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jungkook was home as he just finished packing his clothes and some of necessary things making the driver deliver all of it in his newly renovated house.

jeno is doing the same thing and it's actually making their heart break hearing their mother cry on her room because of them both moving out because of the same reason.

as he was done, he finally took a look at his room letting out a deep sigh. he's going to leave this house for good to start and be with his own family.

he's nervous, scared and all. this is not a joke, they're going to have another life on the way and he needs to be responsible and face all the obligation as the head of family.

jungkook then finally went out of his room stopping at his younger brother, he slowly opened the door slightly shaking his head as he saw him staring blankly at the blank cold wall.

he actually thought that jeno's coping up too well with what's happening but as he stared at him longer, he could see how deep his every sigh was, the fear in his eyes and how he looks very much exhausted.

"jeno..."

the younger looked up at him letting out a faint smile. jungkook then sat next to his brother tapping his shoulders.

"is there something wrong, hm?"

jeno let out a small slightly shaking his head as he smirked fiddling with his fingers.

"how can you take this all lightly, hyung? i.. i know you're eighteen and all but that's still young."

jungkook let out a small laugh looking up and shutting his eyes closed, his heart wavering.

"i am not taking this lightly, jeno. i am nervous, scared and everything that you're feeling. i just dont want to dwell on it that much. it already happened and besides," jungkook shrugged his shoulders, "by how everything is going between us and seokjin. i'd look like a fool if i wont accept all of this." he said.

"jeno, it's hard, yes. for us. but the only problem that we have right now is our age. it its hard for us then how about our partners who's carrying the baby?"

jeno let out a shaky breathe, biting his lower lips and shaking his head as a tear fell out from his eyes.

jungkook's face contorted feeling as if somene's piercing through his heart seeing his younger brother silently crying like this, the brother that he loves so much.

by the way jeno is trying so hard to supress his tears and how he looks so bothered, he could tell that he's under a lot of pressure.

"i get it hyung, i was just.. just," his lips quivered as his tears continuously roll down his eyes, "jimin's not getting any better. have you seen his face? it seems like he's getting paler and weaker."

"i just dont know what to do. i am so nervous for him and our baby." jeno said wiping his tears away.

jungkook let out a tight-lipped smile, he ruffled his brother's hair.

"i know you can do it. you just have to be a little bit more stronger." jungkook said trying to lighten up the mood.

they talked for awhile before he finally went out of jeno's room, seokjin is still in his own house as the maid that his mother send for them was still unpacking everythig so that jin wouldnt be stressed out because of all the unorganized things.

jungkook stood infront of his parent's room feeling his heart breaking into tiny little pieces hearing his mother cry.

he's not stupid. he knows that behind the good advices with stern and strict voice both his parents wasnt very happy that their sons are going to have their own family.

jungkook let out a deep sigh shutting his eyes closed as he finally opened the door flashing his biggest bunny smile that his mother really loves.

"oh, kookie." she immediately looked away to wipe her tears and smiled at her son after.

no, jungkook wants her to cry and let all those bottled feelings out than knowing that she's having a hard time concealing what she feels because in the end, she still cares a lot about them.

jungkook let out a tight-lipped smile as he knelt down infront of his mother who's eyes were widened.

he reached out for his mother's both hands kissing the back of it for a couple of times which made taeyeon, his mother, let out a shaky breathe.

"mom, im sorry, sorry," jungkook couldnt hold it in anymore as he bursted out in tears, "sorry for hurting you like this, mom." he cried.

taeyon was indeed shocked, she couldnt remember the las time jungkook cried infront of her like this.

no matter what the reason behind is, when her son is crying that's all he could think about, her son is crying. so she worriedly cupped jungkook's cheeks gently wiping his tears away.

"n.. no, no. im fine, jungkook-ah, your mom's fine," she let out a smile with a shaky breathe she kissed the tip of his nose, "dont worry about me, im alright, hm?" she said.

her husband is already giving their sons the cold treatment and she knows that they need a parent while handling this situation and she's ready to set aside everything for both jeno and jungkook.

"you're sad, right?" jungkook asked.

taeyeon then let out a small laugh, she pulled her son into a tight hug kissing his temples for a couple of times.

"yes, im sad but that's all. having the both of you move out this early is really hard for me..."

taeyon swallowed hard pulling away kissing her son's cheeks before staring at him right in the eye.

"but jungkook, remember that you wont stop being our son, right?" taeyeon caressed his cheeks, "as much as you wont stop being jeno's older brother, hm?"

jungkook vigorously nods his head pulling his mother into a tight hug. this time he didnt bother holding it in, as he buried his face on his mother's neck he bursted out in tears crying so hard.

taeyeon is a one loving and caring mother. she's always so selfless when it comes to the both of them.

she never thought that she'll have a child as the doctor warned her that it would be quiet difficult and even impossible for her to get pregant which made her sad and lonely.

that's why when she found out that she's pregnant with jungkook even though she's in the peak of her career, getting all the recognition and continuously climbing up and getting all the things that she once dreamt about— she gave all of that up.

having jungkook and soon after jeno, it made her so happy. she tried searching for the empty feeling and the sadness that she might feel after leaving everything behind but she couldnt find any.

she was indeed the happiest whenever she's next to her sons, that's why she just focused on them. she listened to their stories, did homeworks with them and shared their dreams with one another.

that's why having them move out like this makes her so emotional, her lovely sons are having their own family.

it made his mother's heart broke. she can see that jungkook is serious with seokjin, she knows that they love each other. that's why she's wishing for that love to last for their child.

taeyeon caressed his son's back in circular motion, "go to seokjin, baby. you have to take good care of him, okay?" she said.

jungkook nods his head kissing his mother's cheeks for a couple of times finding it hard to get out of the room. getting out ot this house means owning up to his responsibilities and obligations.

he's no longer the jeon jungkook who can buy luxurious things that he doesnt even need, no longer the boy who can drink and party all night.

he needs to set aside everything that makes him happy before and put jin and their child as his top priority.

"i can do it," jungkook whispered all to himself, "i have to..."