Smoke away the pain

Drink it down

Cry out the truth

Scream but there's no sound

It's the things you try to hide

That kill you inside

You try to run

But they're there wherever you turn

Try to find an escape

Everyone has their own way

Some might not be good

But they're just trying to deal with the pain

Smoking kills you slowly

Just like my life

I know what it does to my body

But maybe I want and deserve to die

Drinking is to forget

Everything you don't want to face

Try to move on

But it kills me everyday

I'm a fucking mess

I don't want you to see

The thing inside

That's slowly killing me

I want to come to you

But sometimes it's hard to do

It's hard to believe someone

Could care like you do

Are you really here for me

Cause I'm a big fucking mess

Take me in your arms

I just want to put my demons to rest

I need you

And it scares me

Hold me tight

I'm not strong enough to fight