Slowly, come to my life, slowly!

"BUT THEN.."

"But then what aadi?"

"But then that shyam came into your life,firstly I did not know why were you close to him,I did a background search on him and found that he lives your locality,I knew you were helping him with studies and all,but I cant help it,I grew mad day by day,earlier your care and affection was only for me,but now I felt it was shifting".

"And never to foget those awkward moments I faced when your talking to the guy shyam, then your friends just used to pop in and say, "you guys would make a really cute couple" and all,I was scared that you will shift to him,I finally lost it when the day I saw him hugging you,I went and drank until I was not in my senses...Then I realised you're my better half. Without you, I won't be complete. I never understood poeple would ever say "she's the one" or "I know I want to spend the rest of my life with her", but now, being with you, I've finally realized why.

I thought to give you a wedding of elaborate elegance,filled with flowers and friends. But then I just wanted to make you mine by hook or crook and moreover I was not in my senses".

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"But then I over heard your phone conversation with your friend appu....

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"That minute angel,my heart broke,I was just learning how to trust people,and I felt like you decieved me..I'm broken. My life feels broken.When you get hurt by the one you living for,Pain can make you wanna love no more,Loving you no more,...........I just I cant I couldn't love you anymore more,It hurts when we've been loyal to someone and they betray us..

My desire to love and be loved was met with cruelty.

I was Scorned and torn, those words were like daggers that penetrated beyond target to pierce my heart and turned me into a cold monster,Hence I started torturing you".

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"You know angel,Even I tortured you I could not stop loving you and forget you,when ever I heard someone whisper your name, but when I turned around to see who it was, I was alone. Then I realized that it was my heart telling me that I miss you

Do you know that I used to stay awake, just to see you?Watch your smile while you are sleeping,....While you're far away and dreaming....I could stay lost in this moment forever,I used to kiss you goodnight and good morning with out you knowing"

"What made you change aadi?I mean to trust me again?"

"Angel do you remember your graduation cermony?"

"Yes aadi"

"Angel,I happened to hear your conversation..

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"I dragged you from there...all the way to our home,I was thinking whether to trust you again or not...I thought to have a heart to heart conversation with you once we reach home"

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"Angel that was the best night of my life,I still had some doubts regarding that promise you made...for what and to whom??!!! I thought we would discuss it the next day,But imagine my shock,When I woke up and found you no where,I searched for you until I went mad".

"In time all things grow old and weak, but my love for you only grew stronger and better with every second of every day.

When I saw you I was afraid to meet you,

When I met you I was afraid to know you,

When I knew you I was afraid to love you,

Now I love you and I'm afraid to lose you!

You taught me how to love; you taught me how to live; you taught me how to laugh; you taught me how to cry, but when you left, you forgot to teach me how to forget you",Then I started to search for you and got to know you visited your parents before you left.

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Finally...I covered all most of the past,Ohh god!This chapter was so hard to write,....But there is some mystery more...what led tara to commit suicide?You will know it in next chap...this story is coming to an end...still 3 or 4 chapters more!!!

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