Heartbreak disease

First verse

I haven't eaten all day,

Dying of hunger in the worst way.

Haven't slept, I'm afraid what I'll see,

Afraid I'll see you in my dreams.

My scars are fading,

My heart is breaking.

So I pick up the knife,

Got to make it deeper this time.

All your healing was wasted,

Cause you broke me so bad, let's face it.

I'll never be okay,

I let you to far in, you promised you'd stay.

Can't believe I fell for your lies,

I love you, I've heard it enough times.

Man I'm done with this shit,

It's like I'm bleeding out but death won't come quick.

Chorus

This depression I'm feeling

It's like a disease

How do you catch it

Just think of our memories

Your head on my chest

The feel of your breath on my neck

Your hair always getting in your face

Hiding your eyes that'll haunt me to my grave

Climbing up into your window at night

Fucking in your bed, shit felt so right

It sucks cause your off with him free

While I'm stuck at home with a heartbreak disease

Second verse

Did you tell him what we did when we were together

Have you told him I was your other lover

When we started this I kept waiting for you to leave him

But you kept me in the dark like I was a secret

I kept waiting for you to leave him for me

But I guess you needed both our love to make yourself feel complete

I wanted you to choose cause I felt like I was being dragged along

But when you had your answer, your answer was wrong

Chorus

This depression I'm feeling

It's like a disease

How do you catch it

Just think of our memories

Your head on my chest

The feel of your breath on my neck

Your hair always getting in your face

Hiding your eyes that'll haunt me to my grave

Climbing up into your window at night

Cuddling in your bed, shit felt so right

It sucks cause your off with him free

While I'm stuck at home with a heartbreak disease

Third verse

I'm not even mad at you though

I'm the definition of bad from head to toe

You deserve happy, you deserve good

Not the broken and misunderstood

I always told you I just wanted you happy

It doesn't matter if I'm left feeling crappy

I won't beg and cry or start a fight

You chose him, so better hope you chose right

Chorus

This depression I'm feeling

It's like a disease

How do you catch it

Just think of our memories

Your head on my chest

The feel of your breath on my neck

Your hair always getting in your face

Hiding your eyes that'll haunt me to my grave

Climbing up into your window at night

Cuddling in your bed, shit felt so right

It sucks cause your off with him free

While I'm stuck at home with a heartbreak disease