[Sleep isn't sleep anymore,

it's escape.

But only for a short time because..

escaping from issues isn't a good option,

so I will drive myself mentally crazy.

Without realising though, because basic needs is something for losers, I'm perfect.

I'm not childish..

maybe only for a short time.

Only 4 hours peace won't affect me.

Since searching for a safe place is for losers.

But who thought that instead of dreaming about my own

different kind of perfect world in bed,

I would zone out, like those mentally ill losers.

It's my way of escaping, without realising.

I'm the perfection.

I'm the loser.]

(Will be often changed but I wanna post something from my 6 drafts)