Walking into arkham i was greeted with stares once again. There was no way this didnt have to do with the joker, because everytime the tension was thick it was based off of him. I told him if he didnt behave i wouldnt see him but clearly he didnt like that rule and wanted to play by his own.

"It took you long enough!" He growls angrily the minute i open the steel door and i glance at him from my seat.

"I told you two wee-"

"I dont like your rules and that was almost three weeks" he begins before sighing. "You know how bored i was?" He huffs but i roll my eyes clearly he wasnt use to being punished for his actions.

"Then leave, nobodys stopping you" i tell him crossing my arms leaning back in my uncomfortable seat and he snorts.

"Theres lots of people...people with guns-" and its my turn to cut him off, with a over dramatic eye roll.

"Oh puh-lease! if you wanted to leave you'd escape like all the other times you did, the guards are terrified of you and theres not a nurse who would dare get in your path, and to be frank with you i'd be happy" i tell him with a edge in my voice and he frowns like a child

"You know i dont like it when you have a attitude, youre very cold and distant" he drawls out with a glare but i ignore him. "Can you take this off?" He ask but i glare at him.

"No not everything is about you joker. Who cares if youre uncomfortable you whiny brat! Did you care that im being stared at like some science expirement, or theres rumors floating around and that i have to change my whole schedule because of you? No you dont youre a real pain in the ass who cares about nobody but yourself!" I snap breathing heavily and he sighs stretching his arms making the straight jacket fall off and im not even suprised.

"Why? Whyd you make me think it was on?! Whyd you threaten and hurt all the other psychiatrist? Whyd you break that boys arm that disrespected me? Whyd you kill the officer who keeps asking me out on dates? Hmm?" I ask feeling my blood rushing and the pencil cracks under the weight of my hand before i throw it on the floor putting my head in my hands.

"I didnt think youd be this upset, im trying to be good for you but your head is so far up your ass you cant see i did that to be...nice" he snaps back angrily and i groan. "I did all that stuff because i didnt want anybody to upset you or take your place as my doctor, are you really that much of an idiot?" He scoffs and i huff standing up so quick my seat falls back.

"Fuck you" i spit out before storming out the room and past the director who looks confused. "Im taking the rest of the day off" i snap continuing out the building until i get to my car and see bruce standing there with flowers which makes me groan even more. I was not in the mood for his lame apologies. Earlier today he had took me out to lunch to celebrate but basically belittled me saying i couldnt handle such a patient and for my safety get rid of him and save my mind from the damage.

"Not now bruce im having a terrible day, and besides i hate flowers" i snap getting in my car and speeding off. When i finally reach my apartment i peel all my clothes off, avoiding looking in the mirror at my body and dive under the covers and it isnt long until sleep takes over.

When i wake up its due to my growling stomach and i notice its pitch black in my apartment. Picking up my phone i see its 1am and i hum. What a perfect time for a midnight snack i think before slipping on a over sized tshirt im not exactly sure where it came from but it smelled good. Dragging my feet as i head to the kitchen i notice i left the small lamp in the living room on and smile happily glad that i did so i can see my path to the fridge when i freeze. When i came home it was day time so i had no need for light and for two, i went straight to bed. Turning towards the kitchen i see a pale body with green hair eating the hot wings i had ordered earlier.

"What the fuck are you doing j?!" I yelled and he looked at me and smiled.

"Well rise and shine to you too, doc" he grins after licking all his fingers and i get a tiny day dream of him licking each of fingers with a sexy smirk on his lips.

I shake my head to get rid of the image and the fact i called a psychopath sexy. Storming over to him i slap his hands away and growl when i see he ate them all.

"Youre such a fucking nuiscance" i grumble feeling my anger boiling and my skin burning. So many questions form and begin to make my head feel hazy and frustrated.

"Such language from such a sweet mouth!" He giggles pulling me closer to him "you mad at me doll? Ill be your friend" he teases pushing his face against mine and i feel like all the air is sucked out of my lungs. Images and scenes of him doing that begin flashing before my eyes like a movie. Him calling me doll and pushing his face againt mine it all felt like deja vu and i start seeing the familiar black dots and room shaking.

"Ashton?" Joker questioned and i looked up at him shocked i could hear his voice because usually i couldnt hear anyone elses. The colors started blending together before becomming a light shade of gray and fading into black.