𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀𝐘.

december 4th.

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"And then you'll get it, get it, hit it, hit it, flip it, flip, flit it you make me say oh! oh!" I stood in the mirror dancing around, rubbing my belly in circles.

Despite the conversation Isaiah and I had last night it wasn't going to bring my mood down. I woke up in such great spirits. Nothing was going to ruin today period. My music was being interrupted from the constant dings coming from my phone.

TWO RECIPIENTS

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i think you need to talk to Izzy.

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he isn't headed down the right path..

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seen him today and caught him doing some kind of drug. not sure what it was but, i caught him with the needle in his arm. i don't know how long he's been doing this... maybe if he sees you he could stop.

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seriously??? wtf man.

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what do you want me to do?? i'm scared myself now! ughhh.

DELIVERED

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i don't know but there must be something you can think of. you're my only hope.

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i'll think of something..

DELIVERED

With this information she just flat out gave to me I didn't know what to do. There was nothing in my head that was clicking. What was his reasons in doing thisNothing used to be wrong with him. I don't know what's going on and I don't know what happened within those two months. I was shocked and confused at the same time. Taking a deep breathe I threw my phone to the bed and exited my room.

Jordan and my father were in the kitchen talking about whatever. Thankfully, I hadn't walked all the way in yet so they didn't notice me. I crochet down as best as I could and listened to the conversation they were having.

"Are you sure you know what your doingI don't even want to be a father there's still things out there that I want to do." Jordan angrily spoke.

Nasir shrugged, leaning against the kitchen counter. "Well that's too bad son. I don't want my angel near that sorry excuse of a man. He isn't even a man — that boy. If anything she should be with you, with you that baby can be raised the correct way."

"See that's exactly what I don't want to participate in this whole scheme you set. This isn't fair to Domonique, it's her life let her chose who she wants to be with. I mean it's already chosen, when I was talking to her about him last night she got real emotional. She loves that boy, Nas."

"If you want to back out of it then that's fine. I'll get rid of him the easy way."

Jordan shook his head. "I'll get back to you on my decision but from now on I'm chilling and just thinking."

I should've known my father had something up his sleeve. Things were too calm around here anyways. I completely lost my balance and ended up falling onto the floor, catching their attention.

Jordan rushed over to me and helped me up. "Domonique are you okay"

I nodded. "I'm fine. I slipped forgot to put some shoes on, can't be walking around in nothing but socks."

Nasir nodded. "Mhm, so you say. Why don't you get out of the house today and get some fresh air. It'd be good for you since you won't be attending school for a while."

"Sure thing, pops. Have a nice rest of the day." I fake smiled before turning around and walking back down the hall into my room.

I closed the door behind me and sat on my bed. Once again I grabbed my phone and entered Isaiah's new number into my phone. "Alright, you can do this. Just say what you have to say." I told myself as I typed everything into the message box along with a picture.

TWO RECIPIENTS

hey, it's domonique. i know i probably went off on you last night but, it's only because you really hurt me emotionally and physically. i have nothing but love for you and i always will. there's nothing in this world that would ever change that. ion know what went on with you in those past two months but whatever it was... i need you to stop it. this baby needs a father and it will have one. i don't want it to grow up with some drug addicted parent like i did, it's not fun at all. your SO much better than this. this whole drug thing you have going on can mess up the rap career you are starting for yourself. well i hope your starting it and stop selling, please. i don't want you to end up dead either. i love you and i need you here... WE need you here.

ONE ATTACHMENT

text me back when you get this message or call me or something. 💙

DELIVERED

I hadn't noticed that tears were starting to fall down my cheeks as I was typing. For this one moment I'm willing to start fresh with him. No, I still don't fully trust him but I want to start again. We need to make things right. Everything is so off right now. I'm hoping and praying whatever journey we're about to go on leads us in the right path.

𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐃𝐎𝐌𝐎

dearra, andimlourdes

𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐃𝐎𝐌𝐎: can u imagine it. ✨

𝙺𝙸𝙽𝙶𝙹𝙾𝚁𝙳𝙰𝙽you're beautiful. 😍

𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐃𝐎𝐌𝐎: @𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚓𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚊𝚗 💚

𝙱𝙰𝙽𝙳𝙷𝚄𝙽𝚃𝙰𝙸𝚉𝚉𝚈just come back to me...

𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐃𝐎𝐌𝐎: @𝚋𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚑𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚊_𝚒𝚣𝚣𝚢 you never lost me. we just have to work on things. 😘

𝙲𝙰𝙿𝚁𝙸𝚂𝚄𝙽^^ there's something getting back together and i'm here for it. ALSO, pls come back to compton!! I MISS YOU!!

𝙸𝚁𝚁𝙴𝙻𝙴𝚅𝙰𝙽𝚃𝙷𝟶𝟹alexis and tiara be hating on you for no reason bro.

𝙳𝙴𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙸𝙰𝚁𝙰...that's not ur man tho. lol sorry i only share with A L E X I S !

Why would Tiara have the audacity to comment some shit? I haven't forgot about her ass and the shit she did. Isaiah should know better than to be fucking with her and Alexis ass. If he doesn't then this who fixing stuff can be canceled for sure.

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To say today was going great was an understatement. Domonique's text came through at the same exact time I finally signed to Republic. I didn't get a chance to read it though. That was first on my list to do once I was got back to the hotel. I was actually in San Diego but, I didn't think it would be right for me just to pop up on her out the blue. As I was making my way out of the building I seen a familiar face. Amir. Now we haven't seen each other since those last couple of fights. I still wasn't on good terms with him though.

Surprisingly he walked up to me. "Yo, IzzyYou know Domonique father out"

"Yeah, whyAnd why you talking to me bro"

"Watch your back, that nigga ain't right. You better get Domonique and lay low somewhere. That's if you want to stay wit' her at least. TalkingWe ain't talking I was just letting you know wassup."

I nodded slowly, confused as fuck. "Aight. I'll remember this. Thanks for the warning bro."

He walked way afterwards and shit was just awkward. Why would I need to be scared of her father forHe ain't nothing to be scared about. If he wants to go to war for Domonique then that's exactly what it's going to be. I ain't never scared of nothing and nobody.

here y'all gospoiled asses. 🙄