warnings~ graphic detail of self harm, depression, blood, suicide.

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You had been feeling down since day 1. From the first traumatic incident to the next, it never seemed to stop until you met the love of your life, Tony. He was the light at the end of the tunnel for you, he helped with your depression and fight with suicide and self harm. You did weekly wrist and thigh checks with Tony to make sure there were no new marks and if there weren't he would take you out to dinner as a well done for not relapsing.

One day you were spending a lot of time in yours and Tony's room. He got worried that it might be a bad day or falling back into your dark place. He was working in the lab when he got a message from Friday saying "sir, y/n seems to be in distress and losing blood." Tony froze; fear, shock, horror came to his mind he dropped whatever he was doing and ran as fast as he could to your bedroom. The bedroom door wasn't locked, he rushed in to see no one in there.

Tony-"y/n?! y/n?!" There was panic in his voice, chocking on the tears he realised that the bathroom door was locked. He could hear you sobbing in the bathroom.

Tony-"y/n? darling, please let me in I'm begging you." You don't listen to him and then he breaks down the door to see you slicing your arms and thighs with a blade. Panicking, he runs over and takes the blade out of your hand and throws it.

"i-im so sorry." He looks at you then at your arms then pulls you into a tight hug, crying with you.

Tony-"please don't do that again I can help you, I love you to much to lose you and please if you have an urge come to me ok?" You nod and bury your head into his chest. He lifts up your chin so your looking at him and then kisses you lightly on the lips.

Tony-"why don't we get you cleaned up?" You nod, he gets up then picks you up and puts you on the counter.

"I love you baby." You slide your hands behind his neck and pull him in for a kiss.

Tony-" I love you to but I need to clean you up." You nod and after he cleans and bandages your arms and thighs he picks you up and you both cuddle and watch a movie together.