I opened the door to our room. I knew Hyunjin would be there. Me and Kai had been walking for a while, and it was already pretty late. Almost everyone were in their rooms.

The first thing i saw when i walked in was indeed Hyunjin. He was sitting in his bed playing on what looked like a DS or something. We immediately made eye contact as soon as he saw me. Electronic things weren't allowed in the camp. I had no idea he sneaked in a DS.

The whole setting felt awkward, so I had to break the silence.

"Is that a DS?" I asked him before opening my bag and pulling out my pyjamas trying to seem as casual as I could.

I don't know what I was expecting him to say. I didn't even know if he would answer me. He hadn't said a word since he found out.

"Yeah" He said

"Sneaked it in?" I questioned him

"Why do you care?" He said rather annoyed.

I didn't say anything for the rest of the night. I didn't see the purpose in talking to him if he was like this. I simply got ready for bed, and fell asleep. I would have to force myself to let go, and accept the fact that he won't ever respect me after hearing the news.

____

Three days later

I'm still being ignored by Hyunjin every day. I've started to get used to it. I'm just glad not everyone on the camp knows about it. If it ever gets spread around the whole camp I'd be done.

I'm hanging with Kai everyday. We eat together, team up whenever we're going in pairs, and we're definitely pretty good friends by now. Having him by my side helps me forget about everything else happening. The boys still glare at me if I walk past them or look over at them, but I try not to care much.

Kai actually tried teaching me how to get better at drawing. To be honest I don't see any progress, but according to Kai, I'm almost at Van Gogh's level.

Neither me or Kai cares about the Bible classes. I'm still christian, but damn those classes are boring.

Even tho I slowly started feeling better after the situation, I couldn't help but think about Jisung. Part of me missed him, and part of me wanted to kick him in the face. If it wasn't for him, I'd still be friends with all the boys. But I guess he didn't know what he was doing. For all I know he could be giving Jeongin even more tea about me to read.

Hyunjins POV

Felix is finally leaving me alone.

The group was better without him anyways. I don't know how I didn't take the hint that he was gay. I mean. He's a coward, his hair is blonde, he wears lots of makeup, and he blushed.

When Jeongin first told me, I didn't believe him. Why would a gay person be in a this camp? They don't belong here.

I was so suprised when Felix confirmed it.

I bet him and that other blonde dude he hangs out with all the time have a thing for eachother. I know the other guy knows about it. He was literally sitting right beside Felix. There's no way he didn't hear it.

It's so weird sharing a room with someone who's gay. What's even weirder is that apparently, he had a thing for me. My brain hasn't really comprehended it yet. Actually, yesterday I almost forgot everything, and for a second I was about to excitingly tell Felix that I beat the last level in my Mario game.

I don't know how I sometimes forget that we're not friends anymore.

It's kinda sad to not have anyone to talk to before falling asleep. It's almost like an abandoned feeling. But i guess anything's better than talking to someone who's gay.

_

"See you tomorrow" Seungmin said before he and Jeongin walked to where their room was.

The time was 21:40, and everyone in the camp were going back to their rooms to sleep.

"I feel sorry for you, having to share a room with Lix" Beomhan said chuckling.

I nodded and smiled

-" yeah. It's not easy." I said

I started walking to the room. When I opened the door, I heard Felix taking a shower.

Wtf, why's he showering so late? Does he think he's the only one in here? I need to get ready for bed too.

I knocked aggressively on the door, and the water turned off immediately.

"Why are you in the shower now?! Get done quick" I said from the other side of the door.

He didn't reply. All he did was turn the water back on. He was in there for like ten more minutes. I was pissed off.

When Felix finally walked out the door and the bathroom was ready, he completely ignored me.

I was hoping for, like, a sorry maybe? Or at least eye contact, but he acted like I wasn't there. Why's he so moody all of a sudden? Is he acting tuff or something? Cause it doesn't work.