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Even though Hyunjin was happy that he'd gotten a fun interaction with Felix again, he was still unsure. He knew it was wrong of him to be cool with someone who's into guys, but he really liked having Felix as a friend.

If we'd dig deep into Hyunjins brain and heart we'd notice one of the reasons he was scared. He was scared of catching feelings. Wether he's noticed it or not is still a mystery, but we know one thing for sure. That tiny little hint of feelings could grow, and Hyunjin wouldn't be happy if he ever noticed them.

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"I still can't believe you got rejected by Felix yesterday" Beomhan said laughing

We were eating dinner and talking about the party last night. Rewinding all the dares we did.

"It was a dare" I said annoyed

"And you still managed to get rejected?" He jeered.

"Get over it" I said

The food we had for dinner today was casserole plus one slice of leftover pizza from the party. We all tried our best to get one of the bigger slices. The one I got was pretty big, but it was the veggie pizza, so it wasn't as good.

"Let's go outside" Changbin said, and so we did.

The weather outside was super hot, and It felt like I was burning as soon as I stepped foot out. I had thick black hair, so I'd always get super warm whenever the sun was out.

"Fuuck, it's so hot" I said, making a fan movement with my hands.

"Yeah dude" Seungmin agreed

"No way I'm surviving in this heat." I complained. -"I'm going inside"

"Yo wait" Changbin stopped me

He pointed over to the sea where there was a group of people chilling in the water.

"That looks so refreshing, come on" Changbin begged.

I looked down at my clothes. I wasn't wearing anything expensive.

"Alright, I'm in. Who's joining us?" I asked

They all seemed to like the idea.

"Last one with their whole body in the water is gay!" Beomhan practically screamed as he started sprinting.

We all ran towards the water and jumped right in. It was so refreshing, even with clothes. Seungmin, as the slow runner he is, came last this time as well.

"I'm taking my shirt off. I hate swimming with it on" Beomhan said.

"It's already wet tho" Seungmin said confused

"Did you not hear what I said? I don't care if it's wet. I just don't like swimming with it on."

"Ah alright. Fair enough"

"I'm also taking mine off" Changbin said

Changbin left us all in awe when he was shirtless. His biceps were huge. And not to mention his breasts. I'm sure we all took a moment just to stare for a second.

I was thinking of taking my shirt off as well, but I figured I'd look like a twink next to Changbin, so i didn't.

We were having fun and splashing around for a long time. Multiple guys from the camp also decided to take a dip.

I was looking around for Felix, but i couldn't see him anywhere. He was probably inside.

We heard Mrs Choi state from one of the speakers near the shore.

We went out of the water, but we didn't want to go inside yet, so we stayed outside for a couple more minutes.

We were standing in a circle at the grassfield. Changbin and Beomhan had put their shirts back on, and we were just talking about random stuff.

"It's so absurd to think about the fact that Hyunjin's roommate is gay" Seungmin said

"Yeah I know right." Changbin agreed "how is it to sleep in the same room as a gay guy every night?" He asked me giggling

"I don't even talk to him" I lied

"He must be happy to have you as the last guy he sees before going to bed"

They were making me uncomfortable, and I wasn't sure what to say. I didn't like them joking around about Felix like this. It was weird.

"It's bedtime in just a couple minutes, so you'll see your Prince Charming very soon" Beomhan said in a mocking tone.

"Oh fuck off, you know i hate that gay fag" I snapped.

The sentence just snapped out my mouth. I hated it. It felt so wrong. Especially after yesterday.

And guess who walked right past us as I said it. Lee Felix.

Oh and we made eye contact. He definitely heard what I said. It's like the light in his eyes shut down for a second.

My heart ached. Why the fuck did I say that?

I felt like an idiot.

"You guys, I think I'm gonna head to my room. I'm getting tired" I lied