TAEHYUNG POV.

I posted new post and tear left my eye. I don't know why am I even crying. Maybe because I fell in love that much that it's hurting to not be with person whom you love.

I guess that my destiny is to not be happy and to not have anyone with whom I will spend rest of the my life.

I stood up from the bench where I was sitting for the past few hours and slowly started walking towards my house.

My phone started to ring, I looked at phone and saw Jin hyung calling me. As phone stopped I saw a lot of missing calls and messages from Jungkook, just then Jungkook again called me.

After him Jimin and Woozi called me too and then Jungkook again few times. I didn't answered to any of them.

I wanted to be alone but now I'm thinking do I really want to be alone or I want to certain someone pull me in his embrace and keep me there forever, never letting go of me.

I didn't even realized when I came to my house. I unlocked door and came inside, closing the door behind me. I walked into my room and throw myself on the bed and finally broke into tears.

I don't really know why am I crying, I know that just hurts. It hurts so bad and I don't know why.

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NEXT DAY - TAEHYUNG POV. -

I woke up and found myself lying on my bed in clothes from yesterday. I fall in sleep due to crying. Ughh, I stood up and left in the bathroom.

I'm looking so bad, my eyes are red and puffy due all of crying yesterday. I did my morning routine and put other clothes on myself.

After breakfast I picked my things and left to my work. I didn't wanted to go on front door so I left on the back door and quietly came inside of the coffee shop.

I sighed as nobody was there. I heard Jin hyung talking with Jimin and Woozi but there are some other voices too. Probably their lovers.

I sighed then placed my things in my locker and prepared myself for work. After that I left to meet my hyungs.

As I came there I was expecting them to be happy but they was sad and talking with sad tone, still not seeing me.

G-good morning. - I said.

They all looked at me and I saw that someone is missing what made my heart ache even more.

Tae! - They said as I only smiled at them a little but that smile fastly dissapeared.

Suddenly 2 strong arms was wrapped around my waist from behind, hugging me tightly, head on my shoulder.

Kookie...

K-Kookie ---- - I started but was cutted off.

I was so worried about you, you know. I was calling you and messaging you but you didn't answered to me. Why?? - He said with his broken voice.

Tae you two go in the kitchen and talk there. - Jin hyung said and I nodded then we left in the kitchen.

As we came in the kitchen silent is only thing that you can hear.

Kookie... - I again started but he cutted me off one more time.

Why??? I was really so worried. I thought that something happened to you. - He said then again hugged me from the back.

What did I do?? I hurted him. Fuck you Taehyung. - I thought.

I released his grip on me then turned around to face him. He looked at me, his eyes was red and puffy as mine.

I- I'm sorry. - I said, not knowing what to say more then sorry.

Why did you do that?? - He asked.

I'm sorry, I didn't meant to hurt you. - I said.

But you did Tae. - He said Tae, not muffin but Tae.

Did you get enough of me?? Is it that what is it problem here?? - He asked on what I widened my eyes and immediately shaking my head as no.

I can't never have enough of you Kookie. - I said.

Then why did you do that? - He asked.

I don't know how to explain this to you. - I said as I looked away only him to make me to look at him again.

You can explain to me how you want. - He said making me to only nod at him.

So I said to you that our hyungs are with each other and you was so happy because of them same as me. I really was happy and I'm still happy because of them but kinda I was feeling sad. After I asked you do you love me and you said yes. And then I was about to ask you something but you got a message and left. - I said.

I felt hurt and I thought that you had some more important things to do so because of that you left. - I added.

So because of that you did all of this? - He asked.

Yes and I'm so sorry for making you worried about me. - I said as I was looking at his eyes.

If you are really sorry you will not do something like this ever again. - He said and just then I felt his lips placed onto mine.

My arms immediately found their way around his neck and his arms wrapped around my waist pulling me closer to him.

Our lips moving in sync, like 2 missed puzzles.

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TIME SKIP - TAEHYUNG POV. -

I still can't believe what happened today's morning. Kookie is finally mine and I'm finally his. I can't describe how much I was happy when he asked me to be his boyfriend.

I still feel bad for what I did yesterday but he said that is all a past now.

I was cleaning a last table today as I heard my name being called.

Taeee!!! Come here! - Jin hyung called me. I cleaned the table then left to hyung.

What is it hyung? - I asked as I sat down for the table with Jin hyung.

Can we talk? - Jin hyung asked me and I immediately nodded, waiting for him to start.

I'm practically like your other mom or dad. I was with you when you left alone. Me and other saved you and was always there for you loving you and caring about you. - Hyung said tears leaving his eyes.

Hyung... - I started but he cutted me off.

Wait, let me finish it. - He said and I just nodded.

I don't know do you think of me just as your friend but I'm thinking of you as my child. I'm not that much older then you but you was always my little baby. - He continued, trying to control his tears.

Yesterday, when you didn't picked any of our calls and didn't answered any of our messages I was dead worried. I had a feeling like someone pulled my heart out of my body. Maybe I'm not showing that much because I'm trying to act strong but you means so much to me Tae. - Hyung said.

I thought that something happened to you. I thought that you tryed to do that again what you tryed to do 4 years ago. - He said as I started crying too.

I stood up and came closer to him and hugged him tightly.

I'm so sorry, I'm sorry for making you worried. I just wanted to be alone. - I said.

I promised to myself that I will not try to do that again after you saved me. You was the one who calmed me and who said to me that life is to precious to be wasted. That day you reminded me on my mom, she said the same thing to me. From that day I started to think of you as my eomma. - I said.

Whenever I said hyung to you, in myself I said eomma. I always wanted to say eomma to you but I thought that you wouldn't like that. - I said while still crying.

Ohh baby, shh it's okay now. Let's stop crying now. - He said and we stopped crying and continued to hugging and talking until I had to go to my house.

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TIME SKIP (AGAIN) - TAEHYUNG POV. -

I just walked into the house when I got a message. I opened my phone and smile made his way on my face.

𝐊𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐞: Hey muffin 💞

𝐌𝐞: Hey Kookie 💖

𝐊𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐞: Are you home?

𝐌𝐞: Yes, I just came from work. I mean my work finished at 2 PM but I was talking with Jin hyung.

𝐊𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐞: Okey then please open the door for me.

I read the message but not answering and opened the door. As I opened the door Jungkook came inside, closing the door behind him then pulled me in the hug.

I hugged him back and we stayed in that position for few minutes before then I pulled away from hug and looked at him.

How was your work? - I asked. He moved his mask and his hat then smiled.

It was okay. - He said then kissed me.

What was that for? - I asked.

I missed you. Today I was working on one special song. - He said as I just nodded.

Are you hungry? - I asked.

A little bit. - He said.

Let's go to cook then. - I said and dragged him in the kitchen.

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IN THE KITCHEN - TAEHYUNG POV. -

First, take off that jacket. You will be more comfortable. - I said.

I would love you to take that off for me please. - He said and came closer with smirk on his face.

Yahh you pervert. - I said then took off his jacket.

We started cooking some meals while we was talking and laughing and with time on time he would steal a kisses from me.

Let me help you with that. - He said as he stood behind me, his hands on mine holding the knife and vegetables.

Thank you. - I said.

After everything was done, I putted everything on the table with a little his help. We sat down and started eating.

This is so delicious. - He said.

Well we made it. - I said and giggled a bit. After dinner I left to the kitchen to do dishes.

Just as I did dishes I felt 2 strong arms around my waist. Jungkook turned me around then picked me up and placed on the coutner, he between my legs.

Kookie, let me down. - I said.

No this is better position for kiss. - He said and attached our lips together.

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𝐭𝐚𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐞

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𝐭𝐚𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐞 You was, you are and you will be my safe place ❤️🌏

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𝐣𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐞_𝐰𝐰𝐡 Aaaaaaa my babies looks so cute 🥰🥰 congratulation one more time 💖

𝐣𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐞_ Aiiiiii I'm so happy for both of you 💞💞💞

𝐰𝐨𝐨𝐳𝐢_ Uwu congratulations 💕💕💕

𝐣𝐤𝐬_𝐰𝐢𝐟𝐞 Ughhh finally you will stop with drolling over Jungkook 🥺🥺

𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬_𝐛𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐲 I love you so much muffin ❤️❤️❤️

𝐣𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐞_𝐰𝐰𝐡 @𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬_𝐛𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐲 when did you made account??

𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬_𝐛𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐲 @𝐣𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐞_𝐰𝐰𝐡 just now hyung 😌

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