LET-OFF

No not again, we're swimming in a sea change

Trying to beat a hasty retreat I'm stuck from the past

Where you glided and slipped up from my hands

To grip on the arms of incisive minds

I'm a forlorn ragged doll left on the corner

I chose to be insensible than feeling sober

And dry as a dust, the way we'd been a damp squib

Such bolt from the blue where you changed horses in midstream

I though I had it all

But you're on the other side of the wall

That I kept on breaking

I'd never asked for something more

than just the way we'd used to be

That I kept on dreaming

I thought it's better to just let it go

This hope against hope

I know I can do so much more

Scrounging a let-off up

I'm in this chamber filled with the souls of words like goodnight

But I don't mind if they prefer to die tonight

Meeting you halfway wearing a sarcastic smile

No you'll never know what's floating inside

I'm a princess of pretense if I'll say you're nonsense

To tell you the truth would make me shameless

You're a let-down beauty but don't speak to me

I might be entice to stare at those eyes to where I don't want to be

I'm a cold mess

That you'd never pressed

On what you have started

Desires departed

Good girl meets frail boy

You are such a coy

Went to the curve line

That made us undefined