Hey, sorry for just disappearing the other day or for ... multiple days

Kind of had to process

Well, I'll give you this, you're a skilled hider, avoiding me in DMs and real life

Yeah, I'm pretty good at that, not just a pretty face, you know?

I am sorry though, I kind of freaked out. It's been an odd couple of months, I've been fighting for Em and it's all so confusing 😔

Confusing how?

Because we've got so much closer and I don't know, I might kind of ... like you a bit but I feel like I'm betraying her. We never broke up, she just stopped remembering me and I never got closure or anything, just a new battle to fight

I understand Dorcas, I'm not trying to compare my struggles to yours but I understand. I felt like I never got closure on Sirius either mainly because it was always ambiguous to start with, it's hard but I like you too

We can take it slow though or do nothing if you prefer. Obviously, you know what I would prefer but I don't want to rush you

Maybe we could just do something lowkey? I don't want a big showy, ridiculously psychological first date like Remus and Mary, just something small 😊

Okay. How about after everyone's asleep, we sneak onto the roof and watch the stars under a blanket? That sound sweet but also lowkey enough?

I think that would be perfect 👌

Thank you for being so understanding of me and Em, it can't be easy and I think people are getting tired of it ❤️

Thank you for being so understanding of me too and not disregarding my feelings too ❤️