"I'm never gone be okay." I mumbled while looking at pictures of Dthang. "I'm so sorry bro."

It's been a week since all this shit happened and my mama wasted no time planning the funeral, tomorrow was the day.

"Mook you breaking my heart man." Kirah said.

"We ain't never see you or Durk like this g." Booka said. "Shit make me wanna kill sum I ain't gone lie."

"They took my heart from me-" I started before getting cut off by the sensation of wanting to throw up.

Soon as I ran to the bathroom all the girls came right behind me closing the door.

"You pregnant ain't you." Jada said holding my hair for me as I threw up.

"I knew it." India said. "You been real nice lately, bitches only nice when they pregnant. Literally."

"How far along Briann?" Kirah asked me rubbing my back.

"4 months." I mumbled flushing the toilet and going over to the sink so I can brush my teeth. "I just found out when I went to the doctor yesterday."

"You not even showing so it's no way you wouldn't have even peeped." Kayla said while I was brushing my teeth.

"This shit is crazy." Kirah said. "Von know?"

"Nope." I said wiping my mouth off. "Not yet atleast."

"Thankfully I'm healthy after drinking that much that night and my two alright."

"It's twins? Again?" Jada asked and I nodded.

"Whew."

"Two girls again." I said.

"Wow this really is crazy." Asia said.

"Everything really do happen for a reason."

"Strong coochie ass girl." I heard from outside the door and knew it was nobody other than Booka nosey ass.

"You is nosey g damn." Kirah said swinging the door open.

"I wasn't even intentionally listening this time g cause first of all I been knew." He said. "I had to pee and Mook sickly pregnant ass was taking too long."

"Boy fuck you." I said as we all walked out the bathroom.

"You good bae?" Von said soon as I walked back up.

"You might as well tell him now bookie." Kayla said.

"Tell me what?"

"Right tell him what?" Durk said like boy.

"Boy mind yours." India said.

"Yea can we talk." I said walking over to one of our downstairs rooms.

"Wassup?" He said. "You being suspicious g."

"I'm pregnant." I said right away. "And it's twins again."

"Damn my soldiers be marching like a bitch." He said smirking.

"What's so crazy is Thang asked if you was pregnant a while back and I said hell naw."

"That childish ass nigga jinxed me with two." I said laughing. "It's two girls again as well."

My last gender reveal with the twins damn ne traumatized me so I just found out the genders at my appointment, I was never having one again.

"We 6 kids in g." He said including True.

"I'm done after this shit." I said. "You getting snipped."

"Girl no the fuck I'm not." He said. "You having my babies long as we married, ion care if we 10 in g."

And to know him was to know he was dead ass serious.

"I love you." I said laughing wrapping my arms around his waist.

"I love you too girl." He said kissing me on my forehead. "Forever."

*

"Bottoms up bitches." Booka said walking up with a bottle. "Thang this for you bitch."

"It's 9 o'clock in the morning Booka." Jada said.

"Girl I don't care." He said necking the bottle.

"Im getting drunk for my brotha."

"Aye don't do too much g." Durk said. "I need you almost as sober as possible."

"After the funeral it's that."

I knew exactly what that meant too, somebody was finna be hurting just like we were.

"Love come here." I said going over to the corner and looking at my niece whom was Dthang's freshly 15 year old daughter.

"It's okay to cry you know that right t?" I said looking at her.

"Why this have to happen to me?" Was all she said before she hugged me tightly and started crying in my chest. "Tt I don't wanna be here no more."

"My daddy was my whole world tt I don't know what to do."

This just crushed me.

"Love Dior. I don't wanna hear them words out yo mouth ever again g." Durk said meaning he heard her. "Never."

"I'm sorry but Uncle I just wanna be with my daddy." She said hiccuping through every word.

"This shit make me wanna kill something now fuck later." Durk said pacing back and forth.

"Just calm down t." I said rubbing her back.

"Breathe and just keep hugging me."

We had to be at the church in another hour but I wasn't leaving nowhere til my fucking niece was straight.

"What happened?" Booka said and soon everybody else came over here.

"Niggas got my niece feeling like she don't wanna be here no more g." Durk said and I could tell he was pissed more than what he was showing.

"Shouldn't no kid have to feel like this dude damn."

"Love baby." Kirah said rubbing her back.

"We love you niecey." Jada said giving her a hug from behind.

"Right we love you Lovey." Jaylee' said hugging her big cousin.

"Real bad." Journee said making me shake my head, I really gotta stop talking around her.

"I love y'all too." She said pulling away from me to bend down and hug the twins.

"Me too!" Mir said making everybody laugh.

"You too Mir." She said giving him a hug.

*

An hour into the funeral and I was all cried out, I was ready to go home and go to sleep. I was officially physically and mentally drained on top of being pregnant.

"T." Love said squeezing my hand looking directly at the casket. "M-my d-daddy."

"Come on." I said immediately standing up I knew a bad ass panic attack from anywhere.

"Mommy where you going?" Journee whispered making me shake my head cause girl.

"You got it?" Von asked me and I nodded. "I got the kids bae, go head."

"My chest hurt T." She said crying and shaking her head.

"Booka stand up so we can get up." I said pushing her in front of me. "Go."

"You need one of us out here?" He asked as he stood up and I shook my head.

"I got it."

"Come on Love." I said now beside her so I could walk her out the Church.

"Breathe in and out, don't look at nobody." I said as we quickly walked down the aisle.

"Auntie." She said breaking down again once we were outside. "I can't do this."

"Listen here." I said standing in front of her so I can fix her hair. "Breathe."

She was at the bridge of hyperventilating and I wasn't having it.

"Good." I said once I noticed her chest stopped heaving up and down how it was.

"You a Banks t." I said reminding her. "Hard times don't last."

"You sound just like my daddy." She said laughing and wiping her eyes.

"You want some water." I asked her and she nodded.

"Yea." She said quietly now that she was calm.

"Here." I said giving her water in a cup from one of them dispensers. "We can go back in whenever you ready."

"If you don't wanna go back in there at all that's okay too. You ain't gotta do nothing you don't wanna do T."

"We can go back in." She said taking a deep breathe before grabbing my hand.

"You sure?" I asked and she nodded.

*

"I love funeral food I be forgetting who the fuck died." Booka said sitting down with his plate.

"G." Durk said shaking his head. "Thang would've been laughing like a mf off that."

"Right." Kirah said. "The only nigga I know who entertain Booka ignorant ass."

"Damn it's 3 pregnant people at this table." Booka said making me scrunch my face up.

"I count me and India, who the third?" I asked.

"Watch it be something dumb."

"Kirah." He simply said. "Her ass ovulating so I shot the club up last night. I shall be getting my baby in 9 months."

"I-" I said before just shutting up and eating my food.

"Bro I know you ain't trap me." Kirah said.

"He definitely did sis." Von said laughing.

"Just how I got Mook ass now it's twins."

"Man who side twins run on?" Durk asked.

"Cause ain't no way you just keep having twins g."

"Get y'all assess up and turn my son up the right way." My mama said. "Ain't no more sad shit tonight we get drunk!!!!"

"Grandma please be so forreal." Bella said shaking her head.

"Right what mama said." Booka said. "We send everybody else the right way wit Dthang. We doing him the same way, no more sad shit."

"That's right baby." My mama said taking his hand and I know they asses was finna take shots.

Like girl are you my mama or friend? Gotta love her though.

An hour later this building was packed through the roof and it was just O'block & 600 here not including our family.

"Gang in this bitch" The speaker blasted.

"Gang in this bitch, nigga."

"I'm a gorilla in a fucking coupe finna pull up to the zoo, nigga." We all yelled over the speakers.

"Who nigga, who the fuck is you? I don't know nigga!" Durk rapped in my camera soon being joined by the guys.

"No nigga. Pull up on yo block we gone blow nigga." Kirah rapped hopping infront of everybody.

"Go nigga! Run nigga, run for the po nigga!" I yelled from behind the camera still recording.

"Aye what he say?" Von said coming outta nowhere with a mic.

"Gas what I smoke nigga!!" Everybody yelled.

I stopped recording to post the video on my Instagram story.

"Hand me the mic bae." I said to Von and he gave it to me.

"Aye cut the music real quick." I spoke into the mic waiting for the DJ to stop playing the music.

"Everybody shut up my auntie tryna speak." Lo yelled making it go quiet.

"Y'all showed up and showed the fuck out for my brother." I said. "I can't drink cause my ass pregnant but get drunk for me y'all."

"Girl." My mama said.

"Oh yea and Do it for Dthang." I said making everybody go crazy.

"Let me say something." Booka said making everybody yell 'no' in unison.

"Y'all ass be hating on me g I swear."

"Aye we gotta go." Durk said and I turned towards Von.

"Stay safe." I said holding my pinky out.

"Always girl you know ya man." He said locking his pinky w mine before he kissed me.

"Love yall." He said to our kids and rubbed my belly. "Y'all too."

"Bye daddy where ever you going." Jaylee' said and then walked away.

"Come straight home after y'all done handling this shit bro." I said making him laugh.

"Alright bae I got you."

*

I'm thinking bout splitting up part 2 into 2 parts. The first half the continuation (5 remaining chapters) bout Mook and them. & Then the second half (10 chapters.) focusing on the kids but mainly the twins Jaylee' and Journee.

-b