Waking up in a california king size bed when i knew i was just on a metal table getting my brain electrified by the demented clown himself was incongruous. Listening to my surroundings i could hear people talking and laughing but it sounded far away, maybe downstairs. I could feel another presence in the room and really close. Opening my eyes i see a dark figure with a black and white mask on making me scream and grab the first thing i can grab, unfortunately a plump pillow, before throwing it at him. He lets out a muffled sound which sounds like a evil laugh while reaching his hands out but under the pillow i had hit him with was a gold gun with rubys and jewels incrusted into it, i quickly picked it up getting a tiny flash back of me shooting a fat man in the neck with it and i shooting the masked man i run out of the room.

"Ashton?" I hear jokers calm voice and feel his hand on my arm but i clumsily crash into his chest throwing my arms around him, momentarily forgetting what he did to me.

"J! I-i shot...i didnt-but he was hovering over me in my sleep and i got scared-" i ramble but he just smirks picking me up wraping my thighs around his waist and carrying me downstairs. The laughter dies down and with one look from joker they run out the living room thats attatched to a rather large and familiar kitchen.

"Ash its ok, im just mad i couldnt see you do it! You used my gun again? Doesnt it shoot perfectly?!" He smiles sitting us on the couch.what did he mean by again? That daydream i had...was it real? Was he there? Could it have been a memory instead of a daydream? No of course not.

"This is all your fault!" I yell shooting up off his lap and he snorts. "It is! You did something to me...messed up my head and i killed a man!i dont even feel bad!" I shouted at him but he smirked evily which ignited a fire in me. I begin swinging at him which he only found more amusing.

"This is all youre fucking fault" i say angrily which makes him grab at my hands but im somehow quicker and end up punching him roughly in his jaw which feels good to me obviously not him and i do it again before his hand finds its way to my throat and i fall to my knees. I most definately was not submissive but its like my body had a mind of its own. He lets out a approving purring sounds that sounds extremely similar to a jungle cat and my eyes meet his.

"Tsk tsk tsk you know for a little person you have so much fire power" he teases leaning in which makes me reciprocate until snickering breaks us apart.

"That was the most bipolar thing i have ever seen" a girls voice says and i hold the gun aimed at her head which makes her eyes widen. Her skin was pale and clear of blemishes with bright green eyes and strawberry blonde hair but i had no idea who she was so she was a threat. Easing closer to joker since i was more comfortable with him her jaw drops. "What the hell did you do to her?" She yells at him and he shrugs.

"I told you what i was doing and it got you out of arkham so shut up flower pot, go water some plants or something" he snarks rudely and i punch his shoulder earning a curt nod from the girl before she left slamming the door. Pushing jokers hand off my neck he pulls the gun out my hand but i pull it back.

"I like this...can i have it?" I ask softly and he smiles before shaking his head. "Please j i really reaaaally like it" i ask biting my lip which catches his attention.

"And what do i get in return?" He ask his eyes still on my lips flicking to my eyes at the last second and i scoff heading to the fridge. Im sure a man like this had plenty of guns letting me hold onto a pretty one while i was in his madhouse of henchmen wouldnt hurt, he did kidnap me after all. As i go to open the fridge his gun is pulled out of my hand and im forced to turn to him.

"Whyd you kidnap me?" I ask irritably my thoughts all over the place and hard to focus on one for to long. Probably a side effect of the electrotherapy. He took a step towards me and i took one back unable to keep eye contact, unable to breath properly.

"You scared of me?" He asked curiously. This was the same man that put electric rods up to my head and watched as i cried in fear trying to get away, watched as i begged and pleaded until i passed out. The same man who wrapped his hand around my throat so tight it left a bruise and had me struggling to breath. I just had one question.

"Why me joker?" I stutter still stairing at the floor. My hand went up to my neck rubbing where the fading bruise was and i shuffle backwards remembering who did it.

"I wanted to, youre fun doll and less annoying then those other doctors" he grins but i shake my head at him. How could he just be so careless and selfish. Only think about himself but if it was one thing i knew was even if he didnt have a plan he had a motive.

"No. Its not the reason, and youre lying to me joker! You only needed me for leverage to keep you safe in arkham because you knew i wouldnt tell on you or let them hurt you. You dont need me anymore so tell me the truth" i demand but he leans closer to me grabbing the juice out the fridge before drinking it out the container. "Seriously? Thats disgusting" i scowl walking away from him going to explore the rest of the house when one of his henchmen in goat mask come up to him with a piece of paper.

"The town needs my attention doll, we can chat later when i come back" he humms turning around to follow the goat guy. "Dont touch anything, dont go in my room and dont open the door for anyone" he yells back to me before i hear a door slam. My stomach growls and i rub it gently as i go to look for food but i find nothing except a box of gushers. I grab it and head upstairs back to the room i was in seeing the body was gone and i notice things i hadnt notices before. There was a tablet on the edge of the bed with a phone next to it, a calender with scribles all over it a black notepad and tshirts hanging out of the drawer. This definately was jokers room and i was definately about to snoop through all of his stuff.

~2 hours later~

Laying in the bed i press the phone against my ear listening to it ring twice before its answered. That was fast. "Hello doll i see youve been snooping, you miss me? Couldnt go hours without hearing my voice" he teases before his loud laughter is ringing through.

"Fuck you, ok?" I snap irritably and he purrs.

"Mmm one day ill be between those smoothe brown legs of yours but daddys busy right now" he says and i hear a groan in the backround. What the hell was he doing? The undeniable sound of gunshots go off and i hear jokers laugh. "Gotta go ba-" he begins but i groan

"J im hungry! And i want hotwings the boneless kind with extra hot sauce oh and fries and a sausage pizza" i tell him and he's quiet for a second as gunshots keep going off. What if he got shot? "Jo-" i begin but im cut off by his growl.

"Yeah got it got it got it, bye" he snaps hanging up and i scoff unlocking the phone to text him.

😘😘😘it was the kissy emojis and i dont know if i should shoot him or laugh because thats not something i thought he'd ever use.

I reply back with the middle finger emojis which he sends a smirk emoji with 3 tounge emojis and the water emoji. Rolling my eyes at his perverted ways i cant help the small grin.

i text him getting up and headed to the bathroom to take a shower because who knows how long ive been knocked out.

After stepping out the steamy shower i lotion my body and slide on a pair of underwear i kept in my purse one of jokers t shirts and walk back to the room. Smiling when i see the food bags and pizza on the bed i run in opening the box and begin eating.

"Hey ashton i-" joker says walking in the room but stops when he sees me shoving the pizza in my mouth. By the smirk on his face i know nothing i want to hear is going to come out his mouth so i glare in which he understands. He comes over taking a slice when i glare at him.

"Are you serious?!" I snap angrily but he gives me an annoyed look with a scoff.

"Are you serious?! Im taking one slice you have 20 boneless wing large fries and a large sausage pizza which i also havent heard thank you for" he huffs trying to make me feel bad which works slightly and i sigh before a smirk grows and i cough all over the pizza so he cant have any more. "And you call me disgusting? Well i guess neither of us are eating pizza" he shruggs picking up the whole box and throwing it out the window. Was he...did he just...was that...

"Youre so dramatic!" I yell angrily feeling rage take over my body. Why was i so angry about a damn pizza when i had all this other food.

"Not until you say thanks but since you seem like youre having a hard time using your words you can give me a kiss" he teases and i begin to shove him out which isnt as easy because hes so heavy.

"Geez what the hell do you eat?" I ask rhetorically but his response makes me wish i hadnt.

"It could be you..," he trails off and i know hes smirking and just teasing but my hands become sweaty.

"I wish youd stop flirting with me" i fake gag much to his amusement.

"Oh you use to love it" he says finally walking out and closing the door leaving me confused. What was that suppouse to mean? Ignoring it i plop onto the bed with a lost appetite. This psycho really threw my pizza out the window.