that contract?" Namjoon ask.

Jungkook sigh "yes, I accept that I made contract but trust me I never made it legal... I-I never send it to my lawyer" Jungkook admit.

Namjoon's eyes widen in shock "what?" He ask in disbelief, "yes, that contract is nothing... But just a piece of paper written by my, it's not legal" he explain.

"that means that divorce paper.. are illegal too?" He ask.

Jungkook sadly chuckle, "those papers are filed by my lawyer for my assistant as his wife and he wants divorce from each other but, that day I mistakenly throw those papers on her" a drop of tear left his eyes as he explain.

Namjoon didn't said anything but just hug him, "why didn't you told me about this before" he ask, "you never gave me chance to explain myself" he reply.

"It's okay but for now, you can not meet her" namjoon said, "what?" Jungkook ask.

"Yeah, she already left to Shanghai for meeting" he explain. Jungkook suck a sharp breath and close his eyes.

"I'll go there to meet there, Don't worry. This time I won't let her go".

"