"Sure" I said while taking a bite of my toast.

It was slightly burnt, but I buttered it up so much that it was fine.

"There are some things you need to know before we can send you off"

"Ok"

"This camp is an all boys camp. The reason for it is so there won't be any focus on relationships or sex."

I looked up at him and mom.

"Alright" I said before taking another bite of my toast

«You'll stay there for one month"

"One month?! I'll be away from home for a whole month??"

"Yes, we are not taking any chances"

I'll be there for a whole month. Away from my parents, and Jisung? No way. I don't even know who's attending the camp.

"There will be many teenagers there that you can become friends with Felix. Don't worry." My dad said. "Just remember to not tell anybody about why we sent you."

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Today is the day, I'm leaving everything behind for a dumb bible camp.

I can't believe I'm staying there for so long. I'm not even allowed a phone to call home.

I'm gonna miss Jisung so bad.

"Did you pack everything?" My mom said

I nodded and put my bag in the car. I brought some casual clothes, hoodies and jeans. I also brought my makeup bag. I'm sure i won't be the only one wearing makeup. It's pretty common to wear some. I'll try to cut out the eyeshadow from my makeup routine tho.

I brought a toothbrush and a water bottle. I really wanted to bring my phone, or at least my Nintendo switch, but I couldn't. My dad watched my every move when packing.

I got in the backseat and waited for my dad to drive. I smiled and waved to my mom. She waved back without smiling.

I had already called Jisung this morning to say goodbye. The last thing he told me was "Be social, make friends".

I'll try my best to make some friends at the camp. I'm just a bit scared they'll find out why I'm there. I practiced some answers to give people if they asked me.

1. I'm here cause my parents can't take care of me.

2. I just love god so much, that's why I'm here.

3. My parents left me here while they went to my rich uncle in Bahamas to buy me a new lambo.

4. I just want friends.

I thought hard about which answer I should give people.I decided to go with number 3.

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"Buckle up!" My dad belted. -"were there in two hours, be patient. I'll turn on the radio"

I got a granola bar from my pocket, and started munching on it. One of my favorite songs were playing on the radio; Something in the way by nirvana. I used to listen to it when baking brownies with my mom years ago.

Back then everything was perfect. I miss being called their angel. I had a perfect relationship with my family. We went for hikes every other day just to be together.

I can't wait to go back to normal. I will be normal when i come back from the camp.

The song changed to 'the unforgiven' by Metallica. I like that song. I looked out of the window and thought about the good old days. I was friends with everyone. Me and Jisung had fun without doing something bad, or illegal. Everything was perfect until I fell in love.

I fell in love with Wooyoung. The badass dude from my class. We were friends, but he was super anti-religion. My parents didn't want me to be around him, but I was in love. I wanted to do anything for him. He didn't know i liked him at the time. Nobody did. He's the reason I started doing dumb shit.

I won't forgive myself for sinning. I had enough of it.