So like me, I'm sure you are grieving over the last book, and I've found that music has really helped me. I want to share some songs that helped me, and took me a long time to find. There will be a categories, then the songs, and there explanation.

•Songs that remind me of Rowan

Doin' Fine- Lauren Alaina

•This song is country, so if you don't like country that fine, but this song is about a girl trying to recover from a painful experience and realizing she isn't fine, but will be. It reminds me of Rowan every time.

Angel On Fire- Halsey

•This song is about a girl remembering her 'glory' days, or the days when she was happy, battling her inner demons, and realizing she's a completely different person now. I really love this song and always think of Rowan when I hear it, but this is one of those songs that you might not agree with if you don't listen carefully.

Revolution-UNSECRET

•This song is pretty self explanatory. It's about a revolution! But it's a really powerful, beautiful song. I always imagine it from Rowan's POV.

Fool- The Sweeplings

•This song is about a very tough woman speaking of past trauma. This song always reminds me of Ro.

Breathin'- Ariana Grande

•This song is about a woman dealing with Anxiety, and past trauma.

Broken Ones- Jacquie

•This song is so inspiring! It talks about hurt, broken, people. IDK!!!! Just in general it is such a beautiful song. I think of all the Rebels after the war.

Home- Machine Gun Kelly

•This song has some parts I don't like but in general speaks of trying to find a safe place to be accepted, and dealing with loneliness. I think those are both things Rowan struggles with.

Bad At Love- Halsey

•This song reminds me of Rowan because it speaks of loving men and a women, which is a topic I can't find many songs on. Also it speaks of having difficulty succeeding in a relationship and Rowan has definitely felt discouraged in relationships at times. Must I quote the book? Didn't think so.

Somebody Else- VÉRITÉ

•This song was not originally by them but that's the version I listen to. It's about a girl being conflicted about an ex moving on. She doesn't want to date them, but she doesn't want them to move on. Whoever Rowan would have chose, had she lived a normal life, this song would have described how she was feeling about the person she let go.

Strangers- Halsey

•This song is about two girls, who love one another, but are having problems. One of the girls are suspected to have another lover (Lachlan who?) The two girls struggle with wether their relationship is worth fighting for or was just an act of loneliness.

Girls Like Girls- Hayley Kiyoko

•This song is about a girl falling for another girl. All of Hayley Kiyoko's love songs are about girls, since she's lesbian, so if you need to listen to a song about girl on girl relationships to remind you of Lark and Ro, she's your girl.

She Loves Control- Camila Cabello

•This song is a song about a very powerful woman who has complete control. I honestly love it and it reminds me of Yarrow.

Woman Like Me- Little Mix

•This song is again about a very powerful, in charge, woman. As you can't tell, I think Yarrow is a very badass woman.

Blow Your Mind(Mwah)- Dua Lipa

•Very badass, independent, woman. I always thought that if The Eden series was ever made onto a movie this song should be the opening song to Elites.

Safe Inside- James Arthur

•This song might sound like a love song but it actually isn't. It was actually written by the singer about his protectiveness for his little sister. I think Rowan feels that way for Ash.

When I'm Gone- Joey + Rory

•This song is an old country song, so you probably won't like it, I admit I didn't like it at first either. But when you listen to the lyrics it is so good! It's about a dead woman speaking to her lover saying, "it's going to hurt for a while. But one day you'll be okay." This song reminds me of Rowan and Lachlan's relationship after the third book. This song has brought me comfort because it taught me how Lachlan could love Rowan forever, but still be happy, even when she's gone.

New Man- Ed Sheeran

•Lol. This song is so funny, so catchy, I honestly love it. It's about a guy dealing with his ex and her new boyfriend. This reminds me of Lachlan watching Yarrow at the parties, seeing how changed she was, being angry at her and the guys she danced with. This song is really funny, totally recommend. He's basically making fun of her new boyfriend.

Guillotine- Jon Bellion

•This song reminds me of Lachlan POV. It reminds me how he wants to protect her, and make a life with her, for forever.

Friends Don't- Maddie&Tae

•This song is about two in love people who need to stop acting like they're just friends.

Forest Fire- Brighten

•OKAY! I finished Rebels Of Eden almost on the dot at 2:00 am Saturday night/ Sunday morning on 10/7/18. I woke up at 5:00am, literally sobbing over the book. I put on this song that I had found the night before and listened to it on loop because it reminded me of Lachlan pain at the end. I can't listen to this song anymore because I associate it with that feeling of loss. This song reminds me of Lachlan and Rowan, and will always. It's about a man loosing his significant other. It's such a beautiful song.

Dangerously- Charlie Puth

•This song has reminded me of Rowan and Lachlan for a long time. I always imagine the second verse being in Lachlan POV. It just does. It's about someone being a wreck after a breakup, but I imagine death, given there situation.

Where's My Love- SYML

•This song reminds me of Lachlan's pain at the end of the series again. This is also a very good song, expect it's too slow sometimes for me, IDK.

Seventeen- Taylor Acorn

•Reminds me of Rowan and Lach. It's country which I know many don't like.

FOOLS-Troye Sivan

•Reminds me a lot of Row and Lach. It's such a pretty song!

All I Want- Kodaline

•THIS SONG! This I think is the most ultimate Lachlan song. This song was like made for Lachlan after Rebels Of Eden!!!!

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