Taking my breath, heart away, mind & soul away... There she Is, sleeping on my chest, in my embrace and here I am, busy in admiring her. My wife, my love, Jeon Y/n.

I'm holding her as much close as I can. I already lost her once and loosing her second time will be like, loosing my whole life.

I don't know why I pushed my feelings away and now, when I realized, I'm feeling like the most luckiest man alive on this earth.

Today, I'm so happy that I can't even describe my feelings in words. I'm regretting why I didn't accept her before?

I wasted almost seven months of my marriage, hurting & pushing her away! Why?

"Kook.." I snap back to reality as soon as she move on her spot and mumble in her sleep.

"yes baby, I'm here" assuring her, I kiss her forehead and pat her back.

"You're awake?" I ask in a low voice, she just humm in response with eye closed. I chuckle and hug her tightly while caressing her hairs.

Suddenly, she open her eyes wide and sit up quickly straight. She look around and then look at me while blinking and rubbing her eyes with the back of her hand few times.

"What happen baby?" I ask as I try to touch her hand but she just look at me, "that was real right? I-I'm n-not imagining y-you like always right? You're in front of me? Whatever happened was not a dream?? You're here for rea-"

Before she could proceed further, I pull her close to me and attach my lips with her before putting her hairs behind her ears.

I know she is shocked by the way she reacted.

I smile into the kiss as soon as her tense body relax on mine and pull me closer to her lips to deepen the kiss as much as she can.

My hands are securely lock behind her back in order to keep her closer to me.

After we both reach out of breath, we both pull away. I deeply looked into her eyes while caressing her cheeks with my thumb.

"yes, I'm here princess. For real. Nothing was dream, that was real baby. Everything was real" I assure and kisse her forehead.

She peck my lips and hug me, placing her head on my chest, she wrap her hands around my torso. I pull up the duvet to cover her more and pat her back.

"how're your cramps now?" I ask, "they're fine, I took painkillers in the morning" she reply.

I look at her "you know painkillers are harmful?" I ask.

She humm and look up at me, "I know but, I had no option left than consuming them. No one I got to share my personal pain with so, now I'm used to it" she admit and again put her head on my chest.

I start to feel regret as right now I want to just go back in time and make everything right.

I was really the worst, Jerk and asshole husband who doesn't even took care of his own wife.

But keeping those feelings aside I shake my head "throw them away, from now, you won't be needing those.." She again look up with confusion.

"..Because I'll be here with you, no matter what. I swear baby, I won't ever leave you in any situation of your life" I promise.

She smile "Me too and.." She move up and kiss me, wrapping her hands around my neck while pulling me closer "and?" I ask in between the kiss.

"I love you" she said and smile before pulling away, "I love you too" I reply back and peck her nose with a smile on my face.

"Wait, what's the time?" She ask, I look at my watch "it's 7 Pm" I reply. She nod and Suddenly, she close her eyes and open them back again, making me confuse.

"I want kiss?" I ask, "I already given you.." she reply "no, I'm talking about here"

I point towards my lips, she quickly peck my lips but I pull her closer to deepen the kiss without letting her go.

We pull away but, she remove my hands from her waist and rush inside the bathroom. I look at her confused, what happen to her suddenly? Was that her cramps?

I quickly stand up from the bed and knock on the bathroom's door, “baby.. What happen? Princess open the door.. Please.. tell me what's wrong? Love? Is it cramps?”

She did not reply but, I heard her mumbling something which is unable for me to hear. I was about to call her again but suddenly, she open the door little bit and peek through it.

“umm... Kook... Can you bring me something?” she said, “yeah sure baby, There's nothing to ask just tell me what do you want but, why are you peeking through it, is everything alright hmm?”

She goes silent for some seconds while looking down, she bite her lower lip as her whole face is red... I can easily see she is in pain.

“baby.. what happen tell me please? I'm getting worried babe.. Tell me”I request.

“c..can you... Please... Bri...bring p..pads fr.. from my b..bag I.. I need to c..change” I furrow my eyebrows as I understand the whole situation;

without saying anything I walk towards her bag which I already brought in my room before, and search for her pads.

Once I find them; I hand it to her, she lock the door. I know she gonna take time to come out till then, I quickly wear my black hoodie with pants and walk out of the room.

I ask location of nearby convience store from yuxi, as I don't know very much about Shanghai, and went there buy some things for my dear wifey, who is in pain.

I just payed my bill when a grandma behind me speak "these all things must be for your girlfriend right?" I smile and shake me head.

"no, these all are for my precious wife" I reply.

She smile "she is lucky to have a husband like you.. take care of her and yours too" I smile and nod my head in response.

Then, I lool at the watch and I quickly pick up all the bags and return back to my hotel room.

Just after a minute I enter the room, bathroom's door knob click open revealing y/n, who is looking so dull and weak.

She was wearing her plain white t-shirt with black pyjama.

I walk up to my cupboard and come back to her after picking up my warm hoodie.

She look at me confused, I kiss her forehead and made her wear my hoodie.

"sit here let me dry your hairs.. till then eat this" I make her sit on the the bed and hand her dark chocolate.

Y/n look at the bag and then me.

"did you went somewhere? And Wait what is this?" She ask, "Shh.. I know this pain is too much, If I could take this pain from you then, I would have done it but I can't so, these are for you to calm down hmm" I said.

"but koo--" I cut her off by attaching my lips onto her. She kiss me back and then, pull away "just relax hm".

I dried her hairs "wait here for ten mins, I'll be back after taking quick shower. Don't go anywhere just lay here, after that if you want, we'll have dinner here only okay?"

I said and lay her down on the bed and cover her with duvet. Kissing her forehead, cheeks and lip, I walk inside the bathroom.

She lay down on the bed after eating her chocolate. As she close her eyes, a sudden cramp hit her lower stomach which made her gasp due to harsh pain.

She press her both lips together and close her eyes while curling up onto to the bed.

'Why the painkillers has to stop working now?'

After some minutes Jungkook come back to the room after he take a bath as fast as he can. He already wear his sweatpants and tshirt, just drying his hairs.

Stepping inside the room his heart break into millions of pieces when he saw his loved one curle up on the bed, sobbing lightly while her face snuggle in the pillow.

He drop his towel, which he was using to dry his hairs, on the ground and rush towards her "no y/n, don't be like this baby".

Scooping her in his arms he turn her around and make her snuggle her face in his chest.

"shhh... Love relax hmm... See here look at me... Princess, Please look at me.. Tell me what happen? Hm?"

He ask while continuously patting her back to calm her down. She did not reply so, he slightly pull away and hold her chin to make her look into his eyes.

But, as soon as he look at her face, he feel like someone stab his heart with a sharp knife lot of times.

Right now, all he just wants to do is to take her all the pain away from her. He wants to be the one taking all the pain but, he can't!

He sit on the bed and rest his back on the headboard while he make her lay on his upper body, caressing her hairs & whispering sweet things in her ears to distract her away from the pain.

He kiss her all face and wipe off her all the tears which he never wants to see in her eyes,

“shhh... See I'm here my love”

“I know my princess is so strong... Relax hmm”

“I love you so much my baby”

“do you wants to watch a movie? Baby?”

A chuckle left his mouth watching she fall asleep in his arms. Her light snores are making him feel relax and calm.

Suddenly, her breath hitch which is enough for him to take it as indication that her cramps gonna come again.

He slowly slide his hands inside her hoodie and caress her bare stomach with his hands which make her feel more relax and comfortable.

Without waking her up, he slowly lay her down on the bed and stand up from the bed after kissing her cheeks and forehead.

He wear his t-shirt and ask his manager in Shanghai, to bring a heating pad immediately.

Within ten minutes, he got a heating pad. Jungkook again take her in his arms and lat down beside her.

Without disturbing her from sleep, he put the heating pad on her lower stomach and make her head rest on his chest.

Suddenly, his phone vibrate he look at the caller's I'd and pick up the call with sigh.

[ yes taehyung? >

why are you whispering? ]

[ Taehyung she is sleeping in

my arms, neither I can move

nor I want to wake her up, just

tell me what happen? >

Jeon fucking Jungkook, don't

tell me you're sleeping with some

w-- ]

[ Don't you fucking dare to

complete that sentence you

moron, I'm with y/n, My

wife >

alright between you both? ]

[ Yeah, I'll explain later to

you. For now, just tell me

why'd you called? She'll

surely wake up if I talk to

you longer >

about that you lost that project..

So, I was asking, are you coming

here for another deal with the

owner of Kang corporation? ]

Jungkook goes silent for a minute and look at y/n, who is sleeping peacefully in his embrace. He kiss her forehead and make a quick decision..

[ no, I'm not coming. She is

more important for me than

those fucking deals >

important for us Jungkook ]

[ I know just tell Jimin about

this, he'll help you and if he

ask you about me then, tell

him that y/n is not feeling

well so, I can't be there >

I'll tell him, take care of y/n

and yours too ]

[ yeah >

He end the call and look at the small girl who changed his whole life.

"I love you so much baby" he kiss her forehead, "forever" he pull her closer to his body, giving his warmth to her and caress her hairs.