Finally I was back in mine and Felix's room.

He wasn't here yet, but it was late, and I knew he would come soon.

I went into the bathroom and got ready for bed while waiting for him to come.

I looked at his toothbrush. It was white with two pink stripes over it. Just looking at his toothbrush had my heart racing. The thought of him walking in soon had my heart racing. Every thought about him had my heart racing.

I've never felt this way for a guy before.

I sat down on my bed after I switched to my pyjamas. I started playing Mario cart on my DS.

It didn't take long until Felix finally came.

"Oh, you're already ready for bed?" He said as he took off his shoes.

"Yeah, I had nothing better to do" I said smiling.

"What are you playing?" He asked me

He walked over to me and came close to see what I was playing. I got nervous right away.

As the idiot I am, I completely stopped focusing on my game and fell into the void, leaving Felix standing there like a huge question mark.

"Oops" I said awkwardly

"You suck at Mario cart" he laughed

"Oh let's see you try this level then" I teased

He grabbed the DS from my hand and sat down next to me on my bed.

"I used to play this all the time when I was younger" he said -"I'll easily beat this level"

I tried to keep myself from blushing cause he was sitting so close to me. He smelled nice. Like strawberries and bubblegum. I wonder what perfume he uses. Or maybe it's his shampoo? Anyways, it was hard to focus on the game.

«Thats what i thought» He said proudly

I looked down at the DS, and he actually completed the level.

"Oh my god was that your first try?!" I said suprised

"Mhm" he shrugged proudly.

He handed me my DS and smiled.

I completely zoned out at his look. He truly looked so.. warm

I was close enough to his face to hear his breathing. It was super quiet everywhere else, so that was the only sound i heard

"Are you ok?" He asked me

Oh fuck, I probably looked so dumb just staring at him.

"Yeah, uhm im fine" I said

He smiled once again and stood up from the bed. He was about to walk into the bathroom until he stopped and turned.

"Can I ask you something?" He said

"Sure"

"Why are you being so nice to me?"

"I don't know"

He nodded his head and turned his back again before walking into the bathroom.

I didn't go to sleep. I waited patiently for him to be done so I could talk to him.

"Hello" I said as he walked out the bathroom door.

I sat in the same spot in my bed as earlier.

"Hi..?" He replied unsure

He went and turned the lights off. I still didn't lay down.

"Is there anything?" He asked me confused

"I was just wondering if you wanted to talk" i said

"About what?"

He went over to his bed and sat across me.

"I don't know. I just don't want you to go to sleep yet" I explained

"Why?" He lowered his brows in confusion

"We don't get to spend much time together" I said

He looked suprised from what I said.

I told the truth. I simply just wanted to spend more time with him. I didn't know how else to word it, so I said it as it was.

He went quiet for a while until he muttered out a tiny "oh".

"Yeah" I said

«Well»

«Yeah»

We were both looking in different directions awkwardly. This was by far the worst awkward silence moment ever.

"Sooo, how are you feeling?" I asked him

"I'm ok" he replied

"Where do you live?" I asked him

"What??" He was suprised by my sudden question.

"Oh, uhm" I stuttered -"that came off wrong.. I just remembered that we never really got to know where each other live" I explained

«Oh, i live in Hythe» he said

Hythe wasn't too far from where I lived. Probably a fifteen minute drive.

"I'm from Landow" I said

"I had a friend from Landow" Felix explained -"we used to play minecraft together"

"Cool" I said

Once again we sat in awkward silence. Everything was just. so. awkward and neither of us said anything.

A couple seconds went by until Felix randomly started smiling.

"Sorry, i just couldn't hold it in" he giggled

He looked so cute. I couldn't help but let out a giggle as well.

"Why are you so awkward» he laughed

I covered my face with my hands.

«I don't know» i complained

We made eye contact just when we were both super smiley. And we held it for a while.

Fuck, my heart couldn't take it. Right at that moment I'd just love to go over to him, lift him up, roll him in a blanket and hug him.

He was gorgeous

"I think we should get some sleep" he said

"Yeah" I agreed"

I'm not super sure or anything, but I might've seen just a bit of redness covering his cheeks. It was pretty dark in the room, so I wasn't 100% sure. Though I'd like to think that's what i saw.