He grabbed my face and was kissing me roughly.

"Stop" I whispered, pushing him away lightly. He kept kissing me so I pushed him once again, a little rougher. "Eric."

He stopped and moved his hands to my waist:" You're mad."

I shook my head:" No, I'm not mad. I'm just.. I don't know. Confused. I can't forget about what happened.."

"Yes, okay. So, I have a wife. Does that change anything between us?" I don't like his tone.

I looked at him, surprised:" Are you joking? Of course it does. I mean, I have never been with a married man before. And it may not mean anything to you but, I do have some kind of respect for marriage and I-"

"Okay, then" he moved his hands away, obviously not very happy with my answer. The colour of his eyes instantly changes, from that warm look he was giving me before, now his gaze was cold and somehow he seemed alienated.

"Well if you're giving up on this so quickly, I'm okay with that as well." I cross my arms, feeling so irrelevant. I didn't expect he'll beg me to keep whatever we have but, damn. Was I so easy to replace?

His gaze relaxed a little:" I'm not giving up. I just don't want us to create some kind of distance between us. Alice and I are sexually not active right now and I-" " It doesn't seem that way." I cut him off quickly.

"But we aren't. We do talk about it but once it comes to sex, I just"- he pauses and nerviously fixes his hair:" I can't get hard. For a few years now, I can't get my dick hard for her."